Friends But Love
20. THE FEELING LEFT BEHIND.
When I had the swimming test, I remembered Aldo. When I couldn't swim he taught me even though I still couldn't. Now no one taught me anymore. It feels like something is missing..
"Sania.. We swim yuk.. The test is about to begin" Riska said
Riska is a close friend of mine at SMK. He is kind and wants to be friends with me.
"Yes.. But I can't" I said
"What's wrong to enter if you can't swim if it's important that the teacher's value must understand that you can't swim say it" Riska said
"Yes Ris" I said.
"You said back when Junior High taught you to swim, who?" ask Riska
"His name is Aldo he really wants to teach me to swim even though I still can't" I said
"Surely your boyfriend is.. Romantic really taught swimming" said Riska
"No.. He's a close friend" I said
"What yes? I don't think there will be a word of friend between a man and a woman" Riska said
"But it's true I'm just a friend" I said
"Maybe you think he's a friend but don't we know what he thinks you are? " ask Riska
Hearing what Riska said made me remember Indra's words. Indra also said so. I feel this is not a coincidence when Riska with Indra can talk the same thing. I feel different than Aldo. Then Riska asked how I felt about Aldo.
"But what are you rasain, Sania? " ask Riska.
"Same Aldo?" much
"Whoever" said Riska.
"Friends.." I said with some hesitation
"Friends.. But why do you hesitate to answer him " said Riska
"What is it?" much
"You must feel different about Aldo than you feel about Indra or me or your other friends" Riska said
I thought again if I really fell in love with Aldo. But that can't happen because Aldo thinks I'm his friend.
"If so, what should I do? Do I have to forget him? " tanyaku.
"Why? " ask Riska
"It's because we're friends and he can't possibly like me" I said
"Who knows, maybe he is the same as you" Riska said.
3 Years passed I graduated from SMK. A few years later I met Aldo.
"Sania." said Aldo.
"Aldo.." I said.
"The old age.. I didn't see " said Aldo
" yes.. Do" I said
"How's it going? " ask Aldo
"OK, you?" my many.
"Me too" said Aldo
We speak like an Indonesian dialogue. Confused about what to say and I feel dead meeting and talking to him.
"We are talking rich Indonesian text only yes" said Aldo.
"Yes." I said.
"Maybe because I just met again so awkward" said Aldo
"I am among you to go home.. Sania" said Aldo
"Don't do.. Near my house over here" I said.
"Oh yes.. Yes I forgot, your house is really the last of SMP. So I just remember now" Aldo said
"Yes.. I go first" I said.
"Yes.. Drugs" Aldo said as he waved his hand
"Yes" I said, waving my hand as well.
A few days later, we met again. Because he rode a motorcycle and had a helmet on and his face was covered by the master I didn't recognize him. And that's why he's working on me.
" Sania." cried Aldo.
I'm speechless..
"Not to remember" said Aldo.
"I don't see his face" I said
"Remember it again" said Aldo.
"What a brother mama yes." I said while confused
"Mh.. Geez, you don't turn out to be funny if you don't know it's me Aldo anymore" Aldo said, opening his mask.
"Oh.. Aldo didn't say he was laughing" I said
"It's funny how long you don't remember me, don't I matter? " said Aldo
"It's not.. I like to forget that I didn't see his face" I said
"Did you not remember my voice?" ask Aldo
"Yes.. Sorry, I said. "
A few months later, I met Aldo again.
"Sania." said Aldo
"Aldo. "my words.
"I haven't seen you in a long time" said Aldo
"Yes me too" I said.
"I want to talk to you" Aldo said
"You know what I hate the most" I said
"Yes.. You are impatient so you don't like to wait" Aldo said
"But there's one thing that kept me waiting so long" I said
"Whatis that? " ask Aldo
"You don't understand.. Yes you are" I said
"Sorry I'm too stupid San, I want you to know I want you" Aldo said
"What's? " many
"I loved you from the first time we met" Aldo said
"Huh.. It turns out I don't clap one hand, I love you too" I said
"I can finally express my feelings. We're officially dating I'm really happy. But since when do you like, Sania? " said Aldo
"When yes.. I don't know but when I'm with Word I'm more comfortable with you and when you're dating Rena I feel uncomfortable hearing that" I said
"It turns out I've been the same for a long time. Seeing you going out with the Word I was devastated until I decided to date Rena" Aldo said
"So you're dating Rena because of me" I said
"Yes but it's not your fault but my own fault, I chose it wrong as a way to forget you but in the end I still can't forget you" aldo said
"That means I'm bad.. Words like that because of me and Rena also because of me" I said
"Son.. You are not wrong because we were too young to understand all this" Aldo said
"Thank you.. You haven't changed from the old days to keep me entertained" I said
"Surely. " said Aldo.
"The word I don't like the most is the word friend" I said
"Why? Because our old friends said we can be close and we feel comfortable with each other" Aldo said
"Yes.. But because of the word friends also we can not be honest and express feelings until I have to wait for you long to hear the word love" I said
"Yes.. Excuse me. This time I will say love to you more often so that you can make your wait is not in vain" said Aldo
"Where? You just say doang" I said
"Mh.. You are still you.. Sweet and adorable, I love you Sania I love you so much. Is that enough? " said Aldo
"Not yet" I said with a smile
"I love love love love so much with you Sania from long ago" cried Aldo while waiting to pinch my cheek
"Ah.. You used to love pinching cheeks I hurt to know.. I don't like it" I said
We were dating too.
........ EXPIRE ........
