Friends But Love
16. DISILLUSIONED
On my way to school, I met Indra. Then, Indra said that Trisa had lung pain.
"Trisa is sick when we go home to school to see her condition" Indra said
"Yes.. I've said the same he did not play too long at the cafe until night sometimes he also stayed up there must be a lot of smoking so he might inhale cigarette smoke" I said
"Yes.. He is very difficult to tell" said Indra
I got to school and Indra went to class.
"Sania.. Come in yuk" Indra said
"Yes.. Dra" I said
Then Rena came to my desk. He took me to the next class at the library. With a visibly upset face she said she broke up with Aldo because of me.
"Sania.. You know I broke up with Aldo" Rena said
"What's? " i said in surprise
"It's because of you that she broke up with me" Rena said
"I don't know if even I've been away from him we've never SMSan again because I appreciate you, Rena" I said
"But I'm the same she broke up because of you, she always defended you and I can't talk about anything that could hurt you" Rena said
"Yes already.. I'll talk to Aldo about you guys" I said
"Don't do.. I don't need your help anyways I don't care about Aldo but I'm really upset with you" said Rena
"I'm sorry Rena, I really don't mean for your relationship to break I just want to be friends with you. I don't think about men and I want to focus on learning" I said
"Udahlah.. I don't like to see you're a good-ass, plain-ass, don't know what. "Rena said
Aldo asked another friend about me.
"Don't you see Sania?" ask Aldo
"Look, he was upstairs in the classroom next to the empty classroom library" said another friend.
"Oh.. Thanks" said Aldo
Then Aldo came and defended me.
"Because you are really outrageous, you even wronged others when we broke up because of you. I try to stick with you even though I'm uncomfortable but you make me even more unhappy with you" Aldo said
"You're still defending him.. Look, I don't like you Aldo, but I don't like Sania either. You say you're just friends but your behavior says something different. You guys look more than friends. Maybe that's also the reason Sania broke up with her boyfriend" Rena said
Hearing that, I thought what might be the Word of the book because he was jealous to see me close to Aldo. We look more than friends. But Aldo and I never talk about feelings and we just consider friends. Although sometimes I feel uncomfortable seeing Aldo with other women but I realize that I'm just his friend.
"Why? I right? You guys are silent and can't answer anything" Rena said
"We're just friends of yours who are too much" Aldo said
"Udahlah.. Don't tell my friends I'm tired of hearing that word from you guys. Whatever you want to be friends or date, I don't care" said Rena
"Sorry Rena.. I'll stay away from you" I said
"Son.. You're my friend it's natural that we're close" Aldo said
"I go first, you guys are really weird if you like to say that you don't like to act like friends" said Rena
Rena left us. Then Aldo took me to class.
"Come on.. We go to class" Aldo said, holding my hand
"Yes but take your hand off" I said as I took her hand off
"Sorry San.. But we don't beat Rena.. We're still good friends, right? " ask Aldo
"Yes." I said
When I got to class, everyone saw me. And they talk about me. I may be wrong. But what should I do I am confused by a situation like this. I want to be like the first time I went to Junior High. Learning and joking together without anything that makes us feel foreign.
Then, Indra asked me.
"Son.. They just said they broke up" I said
"It's fitting that from earlier the class was talking about them turned out they broke up. But Rena didn't wrong you, did she? " ask Indra
"Son." I said
"Why do I think you're lying?" ask Indra
"Son." I said.
"Tell Sania honestly" Indra said
"Yes.. Rena said she broke up because of me. I may be wrong for being too close to Aldo" I said.
"You are close but you are not wrong because you consider Aldo a friend. Why the hell girls are always excessively jealous of their own friends is very strange" said Indra
"Son.. They're not exaggerating but fearing that I should have been harder away from Aldo" I said
"Aldo too.. She's always close to you being jealous. Aldo's.. Aldo.." said Indra.
"Where's teacher? " many
"Don't come in, he said it hurt" indra said
"Oh.. So learn it if so" I said
"You don't think about San.. Rena is too jealous later you will also better believe me. " said Indra
"Yes.. Amen, I hope my relationship with all my friends is like it used to be" I said
"Yes.. Let us focus and get good grades, thinking love is complicated. Sometimes I get dizzy when I talk to Desi again" Indra said
"May you stay together, yes" I said.
"Amen.. Thanks San.. My friend wants to know you can't?" ask Indra
"Grl.. You can" I said
"Sania.. Sanias.. If a girl says I asked a guy.. He's under us for a year but he wants to know you" Indra said
"Huh.. I know how to be friends" I said
"Yes my.. If you want to be friends, you need my help. He likes you Sania" Indra said
"What... No no.. I want to focus on learning I'm dizzy thinking man. "I said
"But he keeps making Sania" Indra said
"Udah.. I want to learn first" I said
"He's called Ilham" Indra said
"whatever." I said.
"He's a handsome boy." said Indra
"Whatever." I said.
"Ah.. The answer is not so much spirit. " said Indra
"Udah yes.. I want to focus on learning" I said
"Yes learned with Sania" said Indra.
"Himself" I said
"Liar" said Indra
"It has to be alone to focus" I said
"But later it will be to the house of Trisa" said Indra
The bell rang, I waited to get home so I could quickly go home and forget all this. It feels dizzy to think about Aldo and Rena. Me and a friend of mine were on their way to Trisa's house to see her.
