Forced to marry you

Unbecoming

Helena has felt strange ever since she escaped her critical period. There was pain in his abdomen, in addition to the pain in his rib area. He knew his ribs were platinized. Why does his stomach feel strange.

She was always a sanitary pad, she was pregnant. So he didn't experience that his name came the moon. Until finally the suspicion made Helena curious.

"I felt something strange about my stomach. Why can't I feel my baby's movements?"

Ask Helena to Arash. For a moment Arash was silent. He was still confused as to how to explain this to his wife. He was still often sad when he remembered the son.

But Arash also remembered David's message. Helena deserves to know what happened, it would be good if the woman found out about this as soon as possible. The dilemma of Arash. She was afraid that this would make Helena sad for a long time.

"Actually...."

Helena looked patiently waiting for what Arash would say. His heart told him that something bad had happened. While Arash seemed to think how to tell Helena.

"Tell me. I'm ready to hear it."

Helena is trying hard. Before long, the woman's tears flowed. Along with Arash who was crying too. Not long after that, the two people hugged each other.

Everyone could only see the scene, wiping away the tears on each cheek.

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Two weeks passed, Helena's former surgery healed. Either caesarean section or platinum mounting operation. Helena is allowed to go home. Of course after the doctor confirmed that the scars of Helena's surgery had healed.

A month passed, Helena's attitude began to change. The woman often looks sad. Sometimes daydreaming. Shen was wrong. The newlyweds were certainly confused to face Helena's attitude. Plus the woman was often angry for no reason.

Several times she even screamed hysterically. Until finally, Shen reported to Arash. Arash was very sad, too. But compared to Helena, her sadness was nothing.

Arash remembered how Helena's crying did not stop after hearing the story about the son. The woman felt guilty, unable to properly maintain her womb.

Helena's husband went straight to the wife's office as soon as Shen reported Helena's condition.

"By....."

Arash immediately hugged Helena's body as soon as the man saw the wife who was seen crying while covering her face. "I'm not a good mother. I'm not good at looking after her."

Helena said repeatedly. It was clear that Helena was under stress. Although the relationship between a couple looks harmonious. But Arash knew there was something Helena was hiding from him.

"It's not like that. You're the greatest mother ever."

Arash said as he crouched down in front of his wife. Arash's heart aches to see the sadness in his wife's eyeball. Though it was precisely Arash who felt the most useless here. He cannot protect his wife and children. She was late to learn of Helena's pregnancy.

"Helena, I know you're very sad. But please don't cry. He knows you've tried your best to take care of him. He'll come again, trust me. We'll try to have it again."

Helena looked at Arash's eyeballs. Trying to find the truth, trying to find the strength to get out of the slump that is controlling his heart. In the end, Helena was only able to tightly hug the body of the husband.

"Don't cry anymore. You're making me tormented with your tears." Persuade Arash.

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"Take Helena to a psychiatrist for a consultation."

David suggests that when Arash contacts him for advice. The man complies. And the good news is, Helena would like to consult. The woman realized that she had to get out of the prolonged sadness she felt.

Until some time passed, and Helena's mental health recovered completely. The woman is now living her life happier. He and Arash often visit their son's meal. Not to cry like I did. But they will tell you at length, about anything.

Arash could smile at the happy twinkle now emanating from Helena's eyeball. "We're not smiling because we've forgotten your existence. We smile because we are proud to have you. Even though you can only see you for six hours. Be happy there, my son."

Arash rubbed slowly the son's navel. Then it went from there, welcoming the outstretched hand of the wife who had stood first.

"What size is he now?"

"It must be Sassy or Brian's age."

Arash answered Helena's question. Brian is the son of Rian and Brigitta. Both are ten months old. Start crawling. The two babies were always a solace to Helena.

Only when with Sassy and Brian can Helena express the affection she has for her son. The two men walked hand in hand. Enjoy the time both are back. Redeem the time that was once lost after that terrible incident.

"Make her always happy. That's good for his psychic health. Nothing is impossible. Helena can still get pregnant even if we don't know when. Keep trying and praying."

Back the advice from David was ringing in Arash's ears. The man was listening to the story of Helena who became resentful of the scent of flowers when she was pregnant with her first son.

"You love flowers first."

Seloroh Arash's. And Helena chuckles. The woman hugged the husband's arm. The man also developed a smile to see the sweet behavior of the wife.

Two years later.

Helena stared in envy at Brigitta who was holding Brian's hand. Both of them walked towards him. Two years and no sign of Helena being pregnant. The woman started in a sense of insecure.

"Aunt Helen...."

Brian's cedal voice spread the reverie of Helena. The woman stretched out her two hands. Welcoming the bully boy who was running towards him.

"Weight, pounding Auntie, clamoring at her chubby cheeks. So I want nyubit."

"Don't Auntie, get sick."

Helena was stunned to hear Brian's vague answer.

"Shen's fussing about Kevin." Seloroh Brigitta's. Even the sons of Shen and Ang were already six months old. Princess Shan has been a year and a half. Helena's face immediately turned cloudy. Even if it's not long.

Helena hurriedly displayed her best smile when Brigitta looked towards her. "You can hire a baby sitter."

Helena replied, trying to sound ordinary. Brigitta simply put her shoulders to the advice of Helena.

"Why am I not pregnant yet?"

That question is now often in Helena's mind. Though he and Arash almost every night make love. Take vitamins from a doctor. Eat nutritious food. Even Helena has been drinking milk for several months pregnant women. Advice from doctors and friends.

All the things he and Arash have done, but why he hasn't come in their lives.

Desperation began to whack Helena. Various bad thoughts started to enter his mind. She doesn't deserve to be a mother. Until now she has not been pregnant.

Every time the thought came up, Helena could only cry bitterly in the corner of her room. Sobbing to himself and hiding, so that Arash does not know it.

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