Forced to marry you

Season 1 Actual Feelings

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Zara heard the man's scream in her mind. He was really scared. Zara instantly shut her ears," go!! go, mom!"

His chest began to feel tight and very painful, in his head that continued to hear the screams of the person. Zara was holding His chest, He was in this situation.

During Junior High, his friends prank him by locking him in a closet. At that time the theme felt that something was wrong with Zara because in the closet it suddenly became very quiet. Once they opened it, Zara was unconscious, they were terrified and the teacher who knew it immediately took Zara to the hospital and Zara immediately received medical treatment so she was still helped.

20 Minutes later...

Darren walks into the warehouse to check on Zara's situation, but the warehouse is so quiet and very quiet that there is no sound of crying or Zara's words asking to be let out.

"Is this woman asleep, really great." Darren said.

Darren is curious and Darren opens the warehouse,. Darren was surprised when he saw that Zara was already curled up and moaning, her hands were seen squeezing strongly into his chest. His breathing sounded very heavy, Darren immediately meditated and lifted Zara's body.

"Saa.. saa.. kit"glow Zara heard stammering.

Darren immediately took her to the room and laid her in bed. He called his trusted doctor.

"It's in 5 minutes if you don't want anything bad to happen to you!!"darren threatened his doctor.

Coincidentally, the house doctor trust Darren is not too far from his home so that he can come on time to Darren's house, he immediately checked Zara's condition and installed a breathing apparatus in Zara's mouth.

Darren waited for the examination with anxious fear that if something bad happened to him, he was really worried. How does Darren feel about Zara? He also did not understand, seeing Zara who was in so much pain earlier. A feeling of anxiety and worry enveloped him, his mind went awry for a moment.

Darren doesn't really hate Zara. Zara's admiration and warmth when she first met made her a little unhappy and she loved it. When he had to do bad things to Zara even when he locked Zara in the barn earlier his heart felt unsettled.

A little later, Doctor Ivan finished first aid on Zara.

"How's it going?"

"Thank God, things are starting to improve. What's going on?"

"Nothing, just a small punishment for him."

"Oh Darren, you just got married today. Does he not want to do that with you until he punishes him?"said Dr. Ivan with a curious smile.

"You're done, then you can go home now" said Darren, who would not give clarity and instead expelled Ivan.

"Huh, that bad temper of yours really has to be changed. Well, I'm not going to bother you tonight" said Dr. Ivan again blinks one eye.

Darren stood beside the bed where Zara was lying. Darren noticed Zara's face was filled with an aura of sadness, her eyes were swollen with tears.

"She.!!"

His hands clutched the blanket firmly, his body trembling, his sleep was not calm. Darren clasped Zara's hand immediately, Zara clasped Darren's hand very firmly, Darren could feel that Zara was very frightened. But he had no idea what Zara was afraid of. Darren climbed in the basket and slept beside Zara, hugging her, Zara cried in fear in her sleep, Darren patted Zara's shoulder slowly to calm her down.

"Relax Zara, I'm here" Darren said.

"No!! dad, No!!"

Darren then stroked Zara's head gently to calm Zara down. Slowly Zara calmed down and went back to sleep.

After Zara had completely calmed down, Darren got up from the bed and before leaving he looked at Zara's very calm face. Darren looked at Zara's thin red lips, making his heart beat fast, his mind became chaotic at the thought of nothing, Darren immediately walked away from the room.

"Yeah!!"yelled Zara, as usual. That nightmare always ruined her good sleep.

Sweat had soaked Zara's body. Zara opened her eyes and looked around the room. He remembered that last night he was in a dark barn but this morning he woke up in a room and on a soft bed.

There's an infusion needle in his hand and breathing aid in his mouth. Zara understood, it seemed like an old incident had happened again, she was confused if Darren was helping her but why? he wanted Zara to suffer.

''Yes of course, if I die first surely he will not be happy.'' Zara thought then took off her mouth breathing apparatus.

"Mom, how's mom doing now?"zara said, remembering her mother. After that day, Zara had not seen her mother again.

Zara looked at the wall clock in Darren's room. The clock is 09:30, Zara releases the infusion needle in her hand and she will get out of bed but it is not, because an elderly mother in her 40s entered her room with a tray containing a bowl of porridge and a glass of water. The mother put her tray in the closet next to the bed that was 10 cm higher than the bed.

"Master asked me to give this porridge to the mistress and make sure the mistress finished all this porridge" said the mother, who was the new maid at Darren's house and had just arrived this morning, Darren can't watch Zara every day because he has a lot of work to do. So he worked on a maid to keep an eye on Zara.

The mother stood beside Zara and kept watching her, Zara felt uncomfortable when she turned and looked at her.

"Please leave me alone,"

"No madam, sir said to see the mistress eating in front of my own eyes. So I can't leave the madam before the madam spends this porridge!"

Zara breathed an annoyed breath she would not eat the food of the man who ruined her life.

"But madam, sir.."not done talking Zara cut him off right away, "If not, I won't eat this porridge!"threaten Zara's.

The mother could not argue, she obeyed Zara and walked out.

"Wait.."call Zara, the mother stopped her steps and turned to Zara.

"Is the master home?"

"No madam, sir was gone 1 hour ago,"

"Owh so."

Darren's maid waits for a tray outside the bedroom door, Zara keeping her promise. Within 5 minutes he returned the tray and the bowl and empty glass to the maid, without a second thought the maid immediately took the tray to the kitchen and locked the room door, because Darren told her to lock the room if she wasn't home, unbeknownst to the maid, Zara threw all the porridge and water into the toilet.

Zara tried to get out of the room but the door was locked from outside the room, "Even now I'm imprisoned in this room" Zara said resentfully.

Zara walked to the balcony of the house where the door to the balcony was made of large glass, she stood beside the balcony fence and looked around Darren's house. This house is very large and the nature is also very wide there are still many trees and also neighboring houses are smaller than Darren's house and his house is ordinary.

The courtyard of the house is filled with various kinds of flower plants that are well taken care of so as to make the night look good and beautiful, even the air is very cool.

Darren deliberately chose this house because this house as a place to live as well as his mediation to calm himself from chaotic thoughts and bad moods, the balcony of this house is also rather wide there are wooden chairs for sunbathing as well as a relaxing table. It can even be made for a pleasant gathering place while looking at the nice and fresh outside scenery.

Zara so thought to escape from this balcony she only needed to tie a blanket to go down, but she could not escape now because the mother was still in the hands of Darren's father. Zara doesn't want anything bad to happen to her mother.

"I have to call someone who can help me. Who?"Zara thought hard there were only 1 name that came to her mind, Rian.

"Yes, Rian. I have to ask for her help. But does he want to? As for me and him already broke up, no!! I should try it, but how do I contact him? Hp I just left home and I'm locked in this room right now."

Zara took a breath and exhaled back, she was very upset to imagine all the events that had happened to her.

The clock is 10:00. Darren's back home. On the way into the courtyard of the house he saw Zara standing on the balcony and was staring at him. Darren got out of the car and immediately entered his house, he asked his maid about Zara's porridge this morning.

"Already sir, the madam has finished her porridge without any residue."

Darren went up to the 2nd floor and entered the room. Darren looked at Zara from behind, he looked at her for a moment.

Darren notices Zara's clothes that have not been replaced and have been used all day, Darren is also a person who loves cleanliness, seeing Zara who has not changed clothes makes it uncomfortable and uncomfortable. Darren picked up a towel and walked over to Zara.

"Can you clean your body?"darren said he threw a towel at Zara, without Zara catching him.

"I won't do what you want and I won't wear that filthy piece of yours!!"zara said firmly.

"What did you say, dirty?!! you really are, aren't you the one who looks dirty now." said Darren so annoyed.

Zara throws the towel back at Darren, Darren fends it off and makes it fall to the floor.

"Don't expect you to see me clean. I don't even want to be touched by a man like you!!" zara said loudly.

Darren looked at Zara and grinned meaningfully, Zara realizing something was wrong. Darren walked quickly towards Zara. Zara ketakytan and holds the balcony fence firmly.

Dukes.. Dukes...

Darren's move is getting closer, "your mind can get dirty too,''

"What do you mean?"

Darren directly carried Zara to his shoulders, "get off me!!"zara shouted while lashing out at Darren's shoulder, Darren felt no pain from Zara's punch being so weak. Darren lifts her into the bathroom and drops Zara's body into the bathtub.

Byuuurs..

Zara's body was soaked, "you!!."Zara was angry and upset.

"The more you fight, the more I want to do bad things to you."