
Please prepare a tissue, this part contains a lot of onions that make tears out.
In the morning Bara woke up, kissed my cheek and gently rubbed my face. Bara makes me who is still sleepy, forced to open my eyes.
"Surprise." said Bara while hugging my body which just woke up from sleep.
I shut my mouth, amazed at not believing what Bara gave me. A sweet surprise that made me love her even more.
Sown flower petals shape the heart, adorning the floor of our room. I was amazed to look up at the surprise. There are tears falling down my cheeks.
"Thank you, Mom!" I said while hugging Bara's body.
"Do you like it?"
"Very..."
"Give me a gift, because I've given you a wonderful surprise" Bara whispered.
"What gift?"
"I want to make love to you" whispered Bara.
I smiled looking at Bara, a mischievous laugh emanating on Bara's face. Bara hugged my body, began to shower my lips with a kiss. The longer the fiercer, Bara's hands began to act, stripping away every piece of clothing that was attached to my body.
I closed my eyes, I tried to enjoy the Bara game that had entered the hot stage. His passionate love is turbulent, fulfilling a love desire that since yesterday has been pent up.
After finishing, Bara went into the bathroom to prepare to go to the office. Before long Bara came out of the bathroom, now it's my turn to go into the bathroom. When I was done, I put on my shirt, and then I got out of the room. I looked at Bara who was busy eating breakfast by himself.
"Mas, are you home?" my many.
"Yes. He took Alesha and Alghi too. He said he didn't want to be away from them" Bara said.
"I'm home alone" I said sadly.
"It's okay. I'll be home soon for you!" said Bara while peeping my forehead.
"Be careful, Mom!"
"You too" said Bara as he walked away from home.
I sat on the dining table chair and ate my breakfast. I'm bored, all day I'm home alone. After breakfast, I cleaned the dinner table and washed the dirty dishes.
I swept and mopped the floor, after I finished all the homework, I decided to sit in the living room. I stared at a guitar, which suddenly reminded me of Ardi. Wh why?
I approached the guitar, full of dust because it was never used. The guitar was there from the beginning we occupied this house. But somehow, today I really want to hear the sound of guitar passages and songs.
Suddenly the door of my house opened, I looked at Ardi who was standing while holding the doorknob.
"The ardi? Are you here?" manywould be surprised.
"Don't know. Suddenly, I miss you!" ardi said honestly.
Ardi looked at my hand who was cleaning the old guitar. Then grabbing the guitar in my hand while leading me to a sofa seat.
"You remember, I used to love playing guitar and singing to you! Did you miss him?" ardi laughs with a smile.
I was silent, I couldn't speak. However, I still vividly remember the good times with Ardi.
"But this time, I'm not singing a romantic song for you. I'm going to pour my heart out in a song I'm going to sing!" ardi said with a smile and started playing his guitar.
Beautiful guitar lines make me smile. Ardi's eyes didn't stop staring lovingly at me. Then Ardi started singing the song.
End our story.
After so long together.
You put him in the story.
Which only leaves wounds.
I try to hold back what I think
Even if it hurts.
If it hurts me, it can make you happy.
Since I love you, I have lost you.
May you be happy with your choice.
You're with him, I'm with prayer.
I could not feel my tears flowing, hearing the song that Ardi had sung for me. Wh why? I feel so bad for Ardi. He's willing to be hurt, just to make me happy. When will fate send a woman who can make Ardi happy? I feel responsible for everything that happened to him.
Ardi stopped playing his guitar, then kept the guitar on the table. Ardi wiped the tears that fell on my cheek.
"Why? Did that song hurt your heart?" ask Ardi.
I just kept quiet, my tears were flowing more and more. My eyes looked at the man in front of me. A man of more than three years became my lover.
Why do I have to keep meeting him, if I'm not meant to be with him. It feels like I'm hurt, and maybe Ardi is hurt with all the games of fate in our lives. If only I could just forget it. If only I had the power to fight against destiny. I never wanted a farewell between me and Ardi.
Maybe I'm stupid, I still have memories with Ardi, the man who has now become my sister-in-law. But forgetting those memories, it wasn't as easy as turning the palm of the hand. In reality, I always felt pain, when I was close to him. There is a deep sadness in my heart, which no one knows what it feels like.
The author is crying! Hix... Hix...
Maybe because here, Ardi's character there are two traits. Has great love ambitions for Chika, but Ardi actually has a loving and loyal heart. If he's a playboy male, Ardi is married to another woman. But this, he was waiting for Chika. He will release Chika, when Ardi thinks Bara can make Chika happy. In reality, Ardi has not fully believed in Bara's love for Chika. Go to Chika and Ardi!
"What makes you cry?" ask Ardi.
"You..."
"I? What's with me?"
"Our past," I whispered softly.
"Do you remember our past? I never forgot even a little about the past. When we are together and we love each other. I love singing romantic songs to you. And it's just you, who's getting special treatment from me." Ardi smiled wryly.
"In reality, fate separates us!" I said while crying.
"Yes. And I was so devastated, when I found out that my mother and father intended to match you with Brother Bara. I just wanted to end my life at that."
"Sorry..."
"You're not wrong! I know, at first it was also so hard for you. I even remember when you hugged me at your wedding with Brother Bara. At that time, I still saw a great love for me in your eyes." Ardi wiped his tears.
"Until the end, the love is completely lost in your eyes. And I, really have no chance to be with you anymore. Our dreams, our hopes, will never happen. I just wish you could be happy living love with my brother. Let me hurt and hurt in my heart, as long as you are happy I will be happy for you" Ardi said with a smile.
I kept wiping my tears, but my tears didn't stop flowing. I really can't imagine how much pain I'm putting in Ardi's heart. I'm evil, I'm evil!
"Just be happy for me, Ardi! I don't want you to forever wait for my love. I don't want you to spend your time just waiting for me. I want to see you get married, I want to see you happy too!" I said while gently rubbing Ardi's face.
Ardi's tears fell down his cheeks, there were tears of sadness that spilled clearly on his face.
Ardi clasped my hand which rubbed his face. He kissed my hands full of sadness and tears.
"Whatever you want, is an order I'll do. I will do my best to grant your wish to see you happy." Ardi still kisses my hand while crying full of haru. I couldn't help my sadness either, seeing the sadness on Ardi's face.
"I'll marry whichever girl you choose for me. Because I believe you can choose the best woman for me" Ardi said, hugging my body.
I just cried hearing Ardi's words. Will he marry just to fulfill my request? But what marriage, which is not based on love?
"Do you want to marry Marsya?" askaku.
Ardi nodded slowly, his tears still continuing to wet his cheeks.
"If it makes you happy, I'll do it for you."
"Why?"
"Because ever since I lost you, I've had no heart and no feelings of love for another woman. My life has long been ruined. I just stand and walk without a purpose in life. My only desire right now is to make you happy. I'll just take care of you, even if I can't have you." Ardi gently rubbed my face and kissed me on my forehead.
"I will soon be preparing my wedding plans and Marsya's, soon!" said Ardi.
I don't know why I don't feel like hearing it. But isn't this my request? Why does my heart hurt? I'm not willing, why am I really not willing?
Chika asks Ardi to marry Marsya, but it turns out half-hearted Chika does not let go. Huhhhhh... Complicated! But still to face, Chika spirit, you have Bara who loves you very much.
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