
I was sleeping, but I woke up all of a sudden. I had nightmares about my marriage. I'm really scared!
I went into the bathroom, wetting my whole body under the shower. I purposely let my head get wet, so that my mind could clear. Why do I have to be in such a dilemma?
For almost an hour I stayed under the shower. I feel more calm. Suddenly the sound of knocking on the door surprised me. I hurriedly opened the door, afraid that Bara would wait a long time outside the bathroom door. But, I was again surprised by the presence of men behind the door.
"Candle..."
I closed the bathroom door again, because I only used a towel wrapped around my body. But with all my might closing the door, I still could not match the strength of Ardi's muscles. Ardi managed to grab my hand, and pulled me into his arms.
"Arm... Nay! I don't want you to do this to me."
"Why? I have equal rights over you!" he said while kissing my lips.
I was surprised, I hurriedly pushed Ardi's body away from mine.
"out... I don't want Bara seeing you here with me!"
"Why? Are you afraid that Brother Bara saw us here? Just chill! He's out, buying vitamins for you!" ardi said while kissing my lips again.
I'm really not sane! My husband was so nice to me, but I betrayed him instead. Bara cares about me so much, but I'm doing this disgusting thing with his sister. What kind of woman am I?
Ardi started to get out of control, his kiss was getting crazier. His hand pulled the end of my towel. I tried to keep the towel, but Ardi pulled the towel and threw it in any direction. Ardi managed to make me plain without clothes.
Ardi's blazing eyes looked at me, then pulled my hand and kissed my lips again. I'm like a crazy woman who receives all the Ardi touches on my body.
Ardi started looking for an opening to break through my defenses, but I pushed Ardi's body into the bathroom. I'm not that crazy! I can't accept Ardi in a relationship in bed. I don't want to!
My tears flowed, the sound of knocking on the door many times was heard from outside the door. I bit my index finger, I really don't want to do that with Ardi.
"Chika, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to do anything bad to you. I just want you to know, I love you so much" cried Ardi.
"Get out! I want to be alone!" I said, wiping away the tears that fell on my cheek.
"I'm sorry, Chika! I'm out!" yell Ardi.
I opened the bathroom door, the man was really gone. I felt very relieved, as he disappeared from my side. I'm scared, I'm so scared that Bara saw me with Ardi.
I immediately put on my clothes, I sat by the bed. Why do I have to face such a complicated situation? I didn't even dare to get out of the room.
Shortly Bara entered the room, staring at me with a smile on his face.
"Darling, are you awake? I went to the pharmacy to buy vitamins and boosters. Drink yes!" said Bara while thrusting the medicine on my lips.
I put the medicine in my mouth, and Bara gave the water from her hand to my mouth. Bara cares so much, with all his attention on me. I feel more and more guilty to my husband for betraying this holy marriage.
"Why? What are you thinking?"
"I didn't think of anything. I just miss Alghi" I said.
"Alghi's in Alesha's room with Mom, she's asleep. Tomorrow morning, yes! Unpleasant, afraid to wake Mom," said Bara.
I nodded with a smile, then went back to lying in bed. Suddenly Bara approached, then lay down beside me. I pulled my body to look at him. I was surprised, there was a great sense of guilt, which I could not express in words.
"I'm gonna kiss, okay?" whiskey Bara.
Somehow I cried, I felt unworthy to be by Bara's side. I'm sorry, why could I have done that to a man I love so much. My lips, I gave them to another man. I even felt disgusted at myself.
"Why crying? I'm not forcing it, if you don't allow it" Bara said with a smile.
I'm not talking, just a hug I gave my husband. I did not dare to look him in the face, I felt so ashamed for lying to my husband as good as Bara. But what should I do? Do I have to get away from Bara and Ardi's life? I really can't choose, the two men who are now in my life.
Bara rubbed my body gently, kissing my forehead in love.
"If anyone bothers you, tell me! Don't shut up like this, I really don't understand!" bara said.
"I'm sorry..."
I didn't answer, I kept quiet. There were tears of sadness in my eyes. How do I tell all of this to Bara? I don't want to live a forbidden love with Ardi.
I woke up from sleep, headed for the bathroom. I came back crying, I couldn't contain my sadness. I should what? I was even scared of being touched by Bara. I feel unworthy to be by Bara's side. Do I have to leave Bara? Isn't this better, than I have to betray her love!
Bara knocked on the bathroom door, but I didn't say.
"Darling, what are you doing? Open door!" shouting Bara.
I opened the door slowly, lowered my face, afraid to look at Bara's face. There was guilt, every time I saw his face.
"What's up, baby? You look weird since? What are you hiding from me?" ask Bara.
"Nothing" I said slowly.
Bara brought her face closer to mine, I continued to avoid her, but Bara managed to kiss my lips.
I could only close my eyes, I couldn't look Bara in the face, much less after the betrayal I made to Bara. I want to avoid my own husband. I'm afraid, I'm afraid Bara hates me!
Bara played her lips on mine, but I did not reply. The taste of Bara's lips suddenly became bland, remembering the disgusting thing I did with Ardi. Why me? I'd go crazy if I kept doing this!
Bara released a kiss on my lips, staring intently at me.
"What's Chika? What the hell happened to you? Why are you suddenly like this? Does this have anything to do with Ardi?" asked Bara with an annoyed face.
"I... I'm..."
"Why? What was? Tell me!" I started to get angry looking at me.
"I... I'm..."
Geck... Geck... Geck...
Suddenly the door to our room knocked. Bara opened the door, looking at his mother who was holding Alghi.
"Bara, Alghi keeps crying! Looks like she missed Chika!" mother said while giving Alghi to Bara.
"Yes Mom. Alghi seems to know that his mother misses him so much! Chika from earlier asked me to meet Alghi. She even cried in the room!" laughter turned towards me.
"Yes already. I'm back in the room!" mother said as she left our room.
Bara approached me, holding Alghi who was still crying. I took over Alghi from Bara's hands. Like a miracle, Alghi stopped crying. Alghi held my shirt tightly. Did Alghi come to save me from Bara's question?
I kissed Alghi's cheek, hugged him lovingly. Oh my... What's the fate of my son, if Bara finds out I betrayed his love? Will my child be born without a father? Is my son not going to get affection from his real father?
I cried again, imagining something bad that would happen to me one day. At that point I would be crushed, into a piece of dust.
"Darling, don't continue to be sad like this! Not good for our future children who are in your stomach. Tell me, what makes you this sad?" ask Bara.
"I'm afraid you'll leave me one day!" I said, which was greeted with a smile by Bara.
"I'll be with you, I'll raise our son together. We're gonna make the family happy. Me, you and our kids!" ember Laughter.
Oh my...
I want to feel like I'm screaming! Why should I hear the beautiful words of Bara's lips. What Bara would do, if he found out, I shared his love with his own sister. Will all the words of Bara's lips change? Is Bara going to find another woman to take my place in his heart?
Play the hell you Chika! You mumble, right? Don't let Ardi ruin your relationship! You're pregnant again, you want her to be born without Dad.
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