
The next day, I woke up. Staring at the face of Bara who was still asleep in sleep. After I thought about everything, it seemed like leaving this house was the best path for me. I don't want to hurt Bara. I love him, I love him so much!
I got out of bed and changed my clothes. I slipped out of that house. Is my path right?
My tears were pouring down, I even had to give up my love to avoid this betrayal. It feels like my chest tightness, I have to be willing to lose Bara while I am pregnant like this.
I'm walking in no direction, I don't know where my feet are going. Already, enough is enough! Fate plays too much on my heart. Every time I feel happy, I suddenly get knocked down.
I try to get away from the shadows of my past. But the shadows follow me, wherever I go with Bara. Wouldn't it be better this way, I'm gone from their lives.
My head hurts, I can't walk anymore. I was far enough from that house. Maybe I should get some rest!
I sit in the street chair. I don't know where my footsteps will be. I don't even have a place to stay, it feels like fate hasn't satisfied me to be ruined this time!
I tried calling my mother, but wouldn't Bara find me there? I better call Marsya. I hope Marsya can come help me.
I started talking to Marsya on the phone, I tried to calm down, as if nothing had happened.
"Hello Chika's. What's up?" marsya asked across the phone.
"Can you meet me near the bus stop? I'm waiting for ya!" I said while turning off the phone.
It didn't take long, Marsya came to me. I immediately hugged Marsya's body, I can only hope that he can help me.
"What's Chika?" tanyanya while releasing my embrace.
"I can, stay at your house? I really need your help" I pleaded.
"What's wrong? What happened to your relationship with Bara?" marsya asked looking worried.
"I'll explain later! But can I stay at your house?"
"Yes Chika! But, I stayed contracted small. Do you want to?" tanyakanya.
I nodded, then walked following Marsya's footsteps towards her residence. Up in front of the house, Marsya immediately allowed me to enter.
I told her all the things that happened to me, Marsya shed tears hearing the story I told her.
"So... You and Ardi are lovers? You dated Ardi for three years? Then Ardi should let you marry Bara? This is really sad for Ardi, Chika! Why from the beginning, did you not reject this marriage?" Marsya looked at me annoyed.
"I have no choice!"
"What do you mean?"
"My stepmother threatened me, will separate me from my sister Alesha!"
"Pity your fate!" marsya said while hugging my body.
"I was wrong, wasn't I? If this time, I choose to walk away from their lives?" my many.
"Not wrong, but not a good solution either! Aren't you thinking about Bara suddenly having to lose your love? He will experience the same thing as Ardi. Then, complete the wounds you spread in their hearts!"
"Then what should I do? I even felt disgusted at myself. I dare not meet Bara. I know, my mistake was so great for her!"
"Calm down! You just rest here! I'll be back later" Marsya said.
I just nodded while lying on the bed. My eyes are soaked because I've been crying too much. I can't be selfish. I have to think about the child in my womb too!
I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
****
In the afternoon, Marsya woke me up. He stared hard at me.
" hi... I just met Bara! You know, she looks so sad. He's very worried about your situation. I just saw her crying in front of me this time. Go Chika!" marsya.
"No. I don't want to! I fear. I feel guilty every time I look at Bara's face. I can no longer be by his side. It'll be better for everyone!"
"Then, what if Bara's frustrated? Don't you feel sorry for him? Are you going to make those two brothers, heartbroken by your love!"
I don't really want to lose Bara's love. But, being near Bara, brought me closer to Ardi. I'd go crazy if I had to keep facing Bara's sister. I can't, it's on his side anymore.
Let me live my own life. I will raise this child, without the presence of Bara. It's really heavy. But I have to get through it. I must be strong, for my son's sake.
I was still walking, I suddenly met Bara. From a distance Bara ran after me. I can't meet him. I have to run from him!
"Chinese... Chica... Chika.." shouted Bara.
I was looking for a place to hide, I stared at Bara's face from a distance. My tears are flowing.
I miss you my husband! If only our love story wasn't this complicated. Maybe I'm still on your side, keeping our son together, until the time of his birth. But I'm scared. I'm scared to go home! I don't want to, there's Ardi among us.
Bara's still looking for me, walking around that place. I wanted to hug her, but I didn't deserve to be Bara's wife. I feel like I've become a despicable woman!
I sat in a chair not far from where I was hiding. I could even hear a voice coming from his lips.
"Chinese... Where you going? You disappeared from me, you left me! What did I do to make you leave me? What's?" Bara crying. I cried hearing the words from Bara's lips. I don't want to get away from you, but this is what forced me to leave!
"Why should I lose my love!!!! Lord... I just felt what it was to be happy. But now, I'm alone again! I lost him a second time... Hix... Hix.. Chika, why do you have to leave me! Why don't you just kill me! I can't afford to lose your love!" Bara kept shouting. Until a woman approaches Bara.
Beautiful woman, whom I never knew. Who her? He clasped Bara's hand, looking so sincere. There are millions of love clearly visible in his eyes. Does that woman love Bara?
I could only watch and let Bara go with that woman. It appears that the woman is now resting her head on Bara's chest.
"I told you! What do you expect from that woman? Whahuh? Her love?" the woman sighed.
"He's Ardi's lover. It's only natural that he left you! But relax. I'll stay here with you. I'll wait until you're ready to accept my presence in your life" the woman said.
Bara gently pushed the woman's body. There was a hint of annoyance on Bara's face as the woman spoke.
"Go Naina! I don't want you here. I was sad. But you're making me even sadder. I will not leave my wife. Especially replace it with you!" said Bara without looking at the woman's face.
"But Bara, I love you! I've been waiting for you, a long time. But you still, close your heart to me!"
"Because I love only one woman in my life. I'll just marry her and just love her! I never asked you to wait for me, never! I'm married to my love, why do you still want my love?"
"Because I love you! I'm sure that Chika doesn't really love you. The proof is that he left you right now!" said the woman was upset.
"I'm sure he has a reason! He loves me too, I know that. I believe Chika will come back to me. He just needs time, Chika will come back with me again!" said Bara while shedding tears.
"If Chika doesn't come back, then you'll just wait for her and cry for her?"
"That chika is the woman I love so much. If he really doesn't come back, I'd better be alone for good!" said Bara while walking away from the woman.
I was touched by the words Bara said. I was so lucky, to get a sincere love from Bara. But... Why is there an Ardi, between our loves? Why do I have to experience such a complex love story?
****
One week passed, I was still living with Marsya. I can't stop thinking about my husband. I still vividly remember the words Bara said to the woman. I'm happy, even though I can't go back with her.
Suddenly Marsya entered the house, a face that looked so panicked looking at me.
"Chinese... You have to go home!"
"Why?"
"Sick guy! Alesha said, Bara's been in the hospital for two days! Meet him, I beg you!" marsya.
"Sick guy? But I can't be...."
"Meet him Chika! You really want to lose Bara? You really want to lose your love? Alesha said, Bara keeps looking for you. He never stopped looking for you, even he forgot about his own health. Aren't you sad to see your loved ones destroyed? Meet him Chika, I beg you!" marsya said.
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