Forced to Marry My Boss

39 Eps. Past times

"Built mas ... Please get up" I tried to move her body and kept trying. My tears kept flowing watching her now lying weakly helpless and also filled with blood.

‘What my behavior really makes him want to go like this.’

I tried to carry him but my strength is not strong especially now that it has two bodies.

"I'm sorry, I have to come with you if it's our destiny to die together I will, sorry if I have to make you suffer." I took out a knife that was covered in blood, trying to calm down a little, so that I could leave peacefully even though the Father would be angry with me. If I had to follow you, I would. ‘I'm sorry Father.’

"Darling ... Don't do anything stupid! Sorry I'm just a prank baby, let go of the knife,” my husband said. He could play with my heart like this.

"Mas! You think this is a joke! What would it be like if I was really going to die following you and you would wake up crying to see me? Are you also going to follow me to die?" my anger is mounting, I don't like excessive jokes like this.

He got up and took off his blood-stained shirt, and he came up to me and hugged me. "I'm sorry honey I was forced to panic you, it's wrong of you not wanting to talk to me, and not that I don't want to follow you to death but pity our baby, he also wants to see the world just as we do, he also wants to see the world as we do, once again forgive me dear," he said, still hugging me.

She really freaked me out, because I didn't want to talk to her to the point that she did this for me to care.

‘Sorry mas, I have hurt you with my childishness, I should not be too quiet you, because that's your mass.’

"Darling again that you're daydreaming, don't you think about it I really didn't mean to make you go, you're still mad at me?" said husband. I nodded my head in response to his words.

"Well, honey, that's your choice, but you also have to be honest with me, don't because I'm wrong and then you keep me quiet until when we're going to make up, and you just stay quiet and I don't know what you're feeling, I'm sorry, I know I've done you a lot wrong" she said. He knelt down before me, apologizing.

I quickly went to him and told him to get up, he shouldn't have done that. "Mas, I don't want you to be like this, you're the leader of our family you shouldn't be kneeling before me" I said.

"Do you forgive me, baby?" revealed. Instead, I agreed with a nod of the head.

Then he hugged me back. "Are you going to tell me everything after this? Come on, tell me dear, so that we are happy again and you do not constantly have burdens," he said trying to negotiate (offer) with me.

"Sorry mas, I can't tell you yet, I need time so that my heart can accept it with a spacious chest, if it is until the end I can't accept it yet let me heal in my own way."

After saying that I got up and went to step in front of her, my tears slowly flowing back, I didn't want her to see me continue crying. I turned to look at him from a distance, he was sculpting maybe he was trying to think about my words.

His past made me uncomfortable, every time I tried not to think about it but again the shadow of being alone continued to cross my mind, I realized I was jealous of her past. It's true that is often said by others if you look back it will definitely hurt you.

"Hay Zoe, how are you?" Kelvin came and he asked me how he was doing, he got out of his car and approached me, of course I welcomed my guest well let alone my own best friend. I gave her a small hug and invited her in.

We walked together and my husband was standing not far from us, Kelvin immediately gave a greeting to Reiner. "Hay brother, how are you?" kelvin said and walked over to my husband. But he did not answer but left me and Kelvin.

Kelvin pecked, his forehead fused like he wanted to get angry, I approached him and held his shoulder. "My husband may be thinking a lot he doesn't mean to ignore you, I'm representing an apology from him, I'm sorry Vin I hope you don't take heart" I said.

Kelvin took a deep breath. "Well Zoe's okay, how about we have a snack? I saw you instantly remembering to snack, is it okay?" I nodded my head at his request.

Immediately I served some snacks for us to snack, no serious conversation between us other than enjoying a snack and watching. I didn't ask Kelvin much of what I was thinking but about my husband. I felt very uncomfortable with his attitude of ignoring others like that.

"Zoe! Why don't you just shut up like usual, you got a serious problem?" kelvin said, to my surprise.

"Ah no, I just quietly enjoy this delicious snack, is not it Vin, it's very delicious," I lied and smiled sweetly at him so that he did not suspect.

Kelvin rubbed my hair slowly. "Zoe, I know what you're feeling, you're having a problem aren't you? I know from the look in your eyes, so you can't lie to me, but if you're not ready to tell me, say it anytime, I'm ready to listen to it."

"Thank you Vin, you're always there for me, when I'm ready I'll tell you everything" I said, smiling sweetly at him.

Although I know Kelvin's intentions well but somehow at the moment I'm not ready to tell him everything, but I make sure later when I really want to give up the situation and can not bear it alone.

"Emm! Zoe," call Kelvin. I looked towards him.

"When is your gynecological welcome?" Kelvin. "I also don't know because it all depends on my in-laws, I just follow them." Kelvin just nodded at my words.

Not long after, then Kelvin asked to go home, and I drove him to the front. It was a short word after his car disappeared from my front yard. I went in and looked for my husband, apparently sitting on the back porch of the house complete with a mobile phone and warm tea.

I wanted to go to him, and try to sit next to him. "It's nice to meet another guy" Reiner said. I was very surprised by him and now what does he mean by that? I took a deep breath.

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Your past is not mine but because of your past I have to feel pain when I remember about it, because he was with you first.