
H A P P Y R E A D I N G
“Kakak really lost his mind. Your words make my heart ache!” furious Claudia.
“It makes no difference to you, you don't even appreciate your own body. Then why do I appreciate it? Come here, ’ let me show you something, we're both alone,” Steven said as he pulled Claudia's hand.
Claudia fell into her brother's arms. Steven really does not mess with his words, he is annoyed with but he also wants to give his sister a lesson. Their eyes met for so long.
‘In front of you I may say I love Zoya, but I realize my love for her is not as great as my love for you. Claudia, ever since we were in High School my love has remained for you until now it's just that you prefer someone else over me, which is why I became the reason to protect you. Why don't you see my sacrifice? All you see in your eyes is Reiner not me, Steven's inner’ when you look into Claudia's eyes.
‘Sister, I'm sorry for always bothering you. Though thanks to you there I always felt protected, but I was so stupid that always made you angry, the inner’ of Claudia who also did the same.
The two looked at each other and let out their hearts. Steven who had once expressed love for Claudia, but was rejected raw until now he still loves Claudia even though the reason is to be an older brother.
‘From the bottom of my heart, I want to hug you making you my wife not my sister, may I show you my love now? Maybe this is the way for you to stop expecting love from Reiner. Because after all he will never see you unless I am always faithful to accompany you, Steven's inner’.
Steven was still holding Claudia in his arms. He did not let his brother escape. Slowly Steven got closer to his face and closer and then finally cupss! Claudia's eyes glared when she realized they had kissed each other, but Steven paid no heed to anything he kept making his opponent unable to escape his lips.
Steven's eyes were closed and his hands were behind me to lock Claudia's body. It was getting longer and deeper until the end. “I love you, Claudia.”
Steven says his love is like their High School days. The difference is not kissing. Claudia looked at the man's face with emotions that she endured and then plaques! The slap landed on Steven's face.
“I thought you were my sister but, it turns out you backfired for me,” Claudia said.
“It would be wrong if I didn't become your sister anymore? Is it wrong if I want your feelings back the way they used to? Looks like we can't go on like this. I'm sorry I had better stop all this, let us be ordinary friends instead of being sisters again,” Steven said with his decision.
“Arghh why does sister keep going like this with me? Come on I want us to be okay,” Claudia said trying to hold Steven.
“There's nothing more we should talk about. I won't be your brother anymore but I'll stay here and still give you money. But, sorry don't call me your brother because I just want to be your husband. It's better you get out of my room.” Steven pulled Claudia by the hand and she closed the door.
Claudia was outside the room, she kept knocking on the door. But unfortunately Steven no longer wants to meet his sister in the near future even though they are not together.
’I'm sorry, Claudia. Maybe it's best that we don't get to know each other. If when I wake up tomorrow I'm no longer a big brother to you, Steven's inner’.
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(Stevenson)
Cringh ... Kringh .... The sound of alarm kept echoing in my room to make my sleep disturbed. The morning sun shines on the earth. The day has changed, which means I have to go back to my daily routine.
All the activities I've done I did like taking a shower and all. Everything is ready just to leave to work for a living.
When I came out of the room, Claudia was standing with her clothes neat. He kept looking at me even though I deliberately threw away my face and seemed to care less about anyone else near me.
“Kakak, ready? Come breakfast first I have prepared bread and milk for you,” said Claudia who deliberately attention with me.
“No need for me to have breakfast at the office later,” I replied ketus without caring he would sulk.
“But brother, I already made it.” Claudia just didn't want to give up.
No answer from me. Intentionally made him feel neglected. I immediately went to leave Claudia who was still waiting for me to have breakfast together but still my determination was unanimous because now we are only strangers who have accidentally lived together.
‘Let it continue like this, maybe this is the best way until finally I have to choose to go or be a husband for him,’ Inner Steven.
In a hurry I immediately left Claudia, and headed straight to my workplace without waiting for her even though I usually always travel together.
Arriving at the office. There was no spirit in me while I was at work, unlike any other day. It feels so long today. A lot of debate has happened but not as difficult as it is now to make my concentration chaotic.
While making a report to be submitted to the employer until I miscalculated the amount of each expenditure in a week for the Company. My sloppiness almost made the Company wretched by my actions.
Reiner could only shake his head as I gave the results of the report to him. Fortunately, he did not scold me.
“Steve, Lo if a lot of thoughts mengantian take care of the problem first do not immediately focus on work, yes it is here chaotic there added runyam,” said Reiner while giving a drink for me.
“Bewildered cave, Rei. You know for yourself that Claudia really made a cave confused by her behavior,” confided.
“Have not been too thought of, minglingan Lo on vacation deh so as to nenangin themselves Lo. Gua has a little advice if you do not want to vacation how if you want to be the same as him,” Reiner response with his idea.
I was astonished to hear that, even though I had already kissed Claudia but, how could she possibly easily be with me. Just adding to the burden.
“Rei, not easy. Claudia does not love the cave. He just likes Lo not for cave.”
“Yes who knows with Lo behave like this he will continue to see the feeling of Lo.” Reiner spoke as he pleased.
“Yes for Christ Rei, it's not a matter of feeling but a cave shy Rei, shy!”
‘Origin Lo know, the cave has already kissed the person who has already considered his own cave sister, my inner’.
Reiner squinted his eyes, not knowing what his heart was thinking for me right now.
“Lo honest with the cave, because the cave already willing to give the cave working time for Lo,” forced Reiner.
“Udah deh no need, anyways now the cave want to continue working first excuse me, Boss!” I said as I was pleased with him.
But it's not Reiner's name if you let someone else not hear his words just yet. He purposely stopped my path until it made me glance at him.
‘Reiner is right, he knows even more about the cave than my own cave self, my inner’.
“Still Rei. Gua honestly cave ever had sympathy for Zoya, but the cave is only interested to see she has a unique personality that even other women are difficult to exist like her. So the cave is aware that the cave has only been obsessed because of the good nature of Lo's wife, even though the cave still has feelings for Claudia. Even until now the cave is still in love with him. You have opened the mind of the cave, the cave should be focused on yourself rather than attach importance to others who do not even care about the cave.”
“Good Brother, cave likes Lo who like this. Hopefully after this Claudia sees all your love for him. If you need Lo minglingan vacation deh same who is the cake that is another Lo temen. Caves give permission leave only three days but well do not long,” said Reiner while smiling clumsy.
“Ide Lo nice also no loss cave there are rich temen Lo. I'm not shy in taking the road because the handsome look continues now Lo more and more pinter. Ooh grotto salute,” praise me excessively.
“No need to alay Lo! Just got out of the cave room. Fed up of knowing look at Lo's face,” said Reiner while smiling.
“Aman, Boss!” I came out with a happy smiling face.
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(Six months later)
(Claudia Siregar)
My heart ached when I saw my brother no longer care about what I said even asked him for breakfast he still did not want even though I was tired of making it. Starting from that, the attitude of his brother is increasingly changing, every day he is often angry and there are even those who do not come home to make me anxious.
For days and months I waited for him to open his eyes to see me again as his sister but, it turned out wrong he remained unchanged. After that kiss my relationship with Steven was like a stranger who didn't know each other. Living together just because he was waiting for his house to be made.
I feel guilty, after everything happened my life is more and more problems and many bad luck. Many times I applied for jobs but many times I was rejected just because my ability was insufficient.
Today my brother came home from work, and as usual Steven walked past me without greeting me in the least.
“Kakak,” greet me while trying to help take his briefcase. However, it was useless that he even let go of my hand violently.
There was no answer whatsoever even Steven was so ruthless. He looks arrogant, really makes me want to shout calling his name out loud. But, it seems free for sure I will not be considered in my own place.
I peeked at what he was doing, and it turned out that he was changing clothes. “I must go inside, and must take his attention.”
Opening the door to her room slowly, I stood and looked at her who was also looking at me.
“Who told Lo to go into the cave room?!” asked Steven fiercely.
“I just want to come in, brother. Besides I haven't spent a long time in your room.”
“Dimming Lo get out of here, males cave see!” snapped Steven without getting messy with me.
I didn't even go out and I chose to fall on his bed. Resisting the embarrassment with a thick face, even though I wanted to cry when I heard him throw me out blatantly. But with all my might my heart held him.
“Lo deaf huh? The cave says get out! Oh ... or do you want a rape cave here? Lagian Lo also often, 'Lo's body love for others. So if you want to be able to do the cave will pay how much self-esteem Lo but, which is cheap yes,” said Steven easily.
My heart hurts so much when he insults me like this. I just want to be with him and make up not to be humbled. His words really made my tears fall.
“Udah do not need to cry, drama Lo stale to know! Strange yes in front of the cave, Lo pretentious but in front of Reiner Lo even showed all the body Lo that even he himself did not need the cheap body Lo it.” Steven insulted me again.
“Sufficient brother, enough! The cave here just for a good conversation with Lo not made in despicable! The cave is still guarding the self-esteem of the cave proof that the cave is still a virgin. What wrong cave until Lo enemies and become a insult for Lo? Thought we were sisters.”
Steven hardened his cheeks and stepped closer to me bare-chested. “Lo danger well, you are not wrong whatever the same cave. But the cave, which was wrong to fall in love with the rich woman Lo. Did you ever think of the cave feeling? No, right? Since we High School cave desperately protect Lo until this feeling willing cave sacrifice even though the cave must continue to pretend to be Lo cave sister. It's all because the cave has feelings!”
“But sister never said any of that before with me,” I said in disbelief.
“Yah indeed because the cave is ashamed, the love of the cave has been rejected! And now in front, Lo stands as if Lo never knew. Okay fine it doesn't matter if love can't lo bales but at least advice Lo denger! All of this made Lo her own. So that Lo's self-esteem is there let not rich Elie rotten it. Udlah cave has been a lot of ngoceh from earlier now move aside the cave want to go from here.”
‘Why am I so stupid that I don't realize that the love of my brother is so great. O Lord, forgive me, I have committed too many sins, my inner’.
Steven packed all his stuff. I just look while crying without being able to say anything else because it should have happened because it was me who had made my brother so angry. Then Steven pulled the suitcase as he stepped closer to me.
“Claudia, this may be the last time we get to know each other. Gua hope Lo can be the best for the cave, and thank you for all the rides in Lo's apartment. Sorry if during the cave here live Lo had to suffer with cave babbling. Money makes Lo survive while the cave transfer so now the cave can calmly go from Lo's life forever,” said Steven who wants to part with me.
I quickly hugged her body, and cried as much as possible. “Kakak, don't go .. I promise I'll be a good sister to brother, but please don't leave me alone. I'm sorry, please don't leave me...”
Steven returned my embrace while wiping my hair. “I'm sorry, but now my decision is done. This is the only way that I no longer assume that we are sisters. Don't be reckless, and don't spend too many nights at the Club, I don't want to have a niece without her father. All right let go I have to go take care of yourself.”
I didn't want to let go of my embrace but unfortunately it was Steven himself who let go. Steven's eyes glazed over as he looked at me then he slowly brought himself closer together and after that a kiss landed so softly and impressively right on my lips. I kissed her back even though I knew she was already my sister but for the last time I resigned.
‘Is it possible that you want to leave me just because you don't want us to be sisters anymore? But more than that, my inner self while we were still kissing each other.
Steven slowly let go of his kiss. He was the first person to steal my first kiss.
“Claudia, already I have to go now. Take good care of yourself goodbye.” Steven was alone and walked away from me.
I just nodded and tried to reach her body. In the tears I let go of the person who has been meritorious to me.
‘May we meet again, brother. Forgive me for not being able to repay your love, my inner’ that still sees his passing.
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Steven finally chose his own path. He will always love Claudia even though he never got the love.
‘I'm sorry if my departure hurts your heart. But believe me later when I return we are no longer brothers but have been united in a sacred bond there is only me and you, Steven's inner’.