Forced to Marry My Boss

38 Eps. Disappointed part2

If the heart has been betrayed, the pain feels in silence. The wound doesn't go away easily. Although it will heal but still will not be treated

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Seeing me who did not want to be touched finally Reiner chose to sit beside me accompanying me who was crying. He kept trying to get me to talk but I still didn't talk, even seeing him here was getting more and more angry. ‘Should I scold her?’

"Honey, talk please I really don't know what to do if you see you like this" Reiner said. He kept asking me to try to be honest but it was hard to say that I was already disappointed because of his past love. I got up and went out of the room, I saw my husband following behind me. Don't forget to take the bag I intend to go to Kelvin's house.

When I wanted to get out of the house, my hand was held back by him, making my steps stop and sculpt. "Where are you going? Please don't be like this, if indeed I have a wrong finish first fine" said Reiner. I let go of my hand by pulling it. And try to catch my breath before I start talking.

"Mas, please understand give me some time so I can tell you everything and now please give me a way to calm myself first" I said. And then I walked away, but he took my hand again. "Sorry, baby, but can you tell me where you're going?" I shook my head to hear her words.

He pulled my hand so hard that I bounced into his embrace. Then he took me along with him, I tried to break away but his strength was stronger than mine, my tears kept flowing and again now he forced me. Until he stopped inside the room and locked it together with her.

"Open the door!" I screamed in front of him, but he kept shaking his head. "Tell me honey why I'll open the door, '" she said.

"I told you I need some time to be alone first, understand!" I growled with him.

"I can't just let you go, baby, and again when you're like this, crying isn't clear and won't talk! Moreover, you are pregnant, please do not hurt yourself but tell me, we will finish it well without you having to go alone first!" Reveal it. Then he sat down, and I saw his eyes crying.

I kept crying no matter what she said, I know now her tears are coming out but how could I be honest. I am very ashamed to declare it, for his love was not mine that I should know, but my heart was so unaccepting that they knew each other so deeply, so deeply, let me know if I have to feel pain.

I saw him slowly approaching me, I was still lowered in my tears, he was trying to hug me. "Dear please don't let go of this hug, cry if you really want to let go of all your burdens and I'm sorry if I force you to tell a story" Reiner said.

My heart seemed to be touched by his words, and I let him hold me, and I kept crying in his arms. He was brushing my hair slowly. At least my heart improved a little like this even though I knew their shadows still flashed through my mind.

In the dark of the night, I woke up in his arms. ‘Since when did I fall asleep?’ I didn't want to, all I remembered was that I was crying and she hugged me, and then I didn't know anymore. Maybe I was too tired to be unconscious. I saw his handsome face beside me holding me, the sound of his breathing falling asleep. I approached her face, gently rubbing her cheeks.

I could not bear to lose any more love from him, I stared fixedly at the man beside me who had become my husband. His field chest, as well as the large muscles I liked so much, his pure white body made me even more comfortable even though my mind was still imagining about them.

I tried to get up, I saw the clock was entering the middle of the night, walking towards the bathroom, because my body was already sticky due to sweat of course when I cried. Warm water at night makes my mind a little calm, my stomach is very visible, I then continue to shower quickly because it is not good to take a midnight shower.

It didn't take long, I was done with my bathing ritual, then came out, I looked up at the bed, my husband wasn't there, then where he was, ah let it go. I take the lingerie and put it on, because if I want to sleep I do wear this often. But this is pink lingerie and shows me my smooth white body. It was one of his gifts.

I don't know where my husband is, I don't intend to go looking for him, maybe he's in the television room, and I intend to go back to sleep. When I was asleep in my dream, I felt a big hand walk over my body, until I felt something was trying to enter me. Slowly it got faster and faster until I held back an enormous groan.

Slowly my eyes opened when my husband was at my feet, and he opened my legs wide and hit him with his mouth. I want to be angry but I can't, he keeps making me want to fly. Then suddenly came Elie's shadow with her, what could they be like this too, without feeling I returned to my tears, but Reiner continued to do his activities.

I held back tears as she made me fly, to the point that I wanted to ask for more, deeper than that. He came to his senses and looked at me who was crying, he got up and went close to my face. His lips that still leave behind the rest of his own work.

"Dear sorry if I don't ask for your approval first, sorry and you can punish me now" he said, bowing. I didn't want to argue, and I turned the other way intending to back him up. His hunting breath was heard, then he got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom. I saw him and I knew if he wanted to fulfill his wish.

Somehow after that I could go to sleep again, I got up and walked out, picked up some snacks and took them to the television room, intending to watch. Focusing on watching the television, he walked up to me and sat down beside me, there was no conversation between us, only the sound of television and snacks in my mouth.

Maybe because I ignored her then she got up and walked away, I looked at her back and entered our room, because of my high curiosity, I tried to peek at her slowly I walked behind her. ‘Where is he why isn't he here’. I kept wondering what my husband was doing, for some reason my heart was so bad that he wasn't in the room when I saw him coming this way.

Then I tried to look to enter the bathroom and look somewhere else but still nothing, and to my surprise I saw that he had collapsed on the floor with a knife that had covered a lot of blood. "No!" I was crying so much.