
The way God loves his servants is often unattainable by reason, because what? Because the human mind is limited, while God's love for us is very broad. Therefore, it takes a clean heart, sincerity of faith and iklhas to be able to read the message of his love.
Sometimes if there is a new father who scolds his child when he is approaching a crowded road, if a mother sometimes scolds her child when she sees him starting to misbehave. But not so with the love of God, because the love of God to his servant exceeds the love of parents to their children, although sometimes they have to give it with a test.
So do not rush into thinking bad to God, if sometimes your life feels crowded, there are problems, disappointment, pain and things that you do not like to happen to you, he said, maybe it's God's way of loving you and for you to change for the better.
For example..
when you expect too much of someone, sometimes God gives you disappointment. When you are too eager to pursue the world, sometimes God gives you failure. When you have too much fun, sometimes God gives you tears. When you love something you have too much, sometimes God gives you a loss. When you commit too many sins, sometimes God gives you misfortune and trials.
Sometimes God gives us things we don't like because God loves us. Because it could be with various calamities and trials, it is the way God removes our sins, so that later in the hereafter we get a high degree.
Therefore if everything that we do not expect happens to happen to us, then get used to learning and patience. Because in that way, God wants to convey his message of love, because God best has a plan, and God knows the wisdom behind it all.
Might as well... For some people will think right, but not a few also think if what he experienced was a misfortune and claim god unfair.
people may plan, but they seem to forget that it is God who determines.
As with the heart, we can never determine who we will fall in love with. Therefore, never put hope in someone who does not necessarily have the same feelings for us, if it has happened then ourselves will be hurt.
And such a thing has been experienced by a servant who has a beautiful face and perfect stature, namely Mayra.
All this time his life has always been filled with love and happiness from those around him, born from the son of a rich man and has a charming face making him always in the puja-puja. Whatever he wants his parents can always fulfill, so can his school environment. There he became a school prima donna because all the men were competing to pursue him, coupled with his job profession as a selebgram, more and more idolized him.
But unfortunately there is only one man who never likes it, even just glance at it reluctantly. He is Kevin, his school friend who is famous for being indifferent but has many fans.
Because the nature of the cueknya it also makes Mayra curious and there is the intention to get it. He felt challenged to make the man bend his knees before him, after which he would throw him.
Some of his gang friends once said that Kevin was the hardest guy to approach, but at that time Mayra did not care. She remained confident, with her beautiful face she could make Kevin fall in love with her.
Various ways he had tried to get close to Kevin or just greet him, but his efforts ended in vain. True what his friend said, Kevin is indeed very difficult to approach!
Over time, his efforts that want to make Kevin fall in love with him never produce results.Even now his circumstances turn around, he is the one who fell in love with the man. The girl wanted Kevin could be hers, only hers! And it's forever.
But it's a pity that his feelings that have grown from the blue white era were never once avenged, and maybe you could say Kevin did not think it existed.
Of course, because Kevin has a indifferent nature to the environment. Especially women. Plus the man also hated his presence so much because it always bothered him.
Well, Mayra always thought maybe that was the only reason Kevin hated her so much. In addition, he also knows what the reason why Kevin does not want to be friends with women, it is because after knowing the facts about the story of his parents.
But somehow when Kevin High School is rumored to be close to a new student who turns out to be a girl from a poor family, she can go to school there because she gets a scholarship. At school the girl is famous for being cute, but has a smart brain and always gets Bullyan from her classmates.
either because of his low degree or because he could be close to Kevin who was at that time known as the most handsome male student and genius. Many think that the girl who first teased kevin, because once one of his classmates caught them alone behind school, and the friend who caught him was his friend Mayra.
Though the time of Junior High, almost every time Mayra always bothers him. Treading wherever Kevin went, even when the man wanted to go to the bathroom he followed, only fortunately did not come in.
From the start of school to the graduation of Mayra did that tirelessly, and Kevin's response was certainly upset. Not even hesitant the man snapped at him in front of all the students, but Mayra continued to do so.
Unfortunately after graduating Junior High School and going to high school, Mayra can no longer one school with Kevin. Because the man asked the school that he wanted to block the name mayra, but the girl could still find out all the activities of Kevin through his friend who was one school with Kevin.
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Mayra walked slowly on a fairly quiet street, but there were still several other vehicles passing by. The woman continued to step, accompanied by the sound of her heart-wrenching cry.
After a few minutes ago he accidentally saw Alya in a restaurant and made a little noise there, but he ended up losing because there was a teenage girl who defended him. Even until now his hands are still sick due to being twisted by a girl who herself does not know who, but her face is not foreign.
Mayra rubbed her cheeks wet with tears, so imagined her past that always pursued the love of Kevin. He realized what he was doing was stupid, chasing after men who never even glanced at him. Even he had to sacrifice something very valuable for him to be able to be with the man he loved, but in reality he had to swallow a bitter pill when he heard the words of Kevin who had married his former lover.
Any woman's heart would be broken upon hearing such news, even more so she heard those words coming out of her own mouth. He did not expect if all this time secretly Kevin and Alya are still in touch, even though he knows Kevin really hates Alya after knowing Alya had an affair with Dylan.
His hopes of becoming his wife Kevin have soared, even so happy he has prepared several names for his son with Kevin later.
But in fact only wishful thinking, his big dream was never realized. He was like falling from a very high cliff after hearing the words of Kevin who had married Alya, even without the slightest pity the man showed off his affection with Alya in front of his eyes.
Now the woman thinks God really hates her, why she always suffers. And why people who become rivals always get happiness, even Mayra feels now Alya many protectors.
“this is really unfair! God..why did you give me the destiny of living like this!” His grunts with a slightly irritated tone, but after that he even sobbed.
If anyone else had seen her current state she would probably have thought herself crazy, talked to herself and cried while ruffling her hair. Plus her shabby clothes.
What a great effect of heartbreak, just because humans can make other humans suffer. Such a thing should not happen, if we can control our own feelings. But going back to the beginning, we will not be able to determine who our hearts feed on.
Long enough Mayra swung her legs that would somehow take her where, as long as she always muttered indistinctly and ended up sobbing, even occasionally she screamed.
His steps suddenly stopped when he was on the bridge, at this time he was on the highway under which there was a ravine and seemed to be very deep.
Mayra did not know which area she was in, because she had taken a taxi and had the taxi driver take her around the city. Until finally Mayra asked to go down in an area that did not know what her name and the atmosphere was far from the crowd.
The woman lowered her head under the bridge, there was nothing there other than the elongated weeds and some large rocks. His mind began to be insane, he had a desire to end his life by jumping from the bridge. Maybe in that way he will not feel pain anymore and can forget his love for Kevin.
“maybe this is the only best path for everything. My life has been ruined and no one wants me, so I'd rather die.” she said in a soft tone, and her tears came back out.
After that both his hands were already resting on the guardrail, and slowly one of his legs had started to lift up to go up to the other pole.
“goodbye papa, goodbye mama. sorry, I have to go this way, I can no longer.” he said again.
Now that Mayra's body was at the end of the bridge's perimeter, she stood with her face slightly up and her eyes closed. Until finally his fingers began to release the handle and he fell.
GREEKS!
But when that terrible thing actually happened, there was a pair of hands holding him back and the sound of someone snapping.
“what are you crazy about! Do you think trouble will be solved if you die this way? You stupid girl! ”
Mayra who heard those words must have been upset, especially after hearing her last words. With a cocky feeling he looked back, in his mind he was ready to issue an oath of exposition for people who had said stupid and thwarted his action to commit suicide.
But when he turned his head, he was even more upset after knowing who had been holding him back.
“let me go, let me die. There's no point in me living, everything's ruined!” mayra exclaimed, while shaking off the man's grasp.
“stop thinking stupid Mayra, it's not too late. You still have a chance to snatch it all!” sahut the man who remained steadfastly restrained the movement of Mayra so as not to fall.
“bullshit! Let go of me!” this time he screamed.
“trust me, you can still snatch Kevin from that poor chick. Just relax, I'll always be behind you. Do not let our struggle all this time to get rid of it ends in vain.”
Hearing those words, Mayra instantly fell silent. He seemed to be thinking about that person's words, but it was only for a moment. After that he returned to fighting.
“no, It's too late! My future has been ruined, my career has been a mess and now I failed to marry Kevin! Everything is destroyed, destroyed!” she cried again, and afterwards she cried roaring.
“remember Mayra, everything can be talked about carefully.let's go down first.” persuade the person in a soft voice.
Mayra shakes. “don't want!”
“hey listen, if you choose to die it is the same as you admit defeat to Alya. Your sacrifice all this time will end in vain, besides do you not think about the feelings of your parents? They must be sad to see their son die in such a horrible way!”
Mayra was silent again, but her sobbing could still be heard. The words of the man indeed have a point, if he chose to die now surely Alya will feel victorious and his parents will certainly be sad.
“what if I'm sure I can still make Kevin come back to me? While om himself knew that when he brought Alya home, he looked at me with hate! S-other than that Kevin also has my video.” said Mayra with a sad face.
The person Mayra called him seemed to smile, then he nodded.
“of course. Compared to him, you're much more attractive. You can use your body to tease her.”
“what do you think Kevin would be tempted if I actually did that? Sure didn't! She's not like om who likes to play women!” cetus Mayra, staring at the sinister face of the person standing behind him.
“hahahaha. You seem to forget that if he is my descendant, even my face is attached to him. There is a saying that a falling fruit will not be far from the tree. Believe me, even if he doesn't seem interested in you, he's still a normal guy with lust. Om sure he won't refuse if you're naked in front of him.”
Well, the one who is currently holding Mayra to suicide is aji. Accidentally, when he wanted to travel home from his friend's house, he saw a woman who walked alone on the side of the road and her posture was very similar to Mayra's, although initially hesitant because he noticed his usual appearance.
But out of curiosity he finally approached her, who would have thought if it turned out to be him.
His heart almost wanted to escape from its place when he saw the action of Mayra who wanted to jump from the bridge, with a quick movement he immediately slammed the steering wheel and immediately came out and fortunately he could hold it.
For when he still desperately needs Mayra to be able to separate Alya and Kevin, he will not be willing the wealth that Tamara has will fall into the hands of Alya. Especially when later Alya has offspring from Kevin, it will be more difficult for him to master all the assets of his late ex-wife.
So as much as possible and before it's too late, aji tells Mayra to frame Kevin so he can impregnate him. He was very confident that his plan this time would work.
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“oke, I'm back now and thanks for the info.” Kevin said to Rangga, while getting up from his seat.
Rangga who heard that follow up stood up, the inline-eyed man nodded. “remember my messages just now, do not be rash and most importantly emotional control lo.” said Rangga.
Kevin nodded. “iya.”
After shaking hands with the men, Kevin rushed out of Rangga's room. He left the restaurant for the parking lot, where his car and wife were.
but once there and open the back door, Kevin was surprised by the presence of Tina who was in his car with Alya.
“Loh Tina, are you here?” ask Kevin wonder.
Hearing Kevin's voice make the two girls' gaze that initially stared at the mobile screen instantly distracted, they looked at Kevin's face with different expressions.
“eh, hi brother Kevin.” greet Tina.
No meaningless reaction from Kevin, the man's face that was initially shocked instantly turned flat. “since when are you here?” tanyanya.
“not too long ago, I'm here just nemenin kak Alya watch the concert bts doang.” reply.
Yes it is true, they are currently watching an offline BTS concert on Alya's phone which he has downloaded from a community group about KPop.
Actually shortly after the departure of Mayra Tina planned to go straight home, but she thought it would be better if she stayed there until Kevin returned. It's nothing, it's just that he's worried that Mayra will come back and harm Alya. Alya himself told her to go home, even she told him that she would be fine because Sean was back.
But the girl remained steadfast in her decision to accompany him, in the end Alya preferred to give up.
During the wait for Kevin back they spend time chatting, from starting to talk about the whereabouts of Tina there to their respective activities. Until finally they decided to re-watch the concert of Alya's favorite boyband.
Kevin mangosteen as soon as he heard the words Tina. “terus, after this you go where.” Ask.
“come home like that, but I'm a jerk ya?” tina answered, then grinned.
“gak can. After this we want to go to the hospital!”
Hearing the word of the hospital made Tina's face change, her feelings started to feel bad.
“hah! Hospital, what? Brother Alya is sick, Or brother kevin?”
“no one is sick, we just want to consult a sisil doctor!”
Instantly silent, Tina seemed to cengo to hear it. The girl certainly knows who Sisil's doctor is Kevin Intent, doctor Sisil is his cousin from his father's side who works as an obstetrician. Meanwhile, Alya who does not know who Sisil's doctor is shocked by her husband's words.
“what are you talking about? Who's doctor Sisil, instead of us just checking my legs to doctor Samuel huh? why go to another doctor?”
Kevin smiled sweetly, while looking at Alya. which made his wife was stunned. “ya my dear, did you forget the same chat we had last night, hm? In addition to checkup to Samuel, we will also control to the obstetrician. Don't you have a pregnancy plan?”
DEG!
Alya who heard that instantly froze on the spot, her face looked stiff and her eyes were patterned. His heart seemed to want to fall to the bottom of the stomach when Kevin said the word dear, especially when Kevin said the program pregnant.
“a-what! Pregnant program?” alya asked.
Kevin nodded.
“oh. so you want a pregnant program. Good thing.the sooner the better.make a lot of yes sis, let me play often. Duh, I'm not happy to be as good as what your child will be if his parents are just like you.” said Tina happily.
“pastinya will be very cute.you take it easy, We will make a lot of cute nephews!”
Tina who heard that chuckled. “ya already that I went home by taxi aja.”
“sama Rangga aja, he was in his room.”
“ah no brother, I want to go home alone later also I want to stop by the bookstore first.”
After that Tina said goodbye to Alya and Kevin, then passed out of the car. After Kevin followed by entering the car and closing the door, immediately then Kevin was surprised by the actions of Alya who beat his hands and chest.
“aduh duh duh.. geez Al, you are nothing! Why mukulin me?” ronta Kevin's.
“you're the shit! crazy times huh, why are you talking like Tina?” alya protests.
“ya keep why if I talk like him, anyway we are also married! No problem, right?”
“the problem is, did you forget your words yesterday?”
Before answering Kevin seemed to sigh. “I always remember what I said, but that does not mean it will be done. The thoughts of those who justify it or not are none of my business. The important thing now is we just do our role well.”
Alya quiet. What Kevin said is true, what's wrong if Kevin says it to Tina or someone else. He and Kevin are married, and the whole world knows about it. If in the end he can not make Kevin love him again, he can only resign.