
Time goes on, seconds and hours keep rolling. The days, months and years keep changing. But there is no change at all in the relationship between aji and Tamara, more precisely the matter of each heart.
According to the view from the outside both of them do look ordinary, like there is no problem at all. Plus among them there is Rafael as a complement, which at that time was still a toddler. Of course for others, consider them a harmonious family and always happy.
In reality, they are nothing more than two people who do not know each other and must be trapped in a forced marriage. The presence of Rafael between them was not able to make the relationship between the two humans is better, even worse.
Maybe it only applies to aji, not to Tamara. The beautiful woman who has a Caucasian lineage is in fact so in love with her husband, but ironically the husband has not been able to move on from his past. So that it ignores his true feelings, and rejects the destiny of his son's presence.
During the process of his struggle, Tamara as much as possible serves the will of death. Whatever her husband asks for Tamara always treats, including when he wants her body.
Even so, they are not infrequently clashing their mouths.when either I how many times, aji was caught cheating or deliberately aji ignored Rafael who asked him to play together.
No matter how much pain she felt when her husband was caught cheating on her, she forgave him and ended up forgetting him. With great hope, her husband could change.
On the other hand, she should also look fine in front of her child. He did not want Rafael to know the situation, and ended up hating his father. Likewise, when she was faced with successive questions from both parents about the behavior of aji, Tamara always gave a lie answer so that the image of her husband remained safe.
Once she is exhausted, Tamara always reassures them that aji will change. Try to be patient, no matter when.
“if you know this will be the ending, mami will not agree the time your daddy wants to match you.” lamented anjeli, after hearing the curses of the child.
As a mother, of course anjeli felt that his daughter was not hurt. But to regret it was free, everything has already happened. Plus between the two there is a child whose age is still very small, too risky if asking Tamara to separate from aji.
Not to mention he already knew with the facts, which turned out Tamara loved aji. In his mind he had imagined how his daughter would be if she were to completely separate from aji, and he did not want that to happen.
“i always believe, someday mas aji will definitely change and reciprocate my feelings. Mami help doain me yes, hopefully I can be strong live it.” said Tamara, while staring at the mother.
“without you asking, mom will definitely pray for you dear. Pity also Rafa, he is still too early to know the facts about his parents.” reply anjeli, who immediately got a response from Tamara with a hug.
The determination of Tamara who wants to make aji can turn to love him and end up forgetting Vanessa is actually not something that is considered trivial, he needs extra strength to do that.
Her beloved husband, even behind his behavior who likes to play women. In fact, the man still has a great sense of Vanessa. Although the years are rolling, Aji still loves him.
At first Tamara did not understand the way of mind aji, the man claimed to still love his ex-lover but play with other women. Even to the point of ignoring her already clear status, legally and religiously legitimately she touched.
But aji instead chose to go to a forbidden place, and ended up playing with prostitutes. Tamara really doesn't understand.
“what with the presence of Rafa among us is still unable to make you change mas, as hard as your heart so that can not see my sincerity in loving you.” lirih Tamara one night, when waiting for the return of her husband who has been a month no news.
From the beginning Tamara knew she would be betrothed to aji, she did not refuse at all. Instead he looks very happy, so that makes the anjeli who saw it assume that his daughter has a taste with aji.
In fact it's not so. Tamara already knows who aji is, but that's just knowing him. That was through Vanessa.
Tamara knew who Vanessa was at the time. At that time, Vanessa was working with her company, which contributed to delivering ketring food regularly to the company.
Tamara who is basically a friendly woman, is able to be familiar with Vanessa who has a shy character. They become very compact besti, leading to close friendships.
In fact, their intimacy is not purely due to undergoing cooperation, there are other figures who become the glue of the two. Who else if not Ferdinan, the figure of a handsome man, descendants of a rich family and have a smile as sweet as honey. Ferdinan and Tamara have been friends since college time abroad.
And that's where the beginning of the introduction of Vanessa and Ferdinan until finally the two have a sense of the consequences of often meeting and ending up deciding to get married, namely through Tamara. Without that woman, Vanessa might not be able to meet a man as kind and gentle as Ferdinan.
So even with Ferdinan, the man really thanked his best friend for bringing together a woman as great as Vanessa. The second woman he loves and must protect, in addition to his own biological mother.
Tamara knew from there that Vanessa was her husband's ex-boyfriend, who she knew still loved her. Not suddenly, but because Vanessa herself told him after knowing what the name of the husband of her best friend was.
Every time she meets, Tamara likes to talk about her unusual household. But during that time Tamara never mentioned the name of her husband, so Vanessa who often listened did not expect at all.
Why Vanessa can tell, it's from Ferdinan. And actually the man did not know if Vanessa is his former lover aji, at that time he was just complaining due to losing the tender from the company aji.
At first Vanessa looks ordinary when the name of her former lover is mentioned, according to him it is ordinary, because aji and fdinan are business men. So, it was only natural that the two could meet.
But after Ferdinan accidentally mentions aji is the husband of Tamara, making him shocked. Not that he does not know, he already knew from the beginning that aji was married. For that reason too, making the relationship of the two really can not be maintained.
Then Vanessa's memory is linked to Tamara's curse, which mentions her husband's bad behavior. For whatever reason, Vanessa who knows that fact feels disbelief.
How could the man he used to know well and sincerely love him turn into a jerk. In fact, to the point of neglecting his son and wife just because they still love him.
“then, I was the same mas aji did have a relationship. It was only for a moment, because his father did not approve.”
Vanessa admits it in front of Ferdinan and Tamara, after which she tells the history of her story with aji. Vanessa said that honestly, with nothing to miss at all.
Not without any intention, he just wanted Tamara and the fervent to know the real facts. Also, want to convince Ferdi who was then his fiancee that he already did not have the slightest sense of aji.
“to be honest I still do not believe, that mas aji can change so. Though he used to be kind and attentive, yes even though it is a bit cute.” said Vanessa, once finished the story.
There was no response more than Tamara, she was quite shocked by the facts. In his mind did not feel surprised, because he had to admit Vanessa was worth fighting for.
“now I understand why mas aji can not move on from you, because you are a great woman Vanessa. Although you are financially very deficient, but you are rich. About beautiful anyway relative yes, which rarely is his heart also follow beautiful.”
“hmm.. It is fitting that my best friend can be smitten, even against his own father to be able to continue with you. Since college, he has said that he would never marry. But in fact what, he even lamar you.” said Tamara, while looking sincerely at the natural beautiful face of Vanessa.
Hearing those words made Vanessa blush, she lowered her head in shame. While Ferdinan who realized that chuckled amusedly, felt anxious with Vanessa's behavior.
tamara's gaze turned to look at Ferdinan, she looked at her best friend's face with a serious mimic.
“after this you must be even stronger Ferdi, because I am sure there will be a lot of danger to both of you. This has become your choice, then you have to account for the consequences.”
Ferdi mute for a moment, then nodded in understanding.
“do you have a bad feeling?” tanyanya.
Now it was Tamara's turn to be silent, then sigh. For some reason his chest felt tight, his heart felt restless.
“I'm not accusing, it's just that your problems with your family are not ordinary. Nevertheless, I strongly believe you can take care of vanessa and her family. In addition, I also have a feeling that mas aji will disturb Vanessa after knowing you marry her later. Whether it's about personal or work. Do you know how powerful the aerospace clan is?”
Ferdinan nodded for sure, then his hand crept and ended up grasping vanessa's hand.
“certain. You take it easy, as long as I am still given a breath, then as long as I will take care of it. I guarantee it!”
“I hold your words.”
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After knowing the history of the love story of aji and Vanessa, and the honesty of Vanessa's own heart makes Tamara's determination to melt her husband's heart even more blazing. She always believed in the power of her true love, that she was able to soften her husband's hard heart.
There is no saying that once said, as hard as a stone can be perforated if it continues in the drops of water continuously. Let alone this heart, Tamara was confident her efforts would succeed. It doesn't matter if you have to wait a long time, he will continue to do so. In fact, until the end of his life.
Time keeps rolling, days have changed. Until the year has shifted. The struggle Tamara who wants to melt the heart of aji is still continuing, but there has been no change at all. Aji remained hard with her heart, closing her eyes tightly.
So even with her increasingly so-called behavior, her husband rarely went home. Even worse, he never questioned Rafael's situation.
Tamara had several times wanted to give up and intended to ask for separation, but considering there was Rafael by her side made her rise again. He did not want his only child to be a victim, due to his selfishness.
His son was growing and tall, transformed into a handsome boy version of himself. Although there are certain parts that look like aji, but almost 90 percent of Rafael is indeed very similar to him.
“papa not home yet ya ma?” rafael asked one morning, enjoying his breakfast.
“iya dear.” replied Tamara.
The appearance of the little man was neat, the red and white uniform was perfectly glued to his tiny body. His skin is very white, typical of Caucasians. Also, with her slender and tall posture decreased from her father.
Rafael is 6 years old, and he has already entered elementary school. Today is the first day he goes to school, and Rafael wants his father and mother to take him to class later.
But it seems his hope will not be fulfilled, because his father is not home. As a result made his face turn grim, his mood became bad.
“don't be sad baby, it's okay no papa. There will still be mama who nemenin rafa in school later.”
“but I want papa to come too, ma.” whine Rafael.
“iya dear, mama understands. But you also have to understand the state of papa yes, papa is busy with his work.” said Tamara, full of gentleness.
“always so the reason is!” cetus the little man, then puffed his cheeks that hinted sulking.
Tamara certainly understands why Rafael can be so, because there is never time for his son. More accurately, there is rarely time. Once aji accompanied Rafael play, when her husband was off work.
Even if it is only a few minutes, you can do it.
“ya has quickly spent your breakfast, later again to school.” Tamara's word, which was immediately diyakan by her son.
Arriving at school, Tamara went straight to the intended class. Like a school in general, there are many parents or caregivers who gather.
If usually rich people like to put their children into elite schools, especially if from among the nobility. The Tamara family also actually falls into the category of noble families, as well as Asia.
However, his extended family is not very authoritarian. Whether it is about education or association, they continue to live normal lives and of course mutual respect between humans.
There is no comparison, levelling, or berating each other. Everything goes according to what it is, living life according to destiny. But still for others who look, the Tamara family is still like a chunk of gold that anyone wants to seize.
Therefore, Tamara chose an ordinary school for Rafael. So that his son will not be arrogant, and more importantly be able to get along with anyone.
“ma, I want to sit in front. No want behind.” pinta Rafael when watching Tamara is looking for an empty bench.
Indeed, most prospective students choose to sit in the back, either because they are reluctant when chosen the front bench.
Tamara complied with the child's request, then she led Rafael to the third row table that had been filled by a daughter.
“only this table is left, Rafa want not to sit here?” tamara asked in a whispering voice.
Tamara knows a little about the character of Rafael who is not too fond of hanging out with female friends, so therefore she was nanya first.
Rafael did not immediately make a sound, but certainly his narrow eyes stared at the object that made him interested. With an innocent look, the little man noticed the girl who was estimated to be his age was already sitting on the bench next door.
For a moment Rafael dived left right, then looked up to look at the mama. “dia alone ma?”
Tamara was a little surprised by Rafael's question, she also realized that the little girl was seen alone without the assistance of adults.
“mama don't know baby, just forget it. Maybe her parents are away for a while.How are they? Want to not sit here?”
“iya ma, Rafa mau.” he replied later, making a thin smile Tamara rising.
“halo sweet girl, can this handsome Aunt sit next to me? You see only this chair is left.”
The little girl nodded. “by Auntie.”
“please. Come Rafa, sit here.”
According to Rafael, he was sitting next to a little girl whose hair was in a ponytail and there was a ribbon bando around her head. After that Tamara told Rafael to get acquainted with the little girl next to him, then slightly advised him to be kind.
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Day by day Tamara's life is going normally, she continues to play her role as a good wife and mother. There was not a day Tamara missed to take care of her two favorite men, especially for her husband.
likewise with his struggle to get the attention of aji, although until now there has been no development on a scale.
Behind that, Tamara still doing her job in the fashion world. Not once twice he likes to go home late, due to the many dress orders he designs. But that does not mean to ignore his nature, on the sidelines of his busy life Tamara can still control the development of Rafael through surveillance cameras.
Thanks to the help of the care nurse who anjeli sent, making Tamara a little relieved to leave Rafael at home. However, Tamara did not fully believe it. He kept an eye on the performance of the nun, to be honest he was a little parnoan with the case of child abduction, most of the mastermind disguised as a nanny.
Little information. In addition to having her own company, Tamara is also a wedding dress designer, the business she has pioneered since college. Whether it is in the artist, office, or ordinary people.
According to the judgment of people who have purchased the product, the results do not disappoint. Her skill in designing dresses, as well as her friendly and friendly attitude made her business a great success.
5 Years have passed, Tamara's busyness remains the same. Taking care of two businesses in different fields, as well as taking care of her husband and son.
Initially Tamara was able to arrange it, but the more days she became keteteran as well. Although there are already employees who help, but it does not seem to have a good impact. It can be seen from the number of consumers who feel dissatisfied with the results, inevitably Tamara also had to intervene.
As a result of his busyness that makes the intensity with his family reduced, Tamara became often home late at night. Because after he finished with the boutique business, he also had to control his company.
Tamara's decision to have two businesses with different fields was indeed very risky, but to stop even she did not want to. Since childhood he had a dream to become a famous designer, but he was born as a prospective successor to his parents' company.
Tamara doesn't want to be selfish, she's the kind of person who loves her parents very much. Therefore he accepted the request of his parents to manage the company, as well as set up a boutique.
Although tired, but Tamara lived both roles with pleasure. After all, all his efforts later will also be bequeathed to his children and grandchildren later. So, as long as his body is still capable, he will continue to live.
“hoek!.. Hoek!.”
One morning, while Tamara was on her way to the kitchen, her stomach suddenly felt nauseous. That's because his nose smell a pungent aroma that is not sure what, but that certainly makes women who are now almost four heads are nauseous.
“mama!” rafael shouted as he saw the mother walking quickly to the back bathroom, while covering her mouth.
Rafael is now 12 years old, he grows up to be a very handsome boy. His posture was getting higher, others who saw him would definitely think he was 15 years old. According to the age of the Junior High, but that is not true. In reality Rafael is still a child of Elementary School, 2 years later he will enter the Junior High.
Rafael, who was standing in the middle of the stairs, walked quickly, approaching the mother who was putting something in her mouth.
Today is a holiday, neither Rafael nor Tamara have any plans to leave. The moment Rafael has been waiting for since he wants to spend his time with his mother.
Don't ask where aji is, it's obvious the man isn't home. Whether there is where the man is now, Rafael himself does not want to think about it. Perhaps, it can be said Rafael already does not care anything more about the papa.
“don't enter, stay there!” tamara shouted, as soon as she realized the arrival of Rafael.
“mama why?” rafael asked in a soft voice, his face looked sad.he was quite shocked by Tamara's scream.
All this time Tamara never raised her voice, even when she did naughty. Her mother would advise her in a soft voice, but now she was even snapped. Her innocent feeling was hurt, thinking her mother had changed.
From the back, there was a waiter on the street who came up to Rafael.
“what is it? Also, lady why?” ask her with an anxious tone.
Tamara did not immediately respond, even though she was aware of the situation. Rushing, Tamara washed her lips with tap water and lifted her body.
“nothing bi, I was just a little nauseous earlier.” he said giving an answer.
Then Tamara approached Rafael, one hand gently rubbing his head.
“sorry baby, mama did not mean to snatch you. Last mama again nausea, fear later if Rafa saw Rafa follow nausea.”
Rafa was mute for a moment to wipe the corner of his slightly wet eyes, then he looked up.
“mama hurts?” tanyanya.
Tamara shakes.
“but the face of the pale mama.”
“maybe mama just lack of rest, baby, do not think too much. Mending us breakfast first yuk, you are also hungry for sure.” invite Tamara.
Rafael nodded, after which he was led by his mother to the dining room. Followed by the waiter from behind.
But just two steps, Tamara again stopped. His face turned strange, like holding something back.
“why mistress? Nausea again?” asked the servant who noticed the expression on his master's face.
“iya bi, please help Rafa breakfast first.”
After saying that Tamara went back into the bathroom, but this time the door was closed so that her son would not come in.
“mama why the hell bi?” rafael asked, confused by his mother's behavior.
“bibi also do not know den, yes already Aden breakfast first yes.”
Rafael nodded in agreement, and they went to the dining room which was still one place with the kitchen.