FORCED TO MARRY (Love The Heir)
CHAPTER 107~The Way of Destiny (special aji)
Many say in life we will feel in love for 3 times, namely first love, hard love and lastly unconditional love.
Well, for some people will definitely experience it. In other words not everyone can feel it, or maybe..
it has been felt, but not realized? I don't know.
Such a thing is also experienced by a man who is now four heads old, but still looks handsome and dashing. His name is setyoadji dirgantara.
it sounds impossible, especially for men who rely mostly on logic rather than heart. Especially for men like aji, who have always liked to play women.
Even at the time of his initial marriage status with Tamara, aji was already playing with other women. Until without realizing it, until having children outside marriage.
Throughout his life, Aji strongly believed that he only felt in love once. More precisely 30 years ago, where he had felt that feeling for a girl from the bottom.
Unfortunately, the two relationships cannot be united. The reason is quite clear, which is because of caste differences. It sounds ordinary, but quite painful for those who experience.
And because this is also the main reason why he turned into a man who was once good and respected women, became a jerk and looked down on and considered women are the most realistic human beings.
Falling in love is not something to blame, nor is it an act opposed in religious norms. But the name is also human, not all have the same thing.
As with the heart, any human being, even an animal, will not be able to regulate who the heart will anchor to.
Like a jelangkung, he would come alone and possess the human body. Control it completely, so that the owner of the body is helpless. Then he will just leave after there are some people who take forcibly, because it is considered a danger.
Such was the story of love in the past, when his heart and soul had found his new home, the world took him forcibly. Ironically, even though he was not willing, in fact he could only remain silent.
Aji was very resigned to her condition at that time, releasing her lover to go far from her life, and that became the starting point of her greatest regret, which she had to carry until this moment.
No matter how many years he spent, as time went on the era continued to grow. His physical changes have changed, albeit slightly. But not for his heart, which seemed to be left behind in the past.
Although now aji has been married 2 times and has 3 children, but during that time he does not really have feelings for his partner. He doesn't really understand himself why he is. His heart seemed to be dead, so that he could no longer feel the sincere affection of Tamara and Marissa.
Could it be because of his heartbreak in the past and the fragility of himself who can not fight for his girlfriend, so that makes him a selfish person? Even in his family, aji has been labeled as a cruel father because with the heart to hurt Kevin physically and internally. Who in fact is his own biological child?
Well, you could say it's true. His conscience was already completely dead, covered by a burning fury. Only revenge remains.
The grudge against his selfish father emphasized his desire, as well as the grudge against God that gave him that cruel fate.
On the other hand he also had to swallow a bitter pill, so knowing his youngest son loved a girl who was in fact the son of his mortal enemy.
aji wants to vent his anger against his father, and wants to show how devastated he was when he was forced to marry Tamara. And coincidentally, aji realizes how much Kevin loves Alya.
Like being reflected, aji seemed to see himself in the past through kevin. Not only the physical is the same, but about the loyalty of his heart was exactly the same. The adult man was certainly not completely blind, he could see clearly how much Kevin felt about Alya. Just like he used to love women very much in his past, but unfortunately aji did not care about it.
Hence in the present aji insists on forcing Kevin to marry Mayra, and get rid of Alya. With the aim of wanting to show Fandy, that the situation used to be the same as kevin.
Despite his heartache, he plans to take all the property of the late Tamara, who has now been transferred in the name of his youngest son.
Aji did not mean to be greedy, nor did he love Kevin as his son. And honestly, aji never cared about it all, as long as the treasure fell into the hands of his own flesh and blood. Also, about Alya's life background.
But that thought seemed to just vanish after knowing who Alya was and where the girl came from, making her turn into an evil father figure. The pain of his heart is increasingly gaping once he knows a fact, if Alya is the son of a woman who until now he still loves.
At first, he was not worried about it, honestly he was very happy his youngest son who had a cute character was finally fond of the opposite sex.
As a father, I want the best for my children. He did not want his son to choose the wrong woman, which would make his life a mess. Enough of himself is broken, his children do not.
Therefore, upon hearing Kevin was close to his female friend, aji began to find out about the figure of Alya and how the circle of his family.
Aji is quite shocked after getting the info from his men, who declare Alya is the son of Vanessa. His former lover when he was newly recruited as a director in Fandy's office.
In the blink of an eye his mood at that time turned gloomy, his chest felt tight.he did not expect Vanessa was married, and had two daughters. But that's not what makes her look angry, but after knowing what her husband's name is.
Ferdinan Raka Mahendra!
Well, surely aji is no stranger to that name. Especially in the business world, the name Ferdinan is very famous. Not only the family, now the person has been included in the aji blacklist to be destroyed immediately.
Since the time of his father, the Mahendra family has indeed become a mortal enemy of the aerospace industry.
Ah, no!
More precisely Mahendra's toughest rival is aerospace, because at that time the reputation of the Ferdinan family-owned company was not too big. Very different from the present which is almost equivalent.
In addition, both Fandy and Rusman do have a personal grudge that in fact aji already knows. His father once said that when the school was rusman was his rival, both in education and daily life.
And since knowing who Alya's real father is and who his family is, make the aji's view of Alya change. He began to hate the figure of Alya and intend to keep him away from Kevin, but he had sympathy with Alya's life as a kara and thought Alya was an orphan girl. But in fact wrong, the girl still has a complete family.
Can not be denied in his mind also felt wonder why and what happened with the family, so that makes the grandson of Rusman Mahendra was miserable. Also, he had absolutely no idea about Ferdinand and vanessa's marriage.
Either he was too busy with work or indeed kept secret so he did not know a bit about it, including about the fatal accident experienced by both.
Even though the life of Rusman and his eldest son is in good condition, as well as his business affairs are increasingly advanced.
There are reports that the relationship between Rusman and Ferdinan was strained long before the accident happened to Ferdinan with his wife, and also about the status of his second marriage that seemed closed. Many assume that Rusman did not approve of it, due to Vanessa's low social status.
Aji had heard the news, but at that time he did not think too much about it. According to him, as long as it does not interfere with the intensity of the company's performance. That is considered unimportant.
But who would have thought, the woman Ferdinan married was Vanessa. Although hateful, but aji admit Ferdinan much bolder than he used to be. Disappointment and regret began to penetrate him, when he saw the photos of their togetherness.
No need to explain in detail, just look at the results of research from his men, aji has assessed the life of Vanessa and Ferdi is very happy. Although their lifestyle at that time was still simple and lived in a small house, but the aura of happiness was so emanated on the face of the small family.
Aji, of course, feels disappointed, not because Vanessa already loves other men, but why of the many men in the world, why should Ferdi whom she married. Why must it be from the family Mahendra that Vanessa chose as her husband, why God feels so unfair to give her the path of destiny.
Throughout the years after knowing that fact, aji always blamed God and assumed that he did not deserve to be happy. In his mind he always asks, Why do people in his hate actually have a good life, while he does not.
If aji had insisted on resisting his father's wishes and protecting Vanessa, he might have been living happily with the woman he loved. Have many children and grandchildren.
But whatever the power, the rice has become porridge. His fantasy of living happily with Vanessa was never achieved, and it was the result of his own stupidity. He admitted that his scar is not as big as Ferdinan's guts, so now aji can only lament his destiny.
Destiny?
Well, destiny. Want all whatever the circumstances that exist, still he must be able to accept it. How not, when he was affixing hatred against Vanessa and Ferdi, in fact Tamara well know Ferdi. In fact, it could be said that they were best friends since the school days.
Coupled with the current circumstances, his two sons are married to the children of Vanessa and Ferdi.
Either this is a karma that he must accept, or indeed his destiny path is so. But one thing is for sure, aji will do everything possible to separate them. No matter the circumstances of Kevin who was still undergoing therapy due to his mental illness, aji still did it.
In fact, until this moment even still try to find a gap so that Alya and Kevin's marriage can run aground. Various incitement and traps have been lowered, of course with the help of Mayra.
But his efforts have no results, neither Kevin nor Alya are equally fooled. Although throughout the age of their new marriage a few months there are always small arguments, but always ended peacefully.
Of course it is due to the opposite nature of the two, Kevin the cute and stubborn and Alya the one who always relented. Plus both of them already know with the facts that exist, that aji is still trying to destroy their relationship.
For the relationship of Rafael and Selena, aji is not too hostile. Because from the beginning he already knew, Rafael is not the real culprit. In addition, he also already knew about who Selena actually who turned out not to be the biological child of Ferdi and Vanessa.
It's just that until now aji is still confused by the choice of Rafael, who he thinks is very stupid.why his eldest son is willing to help Selena, who is not happy, until making a false confession in front of the big family and the media that he had slept with Selena until she became pregnant. Cut all the bad news about Selena who was thought to be pregnant with her son Chandra.
Especially after they had been carried as husband and wife, Rafael's behavior and behavior immediately changed. Rafael who had known all this time had a cold and irritable disposition, turned warm and chatty. Rafael who used to like to take overtime at the office, and likes to spend time with his friends while on vacation. Now that it is no longer there, the man always goes home according to working hours in general and reduces outside activities.
“mama pay attention no heck, since marriage like rafa changed deh.” said aji to Marissa one day.
Marissa who was busy in the kitchen with all her cooking utensils heard the words of her husband, but she did not immediately respond.the woman frowned, frowning, while looking at the interlocutor who was sitting in the chair in the dining room while enjoying his coffee.
“mean change how?” reply, in a questioning tone.
“dia often go home fast.” sahut aji.
“that's nice dong!” marissa said full of smiles, then resumed her activities.
“but I think it's weird, not usually he is.”
For a moment, Marissa smiled faintly. In her mind assuming her husband will not understand the feelings of Rafael, because his own death was never so when she was pregnant with Dylan.
Not only her, but when Tamara was alive there was never time for her. Every asked is always answered with reasons busy with office affairs, even during the holidays aji always spend time outside with other women. So obviously, aji would never understand how happy Rafael felt at that time.
“not strange for the reward, I think it's natural. Now he is not a single man anymore, there is his wife waiting for his return. Where else pregnant young anyway, obviously Rafa will mepet home.”
Aji who heard Marissa's words was silent, but her brain responded well. And what his wife said was true, Rafael's change was quite reasonable for those who thought they could marry out of love.
But unfortunately aji already know with the actual circumstances, that among them there is no love at all. Although he himself knew, Selena and Rafael had known each other.
According to him, Rafael does not have the slightest sense of Selena, and vice versa. He considers his eldest son's marriage to be just an alibi to cover up the real scandal, and as a friend and former boss, Rafael wants to help him.
Unlike the case with Kevin and Alya, aji of course knows between the two there is still a sense and it is very big. No need to ask or look deeper, just look from a distance he already understands. Even so, aji could still feel an aura of anger and disappointment in the eyes of kevin.
BRACKET!
From his position, aji looked surprised by surprise and his daydream instantly Buyar upon hearing that loud enough voice, he said, put his narrow eyes glanced at the origin of the sound that turned out there was a photo figura that fell onto the marble floor.
Within a few seconds the gaze of aji was fixated on the figura, the expression on his face was so flat and looked a little pale. In the next second he saw his son coming down, along with that he began to feel the heat in both eyes.
‘tamara.’
his mind spoke so softly, then moved and the road approached. After that he grabbed the figura, and looked at a picture of a woman who was none other than a photo of Tamara.
Currently aji is in a special room, a place that only he knows. the surrounding situation is so dim, because the nightstand lights are not far from his position.
After the departure of the father and his eldest son, aji did go straight from the middle room. In fact, Marissa who saw it did not forbid it. as if she knew with the mood of her husband, the woman did not want to disturb.
If the mood is not good, usually aji always vent it by drinking alcohol until drunk. Otherwise, he would have spent his time making love with another woman.
But for now it seems not, he prefers to remain silent in that dim and silent room. A place that can be called like a warehouse, because there aji store so many personal items.
Perhaps it will not be seen how spacious and neat the room is, because it is a little dark. But if the sacred lights have been turned on, it will be clearly displayed a room that incidentally filled by expensive and elegant items and most of the owners of these items are Tamara.
The location of the room was very hidden, because aji designed it Serapi and as much as possible so as not to be sniffed by his family. Even Fandy himself, who was the original owner of the house, did not know anything about the room.
Well, the room is still in the magnificent house of the aerospace. It's just that his whereabouts no one knows, except aji himself.
Aji was still in his place, with the same condition.The pair of eyes that had been dry, now turned flooded and slowly the clear circle came out wetting the tyrannical cheeks and slightly blushing it.
Is aji crying? Could it be that the man who had a hard and selfish disposition could cry, while staring at the figure of his ex-wife who accidentally fell?
Well, that's true. Right now, this second, this minute, this hour, and today a setyoadji aerospace is crying while continuing to stare at the figura of Tamara Zain. His ex-wife, 24 years ago, died after minutes of giving birth to her youngest son from severe bleeding, a baby he named Kevin Zain Aerospace.
“I know mas, until this second you can not love me. But can you appreciate my blessings? However, I am legally your wife, the woman who has been your responsibility in the world and in the afterlife.” Tamara said one night, when she had just returned home.
Not without reason Tamara can say that, it is because since marriage aji has been indifferent to her. It can be said Tamara as not considered as his wife, even though the two have had sex.
At that time aji did not comment much, according to him so far he has been as much as possible in his role as a good husband. Although he admitted that his indifference was very outrageous, coming to Tamara just as he wanted. The rest, he'll act like he doesn't recognize Tamara.
“ all this time I've been trying to be what you want, also with your family. Can't you see it?” aji said with great annoyance, when Tamara always asks for his attention.
“I can see it mas, but it will all end in vain if in the end it is not me who is the only one. Is my service lacking, or am I less attractive in your eyes so you would rather spend your long nights the same ****** out there!”
“no!”
“then why do you still like snacks outside, while at home there is me!”
“because this is my life! It's my style! Should have been before you agreed to this ridiculous wedding, find out more about me. Let the ending not be like this! Now I ask you, do you regret marrying me?”
Tamara shook her head. “not at all, because I know you're lying. I know who you are, and you're not the kind of guy who likes to play women. Quite the opposite, I feel very lucky because mom and dad married me to you. Although the main reason is about the company, but believe me, my love for you is so pure and sincere.”
Aji who heard Tamara's long speech can only be silent, her narrow netra stared flat at the face of the wife of the bulenya.
THE CUP!
In his silence, aji was stunned when Tamara approached and kissed her lips then put both hands on her neck.
“I also know about your feelings that still have the name of the woman, and I will not be angry about that. Because I realized, I was just the third person. But can I come fill it, I want my name to be in here too.” he said later, as his hand touched the chest of the left field belonging to aji.
“mustahil!” elak aji with great affirmation.
“nothing is impossible in this world, I dare guarantee you will fall in love with me and forget it.” Tamara replied in a whispering voice.
