
16; IT IS NOT EASY TO FORGET
POV: ANA
my day is only decorated with daydreams that do not have an end.My own husband was surprised why I was not like before who likes to play with children.. and now I become very angry.if something happens let as little as possible I immediately scold who the perpetrator.
I also know if there is a change in me, but somehow I became like this.. maybe this is because I think too much about Ibrahim and the burden that accumulates in my mind. I also do not want to be like this.
since incident after incident and I think that what I experienced has crossed the limit of her final reasonableness I decided to go to someone smarter in things like me a natural..
because in our village there is no Ustadz or Kiyai. eventually I decided to go to smart people or people who know better in our village there is no such person.. and finally I went to the opposite village with my little son and my acquaintances since childhood, without the knowledge of Riko.
I just asked for permission with Riko to go see my old friend.that's all I could be was an excuse to get out free.. and after a few minutes of his final journey we reached the riverbank.
I forgot to meet my childhood friend.. Rara. yaa. it is her name. I just met her a few days. and I asked her to take me to someone's place.. because he has many acquaintances.
until his we are on the river bank.we continue the trip using a kelotok or boat. because his house in the interior so it is likely rather long until his..
kelotok also walked time did not feel our journey took about 30 minutes and we also arrived at the village we were headed. but it was not that easy to get to his house..
we also continued the journey on foot yes. about 20 minutes we walked. time does not feel passed we walk while talking talk. so make our travel time is not felt..
at the end of his house we also arrived at his house.we were not immediately able to meet him we had to wait on the porch of his house. the owner was not at home so we had to wait.
about 1 hour we waited for the end of the owner of the House came home. Someone who was old, but still healthy. with a thin mustache that had been whitened and a slightly long beard.. and the body is still upright but a little slouching.
" Assallammuallaikum. I'm sorry who's looking..? " say the father.
" wa'allaikumsalam.hehe this sir we are waiting for the owner of this house." said me in together with a nod of my friend.
" i am the owner of the house. come please enter" said the father.
we followed his steps to enter his House.As soon as we were in we sat down and he gave us a meal with a snack of Roma Coconut. we were encouraged to drink tea and eat their snacks.
" i'm sorry what needs with me mbak "asked the father..
" och yes yes. Just call me Kakung Roso enggeh." said the father...
. (KAKUNG is a Javanese language which means EMBAH or GRANDPA. so it can be interpreted that the call is titled GRANDPA ROSO in Indonesian.).
" och enggeh. sorry Kung. came here because of something beyond reason." I said..
" we intend to ask for help until who knows until I can heal my pain." continued me..
" i'm not who I am nor can I help sampean. who can help only Gusti Allah.
" sampean must surrender to the Gusti Allah. many do miser and pray.do not miss.. as if she would have known what I meant by coming to her house.
" there are those who are after.I do not mean to put destiny first or or interfere or whatever it is. I just intend to help. whether this sampean is in a relationship with someone and then stay right or a harsh word said Kakung Roso who looked at me subtly and asked me gently.
I can only disturb the head to hear the speech, and without me it is clear that he already knows my problem.
" hemm. sorry nggeh mbak. if I see here there are people who are vengeful sampean.. and he did not accept it so that it made mbak as it is today ", said Kakung Roso...
I became astonished to hear his words.Could Ibrahim do this to me. If he was here already bonyok you.My heart whispered whispered indistinctly.. I don't know what this feeling is. whether it's fear of disappointment or hate.I'm confused by my own feelings.
well, I don't need to explain my problem to him.he has known my problem since he looked at me strange.when he saw me the first time.
" I'm sorry Kakung.kah sampean can help me to disappear the negative effects in me. " said my friend did not come to talk.. because he also realized that it was none of his business.
" Gini yes mbak. until the house do not forget to break and do not think about. about it is not a little disturbing until." said Kakung.. then went into his room and we died in the living room.
really Grandpa who is a mystery.I also feel embarrassed if indeed he already knows my problem.I don't know where I want to put this face. on the other hand, my friend just stayed so with me, I don't know what was in my mind felt my brain twirled around incoherently..
not long out Kakung Roso was carrying a bottle of water containing only white water and then again occupied the chair.
" this water.later to drink 3 sips and keep swabbing in the face as much as 3 times. don't forget to sholawat first before doing it. keep the same thing until it runs out.. inshaAllah later his sampean problem is reduced "said Kakung Roso, while giving a bottle of water.
(thank you, my brother has been loyal to THE FORBIDDEN LOVE, END OF REVENGE. still curious right..