
GREAT QUARREL
COV,: ANA
I don't know what I was thinking, I felt like I wanted to scream but couldn't, wanted to run but there was my son's son. I feel so guilty and feel jiji to myself why I can be this despicable, I have betrayed my husband in an unnatural way, I have committed a very big sin.
it all started with Riko, if he hadn't betrayed me I wouldn't have been like this if he could have kept his heart for me. I can not get into this abject valley.wanted to take off but hard to want to continue but the risk is great.this is all because of Riko
on the one hand I want to run but I have the responsibility of growing up my children and guaranteeing their future, but on the other hand I also love Ibrahim, I don't think I want to be far away from her, but I also don't want to disappoint my children later when they grow up.
I had to how I wanted to cut off my relationship with Ibrahim but it felt so hard for me, I kept my face shadow and his treatment of me. What should I do, I was confused there was nowhere for me to pour this resentment and this hatred on myself.
how this hatred towards Riko is getting bigger but this little heart does not accept if I die Riko in my mind whether Ibrahim is really sincere towards me and my son. it's always been that's constantly haunting my mind.
long time I was lying in bed thinking about this and fortunately my son was playing in their room.I see my phone no message from anyone, I was very lonely. this sense of solitude arises again and a sense of wanting to be noticed comes by imagining my togetherness with Ibrahim.why should Ibrahim and why not Riko my husband.
this thought is constantly spinning and this feeling always appears guilt, hatred, resentment, longing for someone, want to be noticed, desire for affection, love, I want to be spoiled, I don't know what I'm going through. feeling unable to want to live but my children who make me always realize that I have a baby that I can not deny
ting.
" you are still angry with me" wrote one man who turned out to be Ibrahim
" i need a friend I'm lonely. I'm no longer in the mood" I said, telling Ibrahim how I felt.
" wait for me yes. I will be there soon.all I want to see the children I miss with them" said Ibrahim.
I just read the message without replying to it not long ago heard the sound of someone knocking on the back door of my house. I immediately opened the door.. the one I was waiting for was Ibrahim.
" where is the child" said his son, who was still standing at the door.
" come in first. later in people's eyes.they are in "my words.
we went room by room and we arrived in my son's room.
" hello son.
" hello also om "said my three ank
" tos used to dong "said her while reaching out her hand.
" it's something "he said, and I just looked at them ..
" waaahhh. This fruit is for us om" said Riyan my second child..
" yes, this is for all of you" he said..
"wah thank you very much om "they said in unison.
" you have eaten yes.um want to talk to your mama first. ok gaes." said Ibrahim while joking.
" okay. "tell my ank
we went away and they played in the room.we walked to the living room located in the middle room a little far from the child's room.Until we sat next to each other
" don't know my feelings are strange.his sense of confusion to do what "i said.
" you don't need to feel lonely, there is me. You don't have to think of anything like that. yes, if there is anything directly on my phone.. " his words showed that he was very considerate of me and sincere.
I just disturbed my head and kept my mouth shut, my eyes fixed on the lighted tv. Ibrahim was the same he enjoyed the broadcast on the television.We spent time together with watching television.
not long after Ibrahim said goodbye to go home, I also drove him to the front door.he also walked down the back road of the house, I went to the room to see the children, children, it turns out they were asleep, I let them sleep I walked to my room.
ting's...
voice message
and I saw Ibrahim again, somehow I feel bored if he always sends a message.
" please you are now again what "he said in the message
" bearing " said I reply ny.
" has not been. "his lgi said
" not yet "my word is short.
" ok not yet. eat ghii later sick lo" said ny.
" later" I said.
" cuek very much the "his word
" not " said me.
" you that's why the hell is so funny what else fitting me into your house earlier you also cuek." he said.
" know ah lazy I discussed it "I said.
" if there's anything try to tell you don't diem ajha rich statue "his words that make me even more angry.
" you're not my husband so you don't deserve to know everything about my feelings you think I'm a stupid statue huh" said I
" lo I'll ask her well "
" well what if I do not know that I am rich in statues. basic brash men do not know in profit." said me who was very angry.
" basic women do not have self-esteem already dapet tasty her in the waste of her" he said.
" fucking bad guy.you're the one who doesn't know yourself.it's ugly, black, smelly, and not self-conscious anymore. pantesan ajha your wife does not want to be the same you men you men rough men continue to do not know themselves. "said me who brought up his past.
" keep your way of speaking******. "his word
" you are the one who must keep the way you talk. basic man son of a bitch. then if you do not want to be said in that word do not look for because of talking about the rich man statue. your mouth is rich in garbage "my words are getting emotional until bad words come out of my mouth so angry
" don't look for me anymore if you don't need me anymore. I'm ready to go far from your life." he said.
" just go there far away.I don't need a man who can't keep his way of talking. " said me. without further ado I immediately blocked his phone number .
(hay sak. sorry if there are harsh words.this is just to complete the contents of the story.oiya kak is still curious with forbidden love tipped vengeance.. yuk kak follow the storyline yes.thank you still have read..