Forbidden Love End Revenge

FORBIDDEN LOVE LEADS TO REVENGE

THE SOUL IS DISAPPEARING

POV; Yes

I don't know what I'm going through right now.does he use my gunai or did he ask for help from shamans to make me like this.. what I feel and what I think is out of bounds and control.

the day in each of my daydreams is only Abraham, Abraham, and Ibrahim. want his sense of self to disappear from the world, want his sense of suicide, want his sense of running away from reality, want his sense of reality, but what is my power, I have tried as hard as possible but my efforts have always been in vain.

in every daydream I always thought, if Riko hadn't hurt me, didn't betray me, didn't disappoint me.. and not to tarnish my love that I have given her. If Riko was not like that before. I could not do this so despicable.

I want to feel like I'm ending all this, but it's hard for me to be entangled in this forbidden love.. am I able to disappear the burden that accumulates in my mind.I don't know only time can answer.

like this at all times I was always in the shadow of Ibrahim's face, what was with me.. if it's true he used me why he was so good, but in my little heart I said this is what true love is called.

I tried my hardest to forget myself.I realized I already have 3 children and I also realized I have a husband that may not be replaced right... but on the other hand I still feel disappointed, hurt, and I always feel like retaliating for Riko's actions in the past.

I used to think of approaching Ibrahim just for an outlet when I was lonely. Because Riko worked away from our village.

I also did not expect that I had a very forbidden relationship with Ibrahim.I used to.we were just ordinary friends but over time and circumstances that made us entangled in forbidden love..

but I don't know how to go forward later if I can meet again with her or if our relationship is just a stopover to just commit sins, I used to try not to love her...

it is his sincerity that makes me feel comfortable, feel peaceful, feel happy, feel at ease when I am close to him.. and I don't know how we got to this day..

I used to be happy because he was always by my side, but now he has gone out of nowhere and how is he.. I always feel lonely when here my husband and my children are always entertaining me..

always that's it's that and that's what comes to my mind. Sometimes on the other hand I also think.. not necessarily he thinks of you and misses you. That's what's on my mind when I feel upset and angry..

in my little heart also sometimes crossed want to quickly end all this..end all this drama, I also sometimes think. already.. and here is your time to correct your past mistakes..

it was a whisper from my little heart, but the more I tried to forget, the more I felt tormented.. the more I try not to remember it the more I miss it and the more I want to see it.

I don't know if he could have stuck me out just to hurt me... if he loves me so much why he didn't meet me and take me away from here and live happily with him..

whereas on the other hand there is my husband who loves and loves me and there are also my children who I have to fight for a brighter future.. but with the current situation makes me like I want to go crazy.

and sometimes it also occurred to something strange in my mind that at my age who almost stepped on the head of three is only natural if there is a sense of falling in love again.. hehehehe sometimes I'm sane sometimes I can also be crazy.

hehehe this is my nature.was just entertainment uh so comfort.yes, I realize that my age would even 30. But I also need entertainment so as not to stress. and that was just a long stopover long ago became addictive.

uhf confused. somehow I can forget about him who is far away there.do I have to find a replacement again.. or I have to go to the person who can disappear, this pellet.

but if I go to the person who can throw this pellet.fear he can be found out with my husband if I am crazy with other men besides himself.. if this is who's wrong, I'm wrong or Riko.

aaaaaaaa... All this makes me go crazy and I don't know. I'm getting confused what I should do. where I always felt that I was a despicable woman who did not deserve to live and did not deserve sincere love.

I am a disobedient woman, but all this goes back to the old Riko.. I've been trying to get it from myself..

I don't know when this feeling of guilt will go away for as long as it lasts or if this feeling ends happily with my husband or if my affair doesn't know where he is and how he is doing nya.

( hay brother. thank you for being loyal to THE FORBIDDEN LOVE LEAD REVENGE .. still curious right. yuk kak follow the continuation of the story..