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Episode 5 of the First Poem

In the dark I ask a lot

 Is it likely that everything ends up okay                                         

If my angel-like mother ever hurt my feelings

 What about the outside world ?

I am so fragile and weak

I put my last hope in something

which is so weak

But I still hope

My hope was again broken

You are still the front line

But I was so disappointed

I'll go and try to find some spirit from

other place

Please scream try to stop

I was pretending

So that I may not be so disappointed in you

Such is the picture of Richo's disappointment with his mother, Richo knows of course there is no place to win if opposed to his Father, but Richo saw clearly that his mother did not try hard for him, the disappointment rained on him, Richo was so upset and angry, Richo decided to quit school and get out of the house with a sense of laughter in his heart.

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    Renata spent a lot of time reading and helping his mother in the shop, Their house feels cooler than usual, Since Rich decided to leave the House, Rosita's mother was silent, although the neighbors often chat in the stall with Ms. Rosita but it is clear that Ms. Rosita looks so sad, Mr. Sao is more outside the house on the grounds of work, and when returning to the House of Pak Sao was also as cold as the atmosphere of the house, not much chatting with Re and Mother Rosita, many changes occurred, Re indeed never heard his parents quarrel, Re did not hear his parents quarrel, but there was obviously something between them after Richo's thing

May I ask what a writing is ?

Why do I find an empty book ?

Would it be interesting if I wrote the story in this empty book?

Will it please you ?

Why did you give me this empty book ?

What does my life story mean to you ?

it may be a story of a selfish teenage girl

or a boring teenage girl 

What am I supposed to do here ? 

Renata's first poem was covered in Pitra's Diary, and Re wanted to write a story about how his brother Rich decided to leave the House, but Re realized it was not worth writing, and considering that Pitra said that He would read it later, Re felt he did not have to tell Pitra the bad side of his family. one thing is for sure Re will always remember how likely Pitra's response was if Re wrote something in the book.

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" Yo.." said Re to reply and approached his brother

" Say lunch with me, I treat "Say Rich cheerfully

" Do you have money ?" ask Re

" There is. "pull his sister's hand.

They were just heading to the nearest stall around Renata school,

" Where did you get the money ? " ask Re

" I work .. You think I stole it ? " typical Rich

" What job ? " ask Re back

" There were old grandparents who kept a lot of chickens, so he needed help, I volunteered, he wanted to and I lived there too, and paid well" Rich explained

" mmm chicken coop "nose Re trying to understand

" i didn't sleep in the chicken coop" Rich explained

" do you know, you're happy ?" ask Re

" yes that's how "Rich answered back

" When are the plans to go home ? " Task Re

" How's mama doing ? " question Rich switched the conversation

" It seems good, "re replied

" It seems ? " question Rich Confused

" Yes, if you want to see for yourself ! " Clearly Re

" Father ? " ask Rich again

" it also seems good "re replied back

" Yes everything seems to be good too" Rich replied and then slowly hit his sister's head

" I know everyone seems to be fine, but I need to know for sure "Rich replied

" Yes looks good, doesn't hurt, " replied Re

" Yes already, do not need to discuss again "said Rich by eating their existing food

    That's how time passed Renata could only meet his brother when Rich came to visit school or to the House, and there weren't many things they talked about, either, because Renata and Richo are not people who tell a lot about their day. Likewise, Mother Rosita can only meet her son when Rich comes to visit Home.