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The sad news brings new wind in the life of Mr. Sao. Mr. Sao spends a lot of time at home even though it is just watching TV and other activities that do not mean to spend time and fall asleep.
It looks like Pak Sao's relationship with Nesti is towards the end of the story, although with a breath that is always heavy Mr. Sao stays at home. There were a few moments when Mr. Sao had a conversation with Renata, asking about Renata's school and Renata's dream.
Mr. Sao is like trying to get back into their family, trying to melt the atmosphere again. There was a time when Mr. Sao was just as silent as anyone else. The inside of him was probably being torn apart, trying to solve his heart problem.
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From the news that Renata received from his mother that Hesti asked to meet with Rosita's mother. Hesti regretted his actions and cried for mercy. Hesti's feelings are as broken as Pak Sao's but reality is the answer to their relationship.
Their relationship may be based on the same feelings as the other person's reason for being together, but their feelings don't make their circumstances happy. Their relationship only gets curses and insults from the surrounding.
If the happiness that Hesti has can take away his son, then the same thing can also happen to Mr. Sao. Hesti's guilt culminates in blaming himself in the dirty relationship. Hesti pulls himself away from this story, away from going in search of happiness with others who need Hesti more, and can make Hesti happy without sacrificing other happiness.
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Mr. Sao in silence still looks so rebellious, this is the choice of Hesti, but Mr. Sao just restrained himself and stayed at home.
There was a time when Mr. Sao was also angry and vented all his emotions on the whole house. Mr. Sao is no longer himself. Mr. Sao does not become the figure of a father that his daughter wants to be her first love.
Seeing this Mother Rosita could only accept that her partner was so in trouble, in which case Mother Rosita again thought, "What is wrong in her, so that her husband does not want to share her pain?".
Although this is about other women, Mother Rosita is still tormented to see her husband change from the figure that Mother Rosita can always rely on. Which part of him and his attitude made Mr Sao feel dissatisfied ? Why is it so hard to know a human being? Despite living side by side for so many years, why is it still not able to understand each other well ?.
In her prayers every night Rosita's mother only wished her husband back to being her former husband. Her husband laughed so much and spent time with them in laughter.
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Thus an emotion can make a person have many meanings. Sad, angry, disappointed, happy.
The part that remains unsolved.
A bewildering array of emotions, making life into a stage play, making life filled with questions.
The part how Renata can be so happy is just knowing that Pitra is fine, or the part that makes Renata full of emotional overflow just because the pitra says that Pitra misses her. That part of the emotion is incomprehensible.
They are just teenagers who don't even know each other completely, but think they'll be happy forever.
These superficial emotions brought Renata into the kasmaran. Although fear and doubt approached him at all times but all was broken by the smile of someone, who if smiling looks so sincere, his eyes like saying that he is not lying.
Will the happiness of this teenage boy survive ?
Or will this teenager believe his doubts ?
Or will the boy win the doubt of this teenage boy ?
Pitra is not a man who dives in the ocean and climbs dozens of mountains to be able to link his feelings. Pitra just smiles and melts the heart of a teenager who is still innocent heart, a teenager who does not understand the meaning of a relationship, but dares to enter a relationship.
