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Episode 16 Doubt

The atmosphere of the blessing of marriage took place solemnly. Artia sobbed a lot on the Altar, bringing a sense of haru to every guest present in the wedding blessing.

After the blessing of the wedding, the event will be connected with a customary event that will last until night.

Because during the traditional Renata event did not have any role Renata decided to sleep, his head still ached from vomiting too much.

Renata decided to sleep in the bus that was parked far enough away from the church, so that the situation was calm enough so that he could sleep without hearing the noise of the traditional music event.

Renata fell asleep by closing the window curtain to prevent sunlight from penetrating the glass window of the bus, and covered her face with her long hair. Renata fell asleep quickly because he was tired.

About two hours later, Renata fell asleep and woke up because her neck hurt. Renata woke up and almost jumped up in surprise when he saw that there was a Pitra beside him

" Oh my God..." Re whispered after realizing that Pitra was also asleep holding his hand

Re looked at Pitra's sleeping face

" Did he have such a habit of sleeping, suddenly there was beside someone "the mind of Renata, considering that Pitra was also so when Renata fell asleep at his Grandma's House

Renata still stared at Pitra gently in a few moments, Renata was so happy, her longing was overflowing, but Renata did not want to enjoy the moment, Re opened the Bus window curtain, staring out doubtfully. What if this story ends sadly ? What if Bang Pitra wasn't a really good person? What if Bang Pitra can also turn rough ? Can I do all that ? Ask Re in his mind.

" Why ? is Tison outside ?" asked Pitra when he woke up from his sleep, seeing clearly Re did not look at him

" isss... Why bring Bang Tison " Said Re to avenge his girlfriend.

" I'm next to you but you're not looking at me " she said by stroking the back of Renata's hand

" Sleeping brother " Said Re explaining

" What my sleeping face does not look Handsome" Tanya Pitra

" Yes..no " Said Re with a laugh teasing Pitra who was greeted with laughter also by Pitra.

" Are you okay now ? " tanya Pitra did not stop stroking Re's hand

" Yes, it has improved" Re said.

Pitra inside was silent for a moment, staring at Re with a feeling, smiling sweetly.

" I miss you" Pitra said softly

Renata only laughed a little to hear that he did not take his eyes off Pitra

" Why ? why are you laughing ?" Ask Pitra

Renata laughed again to take her eyes out of Pitra's sight

" Where did you see heiii ?" Tanya Pitra took off their hands, grabbed Renata's face, pulled her to see Pitra back

" Do I look like a liar now ? so you laughed when you heard my miss speech ?" tanya Pitra with a growl

 Renata pulled away from Pitra's grip, leaning on the bus, still laughing at Pitra.

" No. I believe "Say Re laughed with embarrassment, and came back closer to Pitra

" wuahhh where is my old Renata ?" Pitra said looking at Renata's relaxed demeanor

" Which Renata ?" tanya Re did not understand

" My mind will just be glued, silent, frozen like a statue as I express my feelings" asked Pitra teasingly Re

" ahhh Renata that is... He's long gone "Re said

They just laughed back

" How about Diary Books ? you brought it ? " pitra asked, again grabbing Re's hand and stroking her gently

" I didn't bring it, I didn't write anything during these Seven months". Clearly Re

" Why, nothing special happened ? " ask Pitra

" I don't want to repeat the sad thing " explained Re

" I mean ?" ask Pitra

" If I have to write in the diary I have to repeat the sad thing I experienced before, and I don't want to repeat remembering it "Re explained

Pitra paused from the activities of his hands, headed towards Renata's cheeks, stroking her gently

Renata is aware of his words. Surely I did not experience anything else, he thought

" Didn't anything make you happy all this time ?" Tanya Pitra returned, with a fixed mebelai Renata cheek

Renata grabbed Pitra's hand from her cheek, grasping it

" No. I'm so happy" he said with a fake smile.

" And now my Renata is also good at lying" Pitra said

" I'm fine" Renata said

" Did you also write a diary so ?" ask Re

" Yes I wrote whatever I experienced in one day" explained Pitra

" why ?" ask Re

" It will be a part of history, as today, I want to remember this, this !.How I clasped your hands, saw you, defended you, both with you on this empty bus, with the green rice fields outside, with the sound of the river, the sound of the music from Artia's party, everything... all the details about you, I want to remember" Pitra explained to Renata the meaning of a diary

Renata is so touched by this, hearing the remark from Pitra, Renata learns that He is so special to Pitra.

Pitra pulls Renata by the hand, embracing Renata affectionately.

" Am I also not the reason you're happy ?" tanya Pitra lirih in her arms

Renata's feelings are mixed, Renata is so happy, this is the first time Renata gets a hug from Pitra, a man who in his actions is affectionate. Renata held back so hard that she would not cry.

" Have I never been special to make me the reason you wrote something in your diary ?". Pitra asked back by gently stroking Renata's head, going down to her back, stroking her.

Renata realizes that He is truly in love with this Man. All forms of treatment Pitra full of affection, the look in his eyes, his touch, the sentence he said. Renata placed Pitra in the deepest part of his heart,

Pitra took off his embrace, looking at Renata

" Hey... What's up ?". Ask Pitra

Renata does not want to be honest about her feelings, the fear of a relationship haunts Renata.Renata restrains her feelings for herself. Renata was afraid that honesty would hurt him in the end.

" Being a High School kid is hard "Reveal Renata diverts the conversation

And they laugh together

" Yes you're right.I just got away from it" Pitra said.

" Ahhhh yes, Brother just graduated from High School "Say Re excited

" Where are there further plans ?". Ask Re back

" Don't know yet, I don't want to go to college yet, maybe I'll try to work " Pitra said

" Where to go ?". Ask Re

" Less know, maybe Batam, Jakarta, or Medan" said Pitra

" Are you going to follow me to the city where I'm going ?".Ask Pitra

" He. too long this conversation " Ketus Re.

" Why ?" ask Pitra

" It's still a long time, about three more years, and that's even if we're still together" Re said

" ohh.. Do you have any plans to release me anytime soon ?" Tanya Pitra was full of suspicion

" No, but we don't know what's going to happen" Re said

" Yes indeed, we don't know what will happen, but parting with you isn't on my list" Pitra said

Renata laughed again at this, saying,

" ohhhh you laugh again, do not believe my words" Pitra chirped trying to reach back to Renata's face

" Yes, I believe" Re said, avoiding Pitra's grip.