Flutures

The Bad Past

A twenty-one-year-old man is now walking in the airport with a smile that now looks fluffy. Until he saw the woman he loved so much. His smile is growing. The man waved his hand at the woman who was now beginning to walk towards him.

“Why pick up Mama hm? My mom told me you were busy. No need to pick up Mama,” said the middle-aged woman who is now approaching the man after hugging him to release the longing for her son who is now just smiling to hear the mother.

“It’s ok Ma,” said with his smile that is now floating so beautifully.

“Mama stay at hotel again?” ask the man who is none other than Radeva. The mother smiled while nodding her head.

“Mama can stay in my apartment if you want, I will stay in basecamp,”, Radeva told her mother who now shook her head to hear Radeva's words.

“You're a guest in your Apartment. Mama is fine at the hotel,” Sahna said to her son while embracing the arm of her son who is now growing so quickly.

“How are you doing?” sahna asked as she looked at her son questioningly.

“Good Ma, Mama well?” radeva asked while carrying the suitcase of the mother who was now smiling while nodding her head to hear the question from her son.

“As you can see. How is your relationship with your father? Mama hopes you can make peace,” Sahna said so gently to her child who now just rolled her eyes lazy to hear the words of the Mother.

“Do I have a father? I hope we don't talk about this anymore.” Radeva has always been like that when it comes to her father. His hatred of the father made him reluctant to discuss the man who could cheat on him and leave him when he was even one year old.

Even then he could not mention the words Mama and Papa but his father preferred other women and left him with the Mama who eventually had to work hard to meet their needs.

And when Radeva could talk he came and said he was her father. Wanted to take Radeva away and make her his heir. The hatred that had fused with him now made him reluctant to call his father the Father.

“Alright we will not discuss it again,” Sahna said as she stroked her niece's arm trying to calm her son. Radeva breathed her rough and uga stroked her mother's hand.

“How about your lecture? All is well?” sahna's question is now answered with a nod by Radeva.

Soon they finally arrived at Radeva's car park. Radeva opened the door for her mother. After that he immediately circled his car and started driving his car when now all in a sense of security.

Radeva is driving at a speed that is splitting the road that is now quite quiet.

“Ma, my friend wants to meet Mama,” said Radeva who makes Sahna now raise her eyebrows next to hearing her mother's words.

“Thyou?” ask Sahna who can't believe it's her son's friend. Especially when he saw his son who was now smiling happily when he heard his mother's words.

“Hm, she's from the fashion department. I said that my Mama, a Designer and I invited her to meet Mama,” ucao Radeva explained to her mother who now nodded her head to hear her son's words.

“Bener just a temen?” sahna asked with a seductive look at her son who was now smiling while nodding his head.

“Mama know you son. What's name?” sahna asked while looking at her son who was now silent for a moment.

“Isvara,” replied Radeva with a smile. Seeing the gaze of his son that was so sparkling made him know if his son liked the girl.

“Don't overextend your ego son. Do whatever you like and follow your heart,” said Sahna commemorating her son. Radeva who heard her mother's words now turned her head briefly towards her mother with her serious gaze.

“Don't because your family problems make you have your own thoughts that end instead makes you regret later in life,” message Sahna on her son otu while stroking the hand of his son who is now on the steering wheel.

“Do not cover your feelings. Mama's biggest mistake in the past was harboring and not being able to fight, don't do the same thing because the end will only make you regret. You know your child is big now, you understand what you are saying, and you know you can make good decisions. Mama believes in you,” said Sahna with a soothing smile to Radeva who is now only silent to hear the words of her mother who is advising her.

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Overtime. He had to go home late at night to finish his job. It feels like Isvara is tired if he has to go home this late.

A breath of tiredness sounded from the gadus. Now he looks back at every detail of what he did. Afraid if anyone is missed and becomes a flaw in the design made by him.

After making sure there were no parts that he had not been born or parts that lack the smile of the girl now finally expands so perfectly. Seeing the results of his hard work so far.

It was not easy for him to make a work in front of him. There are many obstacles to be faced. Even sleeping for a while has been a part of it for the past few months.

And now he's finally done with his work.

Isvara now chooses to go home soon because it feels like he is so tired, not to mention his head that now feels so dizzy. Perhaps all this is due to the effects of he who always sleeps late at night and his sleep hours are lacking.

“I hope everything does not disappoint,” said with a smile that now looks so beautiful.

He had high hopes for the work in front of him. Isvara knew she shouldn't expect anything. But this time hoping on himself that he can bring himself to the best point with the work.

Before leaving the girl checked on him once more. Then he immediately closed it. Only after that did he decide to leave immediately.

The night sky was now so cloudy as it welcomed her who had just come out of her classroom. There are no stars that shine so beautifully. Even the moon hides behind blackened clouds.

“Hopefully it won't rain before I get to the apartment,” please.

Isvara is now heading towards the stop waiting for the bus to pass.

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