Flutures

Unrelationshipless

“Aish,” Isvara's snort now sounds so upset. Recalling all his stupidity last night made him feel so ashamed. What he did and what he thought he could do with Radeva.

The holiness that he has maintained all this time, he even let go with men who do not even want to be tied to anyone and do not want to have a relationship.

“Isvara, you must be crazy,” Isvara beatifies with her own stupidity while shuffling her hair in frustration considering what happened.

“You've woken up,” the voice so soft it flowed so beautifully that it greeted Isvara's sense of hearing. Isvara exhaled his coarse breath. The girl who was still in her room sat down and just covered with a blanket turned to Radeva.

Such a beautiful smile was now clearly visible on the man's face.

“Wah can her he can smile with a wide kayak that,” inner Isvara is not out of thought with what he just saw her. Do they feel like they did nothing wrong? Or at least, do not men need to clarify their relationship?

Isvara knew his mistake, his mistake so drunk and his mistake because he gave the green light to the man first. But Radeva can't as a man clarify their relationship.

“Why?” radeva asked with her questioning gaze at Isvara who now looked at her with her annoyed look.

“Aish,” Isvara said as she closed her eyes and turned her attention in another direction.

“I ready for food,” said Radeva who after her immediately went from there to the kitchen.

 Isvara exhaled his coarse breath. Then after that he immediately headed towards the bathroom to clean his body and prepare to leave for campus. With great difficulty, the girl headed towards the bathroom and cleaned her body.

“What do you lakain Isvara,” rutuknya on himself. I don't think about all this.

The girl ruffled her hair with a huff. Thinking about all this made her so dizzy.

“Ok now you have to calm down, and discuss all this with him,” said Isvara calmed himself.

After almost an hour the girl prepared and covered her neck which was a lot of red spots with foundation.

“Aissh fucking,” maki Isvara who had not stopped cursing. He is so upset now. Not only on her but on Radeva as well.

The girl now walked out of her room towards the kitchen. In the kitchen is not too big and there are four chairs with one dining table. On the dining table, she now has breakfast and milk.

Radeva who saw the arrival of Isvara smiled so brightly, in contrast to Isvara who now looked so flat on the man. Isvara is now sitting in one of the chairs. Radeva is now sitting in front of him.

During the meal, they choose to be quiet. Focus on each other's food. Until after Radeva who finished first. The girl started the conversation first.

“Enak?” radeva's question was now only answered with a nod by Isvara.

When it was finished, now he got Radeva so deep. Isvara thinned her lips, she was so confused where to start.

“Lo have a girlfriend?” ask Isvara to Radeva. Radeva now smiled as she raised her eyebrows.

“Engga, why?” radeva asked with a puzzled look to Isvara.

“Lo don't want to be in a relationship like that?” ask Isvara again. Radeva nodded her head.

“What such a relationship is necessary? Isn't that just a strap? Just a symbol?” radeva asked by raising her eyebrows next to her. Radeva and his thoughts that now managed to make Isvara upset to hear him. How could such a man have such thoughts?

“Gue doesn't want to be in a relationship like that. I told you, dating is just a formality,” said Radeva. Isvara who heard Isvara's words now lowered her head while closing her eyes to hear the man's words.

“Even after what he did he did not want the initiative to make me his girlfriend, shit,” murmured Isvara so slowly.

“According to you dating is just a formality? Lo wrong Radeva, everyone needs for certainty, everyone needs for recognition,” Isvara said with his thoughts.

“For what is being in a relationship that student? Even without a dating relationship I can treat you as my girlfriend.” Radeva now looked seriously at Isvara. He knows where their conversation is going. But Radeva still with his own principles.

“Lo complicated,” annoyed Isvara then seera to rise.

“Exit from my house if you are finished,” said Isvara who after her chose to leave immediately from there.

Radeva who heard Isvara's clasping was quite surprised. The man breathed his breath. He felt that now he wanted to give Isvara time to calm himself down.

With his big steps now the man headed towards Isvara's room which turned out not in the key.

Radeva took the keys to her car and her cell phone and got out of there.

“I'm leaving,” said Radeva who did not care at all Isvara. The girl rubbed her veiled face then she after the departure of Radeva she also decided to immediately go to campus.

“Gue won't get drunk again, damn it,” maki on himself.

Now Isvara chose to head towards the stop to look for public transport. But the car that stopped in front of him made Isvara turn his head and find his best friend who is now there.

Without hearing the order to enter Isvara now immediately get into Sandy's car.

“Damn lo,” maki Isvara when the girl just got into Sandy's car. Sandy, who knew nothing, blinked her eyes several times, too shocked to hear Isvara's words.

“Lo any problems with me?” sandy asked with a confused look.

“There, why did you get drunk too yesterday?” isvara's anger at Sandy.

“Normally that's it too right?” sandy asked with a confused look.

“This time is different, lo ngeselin terribly swear,” angered Isvara with his annoyed look. Now he wants to cry while pulling his best friend's hair.

Sandy who did not understand anything now just stared with a confused look at her best friend.

“Why the hell?” sandy asked with a confused look.

“Tau deh, street hunt,” orders Isvara firmly.

No longer want to make his best friend more angry and raging, now finally Sandy immediately drove a car and headed toward their campus.

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