Flutures
Beginning or End?
A beautiful girl now looks back at her appearance once again in front of the large mirror in her apartment room. Tonight is her lover's graduation night party so she wants to give her best for her performance.
After making sure his appearance is fine. The girl decided to get out of her apartment because she did not want to be late. Isvara Neyyla Diratama, or commonly called Isvara now walk towards her bed to take a sling bag and a bouquet of flowers in her bed.
The girl's smile expands as she smells the fragrance from the peony flower. With light steps Isvara headed towards the elevator. Now the goal is a building that has been used as a venue for events.
Before her lover had offered to pick up the girl but Isvara refused her and said she would go alone. And finally after a half-hour trip now he finally reached the front of the building where the event was located.
“Isvara,” the voice of the call made the girl turn her head and look at the woman who called her with her smile.
“But with Fandra?” ask the girl to Isvara who is now shaking her head to hear the question of her senior friend.
“Engga. Already in the dalem like him,” replied Isvara who was answered with a nod by his friend.
“If so first yes Ra,” say goodbye to the girl who is now walking first together with her lover. Isvara just smiled hearing her.
After that, he immediately walked into the building. The gaze searches around, looking for the whereabouts of his lover who is now out of nowhere. Until his gaze was fixed on the man who was now hugging a woman so affectionately.
The gaze that had originally been so gentle and showed happiness instantly turned so sharp and sad. With his steps so heavy finally Isvara decided to go from there.
“Isvara,” the voice of the shout did not make Isvara refuse at all because he already knew who called him that.
Isvara kept walking away. Until his steps stopped in a park in front of the building. With her legs bent Isvara shed her cries there. Garden lights that are not too bright make it invisible around especially Isvara choose a place that is hidden.
A pull on his hand made Isvara instantly stand up. Until the gaze that has now been filled with tears immediately looked at the eyes of the man who is now looking at him with his sharp gaze.
“Are you deaf? I have called you,” such a sharp remark made Isvara can only be silent. It's always like this. He will not be able to be brave to a lover.
“Why cry?” ask the man in front of her again. As if there was no mercy seeing her lover cry, she still bounced on Isvara.
“Can't you talk softly to me?” isvara asked with a sad look at the man who was none other than Fardan. His girlfriend whom he had always feared. This is not the first time. Fardan was always rude when what Isvara did was not to his liking.
“You want what? Why go that way?” asked Fardan slightly lowering his tone of voice.
“Ngapain I still have to be in the dalem if you already have another girl who nemenin?” isvara asked with a serious look.
Hearing his lover's remark Vardan rolled his eyes lazy. Roughly now the man blocked Isvara's cheeks with one hand to make Isvara now look up and stare at him.
“Can't you make me jealous? How many times have you accused me of cheating? Even though you never give me what I want from you, I will never cheat on Isvara,”, said Fardan while throwing Isvara's face. The thump was so hard that it made Isvara turn to his left.
“Your actions are too tight with women in fact always make you think like that,” said Isvara Sharp. Isvara who usually always afraid of Fardan this time trying to brave himself. She is not a weak and timid girl who is easily bullied. But somehow when he was with Fardan he actually became a girl who was so timid.
“Disappear all those negative thoughts. I don't like you having such thoughts, don't be a dissident. You understand,” firmly Fardan while pointing Isvara's brain. And now again he had to give up on Fardan. He did not have the courage to fight this man.
“Remove your tears, follow me inside or I pesenin you taxi,” a choice so firm it makes Isvara speechless. He was really tired. But he knew the second option given by his lover was only a form of threat and if Isvara chose it then it was certain the man was rude it would again hurt him.
Fardan gives a handkerchief to Isvara, with which he immediately wipes away her tears. Then after her they immediately came out of the darkness. Now many are looking at them with questionable gazes seeing the lovers emerge from the darkness.
“New dateng lo bro?” the question was asked by one of Fardan's friends when he saw the new Fardan coming along with Isvara.
“Obviously, menggedramama,” cynical Fardan while turning to Isvara who now just lowered his head to hear Fardan's words that seem insulting. But again he could not protest. Love makes her so stupid. Fardan's best friend now seemed to laugh at him while patting Fardan's shoulder as if saying ‘The strong bro’
During the event, Isvara was silent. Her mood was already destroyed after seeing Fardan cuddle with another woman. And now add with Fardan's friends who seem to insult him.
“The girl who yesterday was still chasing lo?” the question was directed to Fardan.
Yes, that's how Fardan even when there is Isvara even on his side the man never keep his words. But even so Isvara could not linger angry at the man he loved. Because after her Fardan always able to be sweet to her and finally make Isvara lethargic to the man.
The talks continued until the fed-up Isvara decided to take Fardan home soon and said he was tired.
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