Flow

Support systems

Axel who had been in front of the door of Ila's room that was still closed was slightly touched by his heart, what Ila had experienced lately was indeed very heavy. The first daughter who should be able to be an example and her crying should not be known by others is very painful.

Although faint and subtle, Ila's outpouring of heart was still clearly heard in Axel's ear. Axel initially told Wati to call Ila so that he can help his work now.

But the big surprise he received without a word of surprise, a surprise that is heartwarming and also heartwrenching. Ila never complained about the path of her life, the last Axel saw Ila's tears fall was at the funeral of her father, Bambang.

Axel knows how painful it is to lose the only person close to us how, moreover, he did not get support system from a family other than Axel. In the days before and after, Ila never said that her life was hard. This was the first time Axel had seen Ila so weak other than losing her father figure.

After no sound from inside, Axel began to knock on the door. Previously he raised his head to the ceiling of the living room connecting with Ila's room so that his tears did not fall. He breathed so deeply that the roar of the heart, breath and sound did not vibrate.

"La, called Noh's mother" After saying that, Axel returned to his room to study, because PAS will be held in 2 weeks.

Hearing a voice from behind the door, Ila immediately wiped the rest of her tears. He immediately looked in the mirror to see her disheveled appearance. He then ran towards the bathroom to wash his face so that his face was not known by Wati.

Ila sat on a mat, precisely in front of the television room. He began to cut some vegetables such as carrots, cabbage, toge and others. There was no sound between them other than a television that remained on to give the impression of being crowded, not quiet.

Wati solved this awkward situation with a few questions. "Where do you want to go?" Say it without turning your attention to vegetables.

Ila looked up for a while at Wati, then refocused on her work. "Still don't know, Mom"

"Have passed anyway still do not know, you yesterday joined the SNMPTN selection did not?"

"No, Mom"

"Why not come? That could be your chance to get into the State University in Indonesia" Statement from Ila really surprised Wati, he knew that his son is a smart, intelligent person, but why waste this golden opportunity.

"No papa, want to try work first, success does not have to be a person who has a Bachelor, Mom"

"Yes, but the Bachelor can also support your career in the future" Wati does not believe in the thought of his daughter like that, He used to dream of being able to hold a Bachelor's degree, he was very dreamy, how can he change his mind about his dream.

This daughter is not a figure who gives up easily with her dreams, if she wants something, she will definitely try hard and never give up to achieve it.

But, however Ila's choice later, whether he wants to continue his studies or not, all he left to Ila. Because Ila is the one who will live all that, as a mother, she only needs to be the one who supports her at the front.

"No Ma'am, Ila will work, Ila will want to self-identify Ila, Ila would like to self-manjain Ila, Ila, Ila want to understand how it feels if you want what it is with Ila's own money not ask Mama again"

Ila said the sentence steadily, making Wati resigned to the choice that her daughter had chosen. He would only wish all the good for his daughter.

Before returning to respond to Ila's statement, Wati again pulled in length. "Well, if that's your decision, I pray that God makes your way easier"

After they finished their work, they went back to cleaning and put the equipment they used back to the place they were.

Ila went back into her room, instead of her streaming activities that she had long left, she was now cool to scroll the phone screen. He scoured some social media to see if there was any job info suitable for him.

Several times he tried to ask the admin of social media accounts to ask whether the job vacancies they uploaded were filled or not. But everyone replied that the vacancy had been closed because it had been filled by someone.

Until 22:00 WIB, Ila is still trying to find him. As the clock began to dissolve, Ila decided to stop her activities.

Ila just started her streaming activity at this hour, just opened the streaming Ila has been crowded with many questions by her fans who have gathered there.

Why is streaming again so long?

Brother where have you been?

Focused on the exam, right?

congrats graduation kak

Cie graduated from High School

Play games epep yuk

Ka Q and A used to be yuk, long ago

Because there are still few people who watch the live streaming, so it still allows Ila to read one by one the comments they leave.

The corner of Ila's lips slightly raised when reading the comment, Ila felt cared for by people she did not know directly. Not infrequently Ila also invited her viewer to come with her for live streaming and the same Mabar game.

Until 23:47 WIB, Ila ended her live streaming, and then wrote a poem of a novel that she had not completed for a long time.

The eyes should have been closed to rest the body and brain, not done by Ila. His ambition to get a job is very high, although not yet accepted office work, making him more active in working on his online work.

The room light had turned off shortly after he finished streaming it earlier, now it was just a mobile screen that filled the room, Ila did not pay attention to it, He did not have a phobia of dark or ghost. So that he can relax in this condition.

His fingers continued to dance on the screen of his mobile phone with agile, rhyme by rhyme he had written. Within 3 hours, Ila had written as many as 6 thousand words which he made into 5 episodes for his novel work. He does not publish it at once, he makes per episode for 1 day. What is more, his writing today will be published for the eighth 5 days.