First Love of the CEO

A question without answer

Pov: Shaif

On the way home Zee did not talk much, I did not want to disturb him, I let him play with his mind which must be filled with many questions that I myself do not know what the answer is.

Zee's eyes were blank, his chest down and up, occasionally breathing heavily and deeply.

The bolt was so tired, I couldn't bear to see it.

Zee, what can I do so that you can be cheerful again as usual, must be how I behave.

If only I could, I want him to share that burden with me, so that sad, disappointed and regretful it is not so visible in her beautiful look, do not have the heart to see the shape of the tangle of his current body, he said, to be honest my heart was so slashed, the pain was the same as when I heard him innocently saying that he really loved Jack Nichol. That guy really brings a lot of trouble to my Zee.

My zee? It seems that now no longer, he has someone so close to his heart, Jack, Yes he is Jack Nichol, the man who now knows where he is.

Zee, how I want this moment to go back to the past, where right now we are not burdened with such a heavy burden as to make you so hurt and sick.

In the past, when you complained that you were sad because of your mother's favoritism, not being able to love you, I would have easily calmed everything down, she said, and my mama will definitely take us to the ice cream shop that's on the other side of our house to buy you some of your favorite vanilla ice cream, and your face will be cheerful again, dozens of times you'll say thank you to me and mom, and then you'll kiss us alternately, Ah, if that time can be repeated.

If also sad you can now be exchanged again with some vanilla ice cream? I would be willing to spend the rest of the money and savings I had to buy it, so I could see that smile expanding there, in your beautiful look.

"Zee, eat first, yes" I asked, breaking the silence between us.

"No, if, I'm not hungry" he refused.

"But you have to eat zee, you have ulcer, danger if you eat again late,"

"But I don't taste, If, I'm not hungry,"

"Don't have to wait hungry to eat, Zee, come on, let's go find your favorite meal, or snack, toast or ...."

"Shew, please! I'm not lust at all,"

"But Zee, no matter how much trouble you're having you have to keep eating, in order to deal with it, imagine that you're sick, how do you want to try?"

"As for where I can eat, I don't know where Jack is," she lamented, the girl turned her face away from my sight

I grabbed his hand, I clasped the cold fingers tightly.

"Zee, believe me, Jack must be fine, Mr. Jeremy will definitely do anything for the recovery of his beloved son, I promise I will help us to find information about this, but you promise to stay healthy, you have to keep eating, I don't want you to get sick, because if you get sick I'm ...." I can't go on with my words, I can't go on, my tongue's.

"Why If, what if I'm sick?" tanyanya, turned to look at me.

"I .. I bother you, if the pain does not work," I wave, then answer the question, then the question.

"You must be lying, I know that's not the answer" he lamented.

If only I could answer what was on my mind right now, I wanted to tell her if I would be sicker if she got sick, I could die if something bad happened to her, but all is stored in this heart.

Ah, Zee, if there wasn't a Jack among us, I wouldn't be this close right now, I'm afraid that one day you're gone and I can meet you.

Love is complicated, painful and brings a lot of pain if it falls not on the right person.

Why would Jeremy have to take Jack with him all of a sudden, a secret like this? While he knew that Zee was very worried about the condition of his son. What the hell is it?

Suddenly I remembered the day we met in the hospital yesterday, the look of Mr. Jeremmy and his wife changed when they got a call from someone, then they asked me to bring Zee home and rest.

There's definitely something they're hiding, otherwise the hospital would have been happy to tell us a lot, but the truth is they're actually shutting down the information about Jack's whereabouts, even Jack's name was removed from the list of patients who had done treatment there.

How strange!

Mr. Jeremmy must have had a certain meaning to that, but what? brain's dead-end.

Brother Laras, suddenly I remember my brother, he was quite close and very understanding of the character of his big boss, Laras brother is a confidant of Mr. Jeremmy, he is a confidant, hopefully from him I can get some info that can help, so that I can calm Zee down for some time to come.

Nadia, I'm going to talk to that girl, she's a very close person to Jack's family, and the problem with Jack is because of her, too, at least he must have some info that would help me, a little bit that would be very useful, now I just have to make Zee calm first, so he wants to eat to stay healthy.

But this girl was quite stubborn, persuading her was not an easy matter, let alone the problem was Jack, her lover!

Why does my heart ache when I realize that Zee and Jack are now lovers?

Shayf, no, ignore your heart first, now focus on Zee only, make him realize if health is important, at least if he is healthy you will feel calm, right? my mind rages violently.

But it's true, the danger that if Zee continues to be sad like this, he will have a hard time eating if his mood is in this mood, and I don't want that to happen, this girl's stomach is already quite troubled, she said, and surely the state of his heart that is not okay will impact there.

Zee!

I scratched my head, which didn't actually itch.

"If, take me to my dad's shop, I want to hug my dad" Zee said.

"Okay, Miss, whatever you ask, I'm ready to do,"

"Sheif!"

"Yes, Zee, yes, we've been there, I haven't talked to Hanif for a long time, kangen nih, hehe ..." I chuckled, looking at the pouting Zee.

"Kangen my father what miss his son?" ask Zee slowly.

"Kangen his father, his son ngeselin," I said.

"Sayf, you're evil, yes" Zee is getting more and more maniacal, but I like to see her, at least she's getting better now.

"Okay, we're going to the store now, but stop by the padang restaurant near your father's grocery store yeah, we'll have a meal together there, who knows if Hanif has your appetite restored again,"

Zee nodded, I breathed a sigh of relief.

Seriate.