First Love of the CEO

Bitter Reality

Pov: Yes

I was in a hurry to enter the room, because Jack was late today, there were a lot of files that I had to clear.

Jack's report and meeting schedule this week, I've typed it neatly, marked the nearest time, because Jack is forgetful, he should always be reminded.

The child's bottom line, just yesterday the work spirit today has been chaotic again. Rich people often change their mood.

"Zed, my day will always be full of passion and passion if you're by my side."

His appeal does sound silly and a little more, but I don't know I always like what he does, including the crazy things he is typical of.

But strange, some days he didn't tell me about his current condition. He usually asks about my news.

That silly fellow didn't enter the office these two days either, the reason was puzzling.

You labil boy!

But there was something strange today, some employees looked at me with strange gazes, they were whispering annoyingly.

Actually not a strange thing si, since the incident in the elevator, I was always the gossip material in the office, it turns out to be the boss' girlfriend is not as good as people imagine.

They always judge what I'm doing right or wrong just because of Jack.

They respect me for Jack.

Suddenly Syaif called.

"Zee, turn off your phone now, wait for me in front of the office, don't watch television or anything, I beg you." That voice sounded alarmed.

"Why, If?" many wonder.

"Don't ask too many questions, just listen to my words.I'll be there soon. "

"But If!"

"Listen and follow my orders this time." said Syaif firmly.

"okay."

Without speaking again, I immediately turned off the phone after Syaif hung up.

I rushed out of the office, curiosity bursting.

Dad, mom, or Dilara's sister?

What's the matter?

Or Jack? Where are you now?

"Sir, this is mbak right?" a security approached me. When I got to the front of the office.

The man pulled his phone.

My eyes were wide open, my throat was stuck.

The shadow of my father's face, then the look of my mother and sister Dilara who hated me so much.

Is this the answer I've been looking for? My father was not a father, and I was a child born because my mother was raped? Lordy!

Shayf, is this what you're afraid of? Until you told me to turn off my phone and not watch television? Now I know everything if, I know everything now.

My tears are flowing, my knees are wobbly.

My eyes were twitching, my chest tight as if it had been hit by thousands of large stones.

"Sir, is it okay, right?" security shakes my shoulders.

Samar I heard a voice.

"Sir, forgive me for fainting."

"Please, this Mama passed out!"

"Zee, it's me, sober up, Zee."

"Please help sir, I'll take him to the hospital.

the dark world then came the shadow of my bad childhood.

A childhood far from being happy, only my father was by my side, pouring out all the love and affection he had on me.

And that good man is not my father.

Om Hanif is not my father, I am not Gadiza Zidniya.

Lordy! This is the reality of life I have to go through.

Zee, look who you are now? This is what you're looking for, isn't it? This is why Mama didn't put that love on you at all.

And Sister Dilara, true to the words she had spoken to me all this time, I was not her sister, I destroyed the happiness of their family.

Then dad? Was it true that I was born from the treatment of that son of a bitch to my mom?

Dad, why didn't you tell me this a long time ago?

Dad, I'm not your daughter, but why do you love me so much?

Mama, I'm not asking you to give birth to me, why don't you just kill me as a baby, or don't you just have an abortion while I'm still a fetus?

My head feels heavy. Can no longer hold the memories that have ever existed and happened in my life.

Samar, I smell something fragrant, yes I know him, this is the scent of Shayf's body.

Shayf, he's here now.

I want to say, "Don't leave me, If, no, I beg you!"