
Pov: Yes
Today the work in the office is quite a lot, especially this is the first day Kak Laras leave.
He patiently guided me in my work, repeatedly said, "Zee, working it with the heart is not only using the brain, do not Never work just want to be seen by someone special, it'll all be for nothing when he doesn't care about us."
I'm nodding.
" One more thing, don't bring personal problems to the work we do, work yes work, just understand that, others will follow."
"Can't you do this disciplined work?"
"Must, work needs discipline."
It turns out with the cut off of Kak Laras my job so much this.
"Zed, rest." Jack looked at me with pity.
"It's not time to rest yet, Jack." I say.
"But you're too tired today."
"It's my job, Jack."
"But I don't want you to get too tired" he pulled my arm.
"Hi, you're the boss here, you should be proud to see that I'm working seriously, instead of taking a break before my time."
"But Zed."
"Come, remember said Kak Laras, you have to change, if gini can continue to bankrupt your parents' company."
"Geez, Zed, your words are more and more similar to Laras, astonished me." he looked annoyed.
"Don't bother the boss, I'm at work, please."
"I beg you too, rest if you feel tired" he said not to lose.
"OK." reply.
He winked, looking a little funny, let alone done by a big boss like him.
Jack Nichol, what's wrong with you, why are you so worried about me?
Sometimes I don't think about him.
"Assalamualaikum, my father's coming home."
"Don't be noisy, your father's sick, it's because he's too busy looking for money for his favorite girl." Mama yelled at me.
"Daddy sick? How come mom didn't know me?"
"The man forbade it. He's afraid of interfering with your work." mama's whistle, leave me.
I ran to my father's room.
I opened the door slowly.
It appears that the man is lying weak. It's worth the shop is quiet, even the headlights are not on.
"Dad." I'm pouring into his arms.
"Darling, are you home? Eat first, you must be tired all day working."
"Dad why don't you tell me I'm sick, I can go home soon."
"It's Zee's usual pain, come on, take a shower first, eat a lot so tomorrow can work again."
"Don't you just come in, how can you take a leave of absence, what your boss says later."
"But father."
"Here you go, listen to me."
I nodded, unable to argue anymore.
Tonight Dad has a fever, I can't leave him, but all day you didn't rest at all, in preparation for the event out of town with Jack later.
But the condition of the father is very unlikely to be left asleep. While my mother prefers to accompany her brother Dilara.
Sometimes dad deliriously calls my name.
"Dam!"
"Dam!"
That's what he said all night. Fathering... Daddy's!
Dad's fever is getting higher, I'm compressing it to get a little down.
I sat down beside him. Grasping his fingers tightly, God don't call dad now, I'm not ready to lose it.
"Zee, wake up baby, you have to work."
"Dad how can I work father's condition like this?"
"Dad's better, just rest again, must be healed."
"But father."
"Oh baby, listen to my father's words." he rubbed my head.
"Okay dad, I promise you a quick home today, you eat a lot."
"Where are you going?"
"I'm in ma's office."
"Look, this kid, his sick dad keeps coming to work."
I didn't answer, staring at a plate of fried rice at the dinner table.
Suddenly I feel hungry. Oh my god, yesterday I forgot to eat, deserve this morning hungry.
"Eits, what do you want?"
"Eat ma."
"Eat what? This is for your sister, you have breakfast at the office." mama pulled the plate from my front and took it to Dilara's room.
It wasn't my first time doing this, but I still felt hurt.
Mama, when did you think of me as Sister Dilara?
With a vibrating finger I ordered a subscription online ojek, in order to arrive at the office immediately.
Coming to the office no more time for breakfast, Jack was waiting for me in the meeting room.
God strengthen my body today.