First Love of Kalila

BonChap-07

Still, Kairav Nasution Point of View

The yes answer from Nasya, taking me and Mamak flying to the Capital, proposed to Nasya officially. The date of our wedding has also been set. But, just as I was about to return to my hometown. I met myself accidentally with Anneke. We just throw each other a smile, then move away from each other. Step into our respective goals.

And, from Kalila I finally know, if Anneke is officially divorced from Ibrahim. Anneke has become a widow. Is this the answer to every prayer I once did?

Anneke Baskoro's. That woman still occupies one corner of my heart. Since then, a lot of questions have crossed my mind.

Why did I just find out the status of the woman, after I proposed to Nasya?

Why didn't Kalila tell me that earlier, when my sister knew I admired Anneke?

Should I sacrifice Nasya to be with Anneke?

As ideal?

Many times I am istikharah. Requesting directions. Until finally Mamak said something that made me jerk.

“Why do you always ask for directions, when the road that lies ahead there is only one? You've asked Nasya. You've asked for his parents' trust. Should all your hearts hurt, for the sake of your obsession?”

The obsession?

Is it true that my feelings for Anneke are just an obsession?

Is what happened to Anneke the result of my foolish actions, who always prayed for ugliness for her marriage?

Yes, I should have stopped my stupid actions. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. I decided to contact Anneke, apologizing for my attitude of expecting bad things to happen to the woman. I also said, if I'm getting married soon.

“Everything that happens in my life is God's destiny. It's not my fault, it's not her fault, it's not your fault. May your marriage be smooth and lasting until death do you part.”

Anneke, that woman is indeed of noble heart. Though I had hoped for the ugliness of her marriage, but she accepted it so easily, even sincerely forgave me. I pray that he finds a man who can really make him happy. Because women are as good as themselves, they deserve to be happy.

***

Three months after the proposal, I made my holy wedding vows. We got married at Nasya's residence. Since the girl's real father had died since she was a child, it was the guardian of the judge who became the guardian at my marriage and Nasya.

And who would have thought, just three months we were married, Nasya tested positive for pregnancy. However, after entering the end of the second trimester of pregnancy, Nasya often experienced bleeding. The woman was also advised not to work anymore. Nasya, of course, obeyed him. My wife easily, let go of the career she had pursued.

I also tried to suppress my desire, so that Nasya no longer had bleeding. Placenta previa is a diagnosis given by a doctor.

“Ari-ari or placenta is at the bottom of the uterus to cover part of the birth canal,” said the doctor. Today, for the second time, Nasya is bleeding and being treated.

“Normally, the placenta is indeed in the lower part of the uterus at the beginning of pregnancy. However, as the pregnancy ages, the placenta will move upward, which will eventually position at the top of the uterus.

In the case of placenta previa, the position of the placenta does not move from under the uterus until near the time of delivery. So, please mom for bedrest total.”

For almost a week, Nasya stayed in the hospital. Since then, my father-in-law has been living with us. Together with Mamak, they both took care of Nasya, while I worked.

When Nasya's womb entered the age of thirty-six weeks, Nasya again experienced severe bleeding. In fact, our unborn child has now come into the world safe.

Kaisya did not taste Nasya at all. Since Kaisya was born into the world, her mother had to face the almighty, after being in a coma for three days postpartum.

My world's cracked. If there were no Kaisya, my life would be ruined. Alinea Kaisya has been present in this world, with a sweet story. But not in both of our lives. Because Nasya is no longer on our side— me and my son. So I decided not to use Alinea in my little princess's name line. I registered my daughter's name as Kaisya Nasution.

Originally, my in-laws would have taken Kaisya back to the capital. But I begged to prostrate before him, to let me take care of our baby.

“Kaisya is the only reason I can survive in this world, Ma.”

“Bu Aya, please. I'll help Rav take care of our grandson very well.” My mom helped me too. Until finally Mama Aya—mother Nasya— bladder agree, to let Kaisya live with me. And every six months, I would take my son to visit Mama Aya and Papa Azzam.

***

Right now, Kaisya is one year old and I intend to celebrate my son's first birthday in the capital. With Mamak, we flew and arrived at my in-laws' house.

Papa Azzam made the party so festive. Many guests present. And, who would have thought, Kalila took Anneke there.

Our eyes meet. I still think that's the beat. That woman never completely disappeared from the corner of my heart. Is it love or obsession? I don't know for sure either.

My in-laws seem to know. He even asked me to deliver Anneke after Kaisya's birthday celebration was over. I also agreed.

An hour away we were just asking each other for news. There was hardly any talk, even if we were both in the car.

“If it's Anneke, mama and Papa agree, Rav. Mama is sure she can be a good mother to Kaisya. Mama listen, you've also been close to Anneke.”

Apparently Kalila introduced Anneke as a woman who had been close to me. If only my in-laws knew, if I had intended to annul my marriage to her son, would she still want to match me to Anne?

“Sister Anne who asked to be close to Brother.”

That is what Kalila said. That's why my sister introduced Anneke to my former in-laws. Because Kalila wanted to, Mama Aya really knew Anneke to the point of having no prejudice against her. For Mama Aya to feel calm, because no one will take the grandchild from her.

I never thought the piranha was so smart!

Since three months ago, Anne has even been familiar with Mama Aya. Until finally, five months after Kaisya's birthday, my wedding with Anneke was held.

There was no festive party, just a simple reception attended by relatives and close friends.

And tonight, was the first night I became a husband, for the woman I ever dreamed of.

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