Fill Yuki's Heart

Why I Don't Remember It

I tried to stand up but my legs still could not stand straight. I heard Eitaro's voice saying that I couldn't accept everything.

“Build,”

I looked up and saw Eitaro standing near me, trying to wake me up. He stretched out his hand and I accepted his hand and tried to get up but still could not.

“I didn't think if you were this weak .. Do you think he would give up on his current state. She is not a weak person and she also never gives lessons that make you a weak woman is not it?”

Eitaro again said to me in a cold tone but somehow I felt that what he said earlier was true. I can't be a weak woman because my mother never taught me to be a weak woman.

With the help of Eitaro's hand I stood up and tried to be strong, I walked closer towards the bed that was in front. I stopped my steps when I was next to him and touched his hand.

“I want to know what happened to my father?” I asked Arata's father and Eitaro.

Back I didn't hear them talk and it just pissed me off. All this time I was looking for the whereabouts of my father and when I met him why my father was like this and they both just kept quiet.

“Until when will you shut up? Am I not entitled to know what makes my father like this?”

I kept asking the two of them but they kept quiet and I thought about my mother. She's where mom is if there is she might be able to explain what's going on.

I climbed up and walked over to Eitaro and looked at him sharply then asked him, “Say where mom I'm sure you know...only mom can say everything and I want to meet her!”

“Pacify yourself do you disrespect the father who is standing here huh?!” ask Eitaro in a high tone to me.

“Quiet-quiet can you calm me down? I asked how all this happened you didn't say. Now I'm asking where mom is and you didn't say it either. How can I calm down?!” I answered him again in a high tone as well.

I kept saying the irritation that was in my heart for the past few days with Eitaro's cold attitude towards me. And now his dishonest attitude to me about all the things that happened to Kenzo's father and Lili's mother.

I really don't care if Arata's father sees my anger towards Eitaro at the moment. Now all I want is to know everything so I don't feel stupid.

“Yuki ..”

I heard a soft voice from my father and I still know that voice well even though I hadn't seen him in years. Without much thought I immediately ran over and approached him.

“Daddy, how can all this happen?” ask my father who just opened his eyes and called me.

Father did not speak at all but his two eyes were talking, he looked so miserable with all the pain from the wounds he had on his body. I feel sad about what happened to him and why it came to this way.

I was thinking if dad was always in good shape but in reality it was very sad. Her hand touched my face and I held her hand and kissed her.

My tears came out wetting my cheeks and I could not bear to see the father I missed like this. It was not a bit difficult when our meeting was in this state.

“Who did all this to you? Why is that guy so willing to do everything to you?” I asked my father and wished he could tell me the truth.

“Be careful and do not believe him,” said the father softly then he closed both eyes and his hand just fell.

There was a man in all white clothes shaking his head and a woman covering my father's body with a white cloth.

“What happened to my father? Why are you covering it up? Take off the white cloth .. What if my father can't breathe. Do you want to kill him?”

I tried to get closer but something was blocking me, with all my might trying to get away. All I had in mind was to pull the white cloth that covered my father's face so he could breathe.

“Enough. Can't you let it go,” Eitaro shouted at me.

“Let me go! I hate you!” I shouted while trying to escape from Eitaro's grip.

“I don't care if you hate me but you have to let her go so she can go quietly,” said Eitaro who is still trying to hold my body so as not to get close to my father.

“She's my dad don't I have the right to hug her?” I asked anyone who heard my words.

***

I opened my eyes and my head felt heavy, the voice of the person speaking. I saw Eitaro and Arata's father talking and I didn't hear clearly.

“What are you guys talking about?” I was holding my head which still felt heavy.

“Honey, how are you?” ask me father in a soft tone.

“I'm fine just a little dizzy,” I replied as I looked towards the father who was already beside me.

Dad said something that confused me and I need to get ready. Are you going to take me somewhere so I have to get ready.

When I asked where he was going to go he didn't answer and told me to prepare. After saying that my father left me and so did Eitaro.

Their attitude is very strange but I don't know what happened. And also I don't know this room, actually what happened to me?

“Log in,” I said to someone who knocked on the door.

The door opened and I saw a woman walking closer to me with clothes on. She was a servant but I had never seen her at all.

“Nona, I will help you to prepare,” the waiter told me.

I did not answer what the servant was alerting me and he began to help me to stand up and prepare. I was about to ask her what happened but I paused because there was no way that father or Eitaro would tell the waiter everything.

After everything was ready the waiter was saying goodbye and I nodded, he walked out of my room. I looked in the mirror at the clothes I was wearing at the moment why it felt different.

“Actually what happened? Why don't I remember it.”