Fill Yuki's Heart

Nightmare

Eitaro finished with his dish, he immediately arranged it with. But on the table. Seen by my eyes, the food he made was so tempting and made me want to eat it right away.

“Eat!” he ordered me and then he stood right across from me so we faced each other.

Her smile was so soft, if I saw that I felt like I was looking at my mother or father who was smiling at me. Did I miss the two of them, so I saw the shadow of them both in Eitaro.

“Am I handsome? So you're looking at me without blinking?!” eitaro asked in a seductive tone to me.

My eyes widened as he said that, I quickly switched the conversation. So that the atmosphere tonight does not become awkward because of the joke done by Eitaro.

“Do you know where Kimiko is?!” ask him while eating food that has been arranged neatly on the table.

“No need to switch talks! Am I handsome, Yuki?!” eitaro.

Why did these words come back to him, I felt it strange that he said this to me. So that she doesn't feel like my sister, no. I don't want him to change, all I want is Eitaro as my sister.

“Stop teasing me like this, Eitaro!” I stopped eating the food on the table.

She looked back at me with a stingy look, I really didn't like everything she did. She really wasn't like my little Eitaro who always followed me wherever I went.

I got up from sitting, intending to leave him with his clumsiness. Cause I don't like the funny thing he did tonight, it all makes me awkward.

“Stop! Continue eating, Yuki Arsalan!” he said with a tone of emphasis.

Just this time I heard a remark from him that made me stunned, I turned my body around. Wanting to see how his facial expression that had already loudly ruled over me.

He looked very serious, only this time did I see Eitaro's serious face. He really made me feel like I could do nothing but obey what he said.

“You—dare to rule me, Eitaro?!” ask her with a tone of emphasis too.

“Iya. I order you Yuki Arsalan to finish the food I have prepared!” answer it firmly.

I argued with him because I didn't like his tone. I show my attitude like an older sister who educates her sister not to overdo it.

He was just as accepting as I said, he didn't like it if I just left without finishing the food he had cooked. It indicates that I do not appreciate what he has done.

“That's enough, Eitaro! I snapped at him because he's gone too far this time.

I was so upset with his attitude like this, I put both feet away from him. With a quick step I headed for the room and then closed the door tightly. So that he won't try to enter my room.

Why could he behave like that, where was the Eitaro I loved first. Where is Eitaro who always calls my name with the name of brother. I miss him who I used to be, am I wrong to wish that. Even though he's not my real brother.

My phone rang, I immediately walked up to the nightstand because the phone was tucked away on the nightstand. I saw the screen on the phone with the name Kimiko, I quickly picked it up and asked where it was.

Kimiko said that tonight she will not return home and she also said she will not return in the next two days. Because her mother was sick and she couldn't have left her with her sister alone. Because his father is currently out of town with Arata's father.

I threw my body on the bed after Kimiko hung up her phone. Trying to close my eyes, but I remembered a dream that made me feel scared.

Should I go back to the doctor and ask for medicine so that I can rest at night in peace. However, I did not want to make mom feel worried and ended up telling me to go back to Tokyo to live with her again.

No. gabe. I don't want it to happen that way because I can't move around freely in finding my father's whereabouts. Because Osamu's uncle wouldn't have acted rashly if I was still near Arata's father and Lili's mother.

I'm looking for an opportunity where Uncle Osamu made a mistake in getting rid of me. Only then can I strike back at him and make uncle regret all he did to me my parents.

I extinguished the room lights, so that only the lights above the nightstand were dimmed. I closed my eyes to rest my whole body and mind.

Dor's!

Dor's!

Why did I go back to that incident? I have no right to live in peace. Aren't you willing to die, mother, so you won't let me forget all this.

No ... I shouted with all my might so that uncle would not fire his bullet at my mother's body. However, how strong I was yelling but all of that was unable to stop all of your Asamu uncle's actions.

“No! Stop all that! Please don't hurt my mother!” I begged my uncle but he didn't hear what I said.

My tears can no longer be contained, I try to stop everything so as not to repeat all my suffering. However, everything was in vain, as loud as I shouted it would not be able to change the past.

“Yuki—build! Yuki..,”

I heard vaguely the voice of someone I knew but I did not know who he was. His voice guided me to come out of the tragedy that always haunts me.

My cheek hurts, it looks like someone hit it. I opened my eyes and saw what had happened. I saw that Eitaro was already beside me holding onto both of my shoulders.

Without thinking for a long time I hugged her tightly, for some reason I needed a hug that could make me feel a little calm.

“Do you have nightmares again?!” askinya.

I let go of my embrace as I looked at her face that was very worried about me. Did he always hear me yell while having nightmares, so he asked me like that.

“We go to the doctor only!” he said it back to me.

“Not—I don't want to see a doctor! I didn't want to make my mom and dad worry any more and then told me to go back to Tokyo.”

Eitaro threw my body on the bed, he got up from his seat and walked up to get a glass of water and gave it to me. I drank the water given to him.

“Rest!” He said and walked away from me.

“Don't leave me! Stay here until I fall asleep!” I asked him in a soft tone.

He stopped the ledge and turned to walk closer to me, sitting beside me on the bed.

“Sleep—I will always be here looking after you,” he said to me with his gentle smile as he gently touched my head.