
after arriving home finally me and tonny make love continue to sink in it seems I began to love him..
"sad wake up let's pray together" he said, hugging me.
the dawn was so beautiful that I felt it was so soothing to my heart that she turned her back after the greeting and then kissed my forehead.
******
I'm not a woman who's good at cooking without my mother, and now I have to cook in the kitchen without her for a few minutes I just keep quiet while standing thinking about what I should do first.
"what's the matter, dear." said Tonny to my surprise.
"i don't know what to cook for you" I replied embarrassedly.
"...you take it easy whatever you cook I'll love it." she replied, pinching my cheek.
"what the hell.I'm serious!" my spoken.
"i'm also serious.hmm how about we cook together I leave for lunch today." she said, patting her hands together.
"you sure can." I said doubting him
He immediately pulled my hand to start cooking .
"can you cut this chili pepper for me." she said, giving me some chili.
" well " said I.
I laughed at her cooking style and she showed her silly stunts several times until a few eggs fell and were thrown by her, and our kitchen was like a falling plane sowing its contents
and only two plates of fried rice as breakfast that day.
"i told you this is easy ..
happy eating " said tonny
and......."*******
the cooking was very salty whether the mix was what he made we both looked at each other at the first mouth and laughed with excitement we were just as aware of what we were laughing at.
******
5 months later...
I feel lonely every time left by her this house is really lonely all day I just stay with my aunt Minah my housemaid
I was examined like any other patient.
"how my dock hurts what "many worry me.
"no, you're not sick this lady is just a symptom that is common to expectant mothers."
"a mother.." I thought
the doctor said to me, extending his hand to congratulate me.
I feel happy at last my silence will soon be filled with the presence of my flesh and blood I can't wait to tell you this happy news.
"welcome to the lady soon the hostess will be crowded with the sound of a baby's dede." said aunt Minah.
"thank you, I can't wait to wait" I said happily
****
after arriving home I immediately called my father to tell him and my mother and then both parents tonny they all answered my phone so happily hearing from me. it's just that I can't wait for her return to see how happy she is to hear my story.
"assalamualaikum.." tonny's voice rang out while knocking on the door .
"waalailumslam.." auntie opened it.
"where to ask bi.." asked tonny as he entered the house
"there is a master he is sick in his room.
"sick..? he's sick why not tell me." said tonny as he passed away leaving behind biminah.
"what are you sick with? why don't you tell me". said Tonny with a worried face.
"yes I'm sick because you're evil too busy leaving me this lonely." I said.
"forgive me sin I made you lonely alone in this house, I know I'm wrong I'm sorry, now we go to the hospital huh" he asked.
"no. I've been to the hospital said the doctor I was sick as the symptoms felt by a prospective mother" I said while glancing at him.
He was still silent hearing my words I don't know what came to his mind then..
suddenly he kissed me on my stomach and jogged in front of me without realizing that my aunt who also laughed at his behavior .
"yeeeeyyyy. I will be called fatherhh.." he said while inviting me to a jovial dance.