Father's Choice

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Tommy was immediately rushed to the hospital but his life was no longer helped he died while on the way, crying for the family's cries became more and more so, so, my heart is worried about being angry or sad about his passing because he has also ruined my life, but after all, it has happened he remains part of the tonny family,

it was all a fate that I had to accept.

 

At the funeral

everyone had gone home after tommy selsai's body was buried but Tonny remained sitting next to his grave staring at his beloved sister's tombstone.

"sayang .. "my word.

tonny looked at it for a moment.

"are you still mad at him." I asked to hold his shoulder.

"i have never been angry with him for a long time but yesterday I regretted for the last time just saying rudely to him and I haven't had time to apologize to him" tonny said letting out a sigh in his heart.

"honey.I'm sure tommy will forgive you for believing in me, you're such a good brother and a good husband to me" I said.

tonny stood up and immediately hugged me with fatigue on her face.I returned her embrace to calm her heart and brought her home.

*****

at home I sat in the corner of the bed and then tonny went to sleep face down and dropped his head on my lap by wrapping his hands around my waist, I knew he was crying just trying to close it off me. I turned her head around holding her face in both of my hands, I looked into her two eyes still with unrelenting tears.

"don't cry anymore, I want us to forget and consider what happened, I'm with you, didn't you ever say God won't test his servant beyond the limits of our ability" I said trying to calm him.

*****

tonny and I have done it all. having a normal day sometimes I accompany him to work if he allows sometimes I just stay at home or occasionally stay at my father's house to let go of longing.

"honey .." said Tonny as we sat watching tv together.

"iyaa." said me who was cool at that time looking at the tv screen ask her to look at it.

"look at me." said Tonny.

"yes my husband" I said, looking at him.

"i want to talk to you whether you agree or not but I hope you're not mad at me, I'm sorry if what I say is wrong" Tonny said.

"yes, just tell me, what's wrong?" say

stared at him.

"can we babysit" said tonny.I was silent for a moment thinking about what I heard, I realized that for a year I had not given her a child and it was very likely that I would no longer be able to conceive a child for her because of the events of that time.

"sad pardon me, I promise I won't say that again as long as you want to talk to me again" said tonny .

"no, you're right, maybe we should raise a child to be our child who knows that God will do wonders so that I can conceive again" I said..

"really sweetheart...?" tonny said with a happy face..

"iyaa baby." I said.

I do not ... I was actually afraid that because of my shortcomings, one day, maybe he would look for another woman who could give him a child really his own flesh and blood or both of his parents because Tonny was one their only child and I'm sure they also crave a grandchild like my father and mother.