Fat Girl Asmara

Chapter 43. Longed

Yesterday, when I refused Kevin to hasten our marriage today I learned something from him. It's 11pm, he's been flailing back my message altogether from last night.

"assalamualaikum ma, is Kevin home?" I asked Diana when I decided to ask her over the phone

"luck you don't know baby, she went to America last night after coming home from your house" Diana explained to me

"ohh yes ma, Raya forgot that Kevin said that last night" I lied

"real? You guys aren't marahan, are you? Did something happen last night?" tannya

"no kok ma everything is fine, yes already then ma, Raya closed first ma assalamualaikum"

"well then, take a break so get well soon baby, don't think like Kevin, he's working there for your future, waalaikumsalam" advised mama Diana before closing the phone

I was silent after the phone disconnected.

"why didn't Kevin tell you he was going abroad. Why not say goodbye?" I murmured softly

I can't think clearly with the current situation.

"alright, maybe there's something urgent he should do there. I'll wait to hear from him" I broke up and then put down my phone and then lay back down because it should not be excessive activity

tok tok tok tok

The sound of knocking on the door made me look

"honey, how are you? Already lightened?" ask mommy to come up to me with a tray in her hand

"it's not too sick bun" I replied while sitting quietly

"thank God, now eat first baby" said the mother

"Raya can go down alone bun to the dining table if hungry, mother does not need to bring her here"

"mother does not want you tired baby, go up and down the stairs will it make you move a lot, now eat first huh? Want a bribe?" my mother's answer made me feel overwhelmed

"let me eat myself bun, I can do it" I replied

I started eating while my mom kept looking at me baby, just a few spoons of it made me full because I was not appetite.

"Raya is full of bun" I said

"loh, how little darling, only 5 bribes. Eat again, right?" persuade mother

"No bun, Raya is full. Later even mutated if forced" reject me

"well then, you will come here again to bring snacks for you" said mother before going to bring dirty dishes

"iya bun" I replied

tring

"sweethe dear assalamualaikum" said the person across the street who I was waiting for news of

"waalaikumsalam Vin" I replied relieved he was finally fine

"sorry new dear news, I'm in America right now to expand business here. I'll probably be here for about 1 month, because there's a lot of things to do" she explained, making me almost cry

"you've had me that long Vin, you weren't mad about my rejection last night?" many make sure

"I'm not angry, baby, just a little disappointed. But it's not a problem, whatever your wishes I will definitely grant" he explained

"why not say good first? Why is it sudden?" much

"if I tell you, I won't be able to go, Ray, because I want to be close to you. My steps will be more heavy when imagining having to be away from you for a long time, actually not suddenly, this plan has indeed been thought of since the first dans now just implemented"

"you heart there, don't go out alone tonight Ray. Take good care of your health and wait for me to come back Ray" she continued, making me cry

"i will definitely miss you Vin, you're also heart-hearted there, don't get sapped and come back quickly" I replied with a whim

"i'll try to come back soon, don't cry Ray, it'll make me sad here, don't let me go home your tears are up, Ray, anyway later when I go home I'll bring by the many for Madame Kevin" his comfort makes me want to not smile little

"i don't want anything, I just want you to come home safe that's enough" I said

"well, madam Kevin, your future husband will always remember this advice.There is one more thing that I should tell you" Kevin replied

"what?" much

"maybe I can't keep in touch with you continuously, I'll focus a lot on the company here first so sorry if when you call me I can't just pick up or reply to a direct message" it made me cry again but make no sound

"alright then, now you rest and recover quickly baby, and do not think like yes, I work for you" he continued without letting me return his words

"yes Vin" I said briefly at last

"i'm closing, baby, assalamualaikum." Greetings

"sorry Vin, if it makes you disappointed and sorry to be selfish" I murmured

#skipper

it's been 1 week that Kevin and I have been separated, the less we communicate. Different times, activities that can not be delayed make the distance between us more visible.

Never again was there a long chat, or a confiding session. We just asked the news when it happened to be online at the same time, after which it got busy again.

I started to miss him, sometimes this heart was afraid that he was there something else, but my logic always beat my heart. I believe that he is a loyal man and only loves me proved he is still waiting for me, right?

"really, he was just working for our future" I said sighing and reassuringly

tok tok tok tok

Chequelek

"Ray, you're not coming home? It's this malem" asked Sari as she walked into the room we gathered

Yeah, me and my two friends have opened a restaurant like we had planned. We managed this venture together with Kevin who was looking for his place.

Hufft remembered it again making me sigh

"yes, run out of this. I'm going home with you guys, can I stay in your apartment Sar?" much

"by donk, I'm happy that there's a friend. Sleeping alone is not cool" Sari replied making me nod

"yes I told Yanti first, who knows she also wants to sleep with us" he replied

"okay, if you want to go home and tell me yes"

"get ready" he replied and walked away

#skipper

Currently we enjoy girl time, rarely can gather like this. We cook together and watch the drama that sometimes makes us cry bombay.

I looked at those who were asleep, leaving me alone in the silence of the night. I opened my phone and there wasn't a single message from Kevin.

Tests

My tears are dripping without being stopped.

"Kevin I miss, just one week I've been like this then what about you who have been waiting for me for 7 years" I explained by staring at our engagement photo

Tring tring tring

the sound of my HP made me flinch, then a sweet smile adorned my lips. I hurriedly wiped my tears and set my breath before receiving a video call from Kevin.

"sweethe dear assalamualaikum" said the voice I longed for

"waalaikumsalam Vin, how are you?" I answered immediately asking for news because from what I saw there was a dark circle in his eyes

"i'm good, baby, just a little tired. You how are you? It's healing, right?" her tannya made me shed tears again

"i miss" I said softly as I looked into his eyes

"patience dear, doain here smoothly so I can go home soon" he comforted me

"until when?" ask me as much as I want, somehow I became a crybaby when it comes to Kevin

"at the earliest 1 month, baby, you're good there and don't forget to take the medicine" he said stunned me

'1 month' I thought

"well, baby, I still have to finish this file first, I will call again yes" he said, ending before I could answer

"yes it's safe to work, don't forget to eat yes I don't want you to get sick later and don't get too tired. I love you Vin. Assalamualaikum" my end

"well baby, I also really love you very much Ray, waalaikumsalam" he replied then the video ended

I stared at my phone which was now sailing dark.

"i still miss" I said, lying down and trying to sleep and hoping the day would pass.

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