Fat Girl Asmara
Chapters 18. Go away
The sense that should now be growing suddenly withered to see clearly the truth that was before the eyes.
I was disappointed, very disappointed and how stupid I was to put too much hope in our relationship.
Kevin's...
Might as well...
It's true that they say I don't deserve her, compared to the woman sitting with her now, I have nothing more beautiful and everything more than me.
Kevin's..
Might as well..
It's true they say I don't deserve to be loved.
They are very compatible, should I congratulate or slap him at this time.
I'm sure they'll laugh when they find out the love story I'm proud of is a lie.
Love's.
The first time I knew him was from him sitting there. From him who was there too I felt the pain of being lied to and betrayed. Do I not deserve my love?.
I saw Kevin standing at our table, Gilang already clenched his hands but I gave him a signal not to do anything.
" excuse me aunt" Kevin said to father and mother
"yes what's up? you who?" ask dad
"introduce me Kevin and my pa-"
"he's my classmate well, what's up Vin? Didn't you meet here, did your mom finish shopping?" my words cut off his words
He was silent not responding to my words but looking at me softly, our eyes met, it hurt so much to see it but I tried as hard as I could to keep my tears from falling.
"ohh her friend Raya, please sit down for Kevin" said mother then looked at me as if she knew something
"thank you auntie" he said sitting in front of me
"that her lover is not invited to join, here join all the boys" take mother to Yasmin like to make sure
I saw him wanting to say something but Yasmin's hunt approached us and sat down next to Kevin.
"i'm aunty om, I'm his girlfriend Kevin from Jakarta" he said introducing himself
even though he knew what he was going to say, hearing and seeing right in front of our eyes was much more painful.
"wahh far from Jakarta to here nemuin girlfriend, love struggle name hahaha" said the father laughed in a welcome smile by Yasmin
Kevin, he,
she just kept looking at me who wasn't looking at her at all. I kept eating my food.
"sorry aunt can I talk to Raya both, there are things I want to say" said Kevin asked for permission
"no can and should not, if you want to talk here if you do not need to talk to me" said Mr Gilang with a firm tone
"emmb sorry son Kevin may be another time yes talk to Raya, it seems his brother does not allow, understand Raya has never been close to a guy so her brother is a bit possessive "clear mother gave understanding
"yes aunt" he answered listlessly
I ventured to look at him and our eyes met. I can see regret in her eyes, maybe my eyes are reddened to cry but I always hold back so as not to make you worry.
"why are you evil Vin, why should it be like this, what is my fault until you have this to do to me" I wail bitterly
"sorry son Kevin we excuse you to go home first, and I have paid for the meal" said the father who seemed to understand the situation
"thank you" said Kevin slowly
"ayo Raya, Gilang we go home" said the father to us
father and mother had walked away, me and Gilang immediately followed him but had not had time to step my hand in strangled by Kevin
"Ray, listen to my explanation first pliss" he asked
Buggh
one punch landed on Kevin's cheek.
"never touch my adek again if you still want to live, and never meet me adek" said brother Gilang emotion
"Not so, let's go, don't make a fuss" asked my brother Gilang
"and to you Vin, thank you for this love and hurt, may you be happy with him yes" I said with tears that I could not stand
He took my hand again and again when Gilang beat him.
"Gue said don't touch my sister" cried Gilang and pulled me away
"no Ray, I love you Ray plisss was horrified I was Ray" he said, but I didn't pay attention to him anymore
"Rayaaaa, arrrggghhhh" I heard him shout but I ignored him no more
Gilang and I got to the car but neither my father nor my mother asked why we were late.
All the way, I just stayed next to my mom. I closed my eyes trying to figure out what was going on.
Tesss..
Failed it, finally I can no longer hold my tears, I hug my mother and sob in her arms.
No words came out just sobs of my crying could be heard in the car. Mother kept hugging me and rubbing my back as if giving me strength to toughen up.
No one spoke, only my crying voice sounded heartbreaking. After crying, I finally spoke.
"dad hik's mother hikks can Raya hyks ask for something?" ask them
"whatever we'll give you, baby, what do you want ? say the same mother" said mother wipe my tears
"Raya asked to change schools, Raya wanted to leave this city, my father" I said staring at the eyes of the mother sad
"are you sure you want to move? do not make decisions when emotions are dear, calm yourself first yes" said mother calming
"the decision of the Kingdom has been unanimous, Raya does not want to be here, Raya wants a new atmosphere of bun" I replied
"and forget everything "I continued in my heart
"alright if it's your decision, son, I will definitely do anything for this father's daughter to be happy" said the father despite his gentle tone I know there is anger in it
"thank you, mother" I said hugging my mother
Hopefully it's the right decision, because if I keep seeing it then I'll get hurt even more. Let people say I'm a coward for running away from problems but everyone's decisions are different and this is my decision. The best for me and for him.
"Tomorrow morning Raya want to move well" I asked
"yes baby it's up to you" replied the father and after that there was no more conversation between us
Although Gilang's brother was silent from earlier but I'm sure he must be very angry at this time because after all what allowed me and Kevin to date was him.
I don't know what happened to Kevin and his girlfriend at the restaurant. After arriving home, tonight I have prepared my need to leave tomorrow morning.
I blocked all contacts and pulled out my cards, goodbye all good-bye my best friend, may tomorrow be a new beginning for me.
Tonight I will last sleep in my bed, the journey of life will go on. But maybe today I have to run away from this problem but I am happy to get to know him in my life.I am happy to feel love and be loved even if it is just a little bit.
the night had changed by morning, I immediately prepared for my journey.
I'll be escorted by my father and mother this morning to the airport.
"all morning" I said cheerfully as if nothing had happened
"morning is also dear, let's have breakfast before leaving" take the mother
"iya bun" I replied
"sorry grandfather, you can not take you there because you have a class this morning and can not stay" said Gilang
"yes, there are already fathers and mothers who accompanied me for a few days there" I explained
"you study the deck diligently there and do not forget to take care of your health and brother apologizes for whatever happened" said sister Gilang again while stroking my hair
"yes my dear brother, I will miss my sister while there, brother do not forget to look at me there every holiday" I asked with a smile
"if it is not asked the deck, brother will always come there as often as possible and who knows can mate there" said sister Gilang
"it's fast to eat and don't talk anymore Gilang" said the father
"yes father "answer us in unison
it will be breakfast together in this house before my departure.I will miss this atmosphere.
"ayo the deck is done we leave" asked father
"yes father" I answered immediately out of the house
"grandfather go first yes" said my daughter as she hugged her and cried again
"be careful deck there and remember the message of the brother" said brother Gilang hugged me tightly and kissed me on my forehead
"yes, my sister must be and I don't tell anyone about where I'm going" I asked
"yes deck" he answered stroking my hair again for the last time before leaving
"assalamualaikum sis" salamku
"waalaikumsalam "
I got into the car and slowly took me to the airport. I leaned my body back until at the airport we boarded my flight at 07:30. I was with my father and mother who would accompany me there for a few days.
I stepped up the flight ladder. I sat quietly in my chair looking out.
"Goodbye Surabaya and good-bye KEVIN "my mum
I'm not running away just dodging the fallout
~Daughter~ Style
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