Fat Girl Asmara
chapter 4. Attention
Today is Monday as usual the flag ceremony. We lined up according to each class, I line up at number two from behind, behind me there was Reza and Kevin.
"kok so not hot "I thought while looking up
"I'm sorry sorry "when my back head accidentally hit the guy behind me
"just look ahead don't be noisy" he whispered in my ear
It's worth not feeling hot turns out there's Kevin behind me, but really the distance mepet terribly same me. Let me not ask him to cover it up. The order to disperse the echoing line signifies the completion of the ceremony. I took my foot to the toilet for a while before the lesson began.
"Wasn't Kevin and Vio, they look really familiar instead of Kevin just a few days here?What is their relationship" I thought again while looking at them from a distance
I can see them smiling and laughing, but if with me he rarely smiles let alone laugh, just his gentle attitude to me is different from other people. It turns out that the heat of the sun this morning was not as hot as when I saw Kevin talking to Brother Vio. My school did have a 15-minute break after the flag ceremony.
"Ganjen really is a girl" I muttered in my heart
"Ehh. why also I think he is not who2 I better I go to class "I continued in my heart
I finally decided to go back to class after my other friend2. Arriving in class as usual I sat down and read my favorite novel. I didn't know when Kevin was coming back because I was so focused on my novel that I heard Reza scream.
"Congratulations bro, just two days here have found the most popular girl in this school" he shouted
I woke up and saw the two of them in front of me. So they've been made, why does it feel so claustrophobic my chest. I'm a fool where there are guys as cool and as handsome as Kevin likes me. In any case, Vio is more than anything.
"Who's that?" I heard Yanti ask them
"Nih the Kevin Soan is the same with Vio, the popular girl at school" replied Reza
"Wahhh congratulations donk, if so do not forget PJ ya Vin" replied Sari chimed in
I just kept listening to their talk. I saw Kevin just smiling in response to their talk, once in a while our eyes met and I quickly2 averted his eyes. It hurt so much, I fell in love with him and he really loved someone else, but there's no way she likes me just yesterday and I'm not the perfect girl for a guy like Kevin.
"I went to the UKS first yes buddy2, my head arrived2 dizzy" I told them arrived2
"Why you Ray? Do I need to let me go back to the picket teacher?" Ask Sari to me
"Don't need Sar, I want to rest for a while in the UKS only later if it is mengedan I return to class" said I
I saw Kevin looking at me with hard-to-understand eyes. I don't know what he thinks but I want to leave quickly I don't want everyone to know that I'm sad.
"i'm anterin ya Ray, fear you why napa" asked Yanti
"no need Yan, I can do it myself" I replied
"Ray, are you sick again, they're taking you to the UKS or do you want me to anterin?" kevin's Sutu
"Why do you want to stop me Kevin, the intention will be to avoid him" I thought
"Don't you guys just stay here, I'm leaving now" continued me who immediately walked out of class without waiting for an answer from them.
I stepped as fast as I could towards the UKS ignoring the other 2nd class students who were looking down on me. I laid my body on the UKS bed to calm my mind. I closed my eyes even though I wasn't asleep. Samar2 I heard someone enter the UKS room but I kept pretending 2 sleeps no matter who came, I felt he was walking closer to my bed. I felt him stroking my hair and holding my hand . Who her??
"Hurry up and don't get sick anymore" I heard her familiar voice
Deg
That's Kevin's voice, why is he doing this? Doesn't she have a boyfriend?
My mind raged between sad and happy, after a while I felt his hand grip no longer felt then the door was closed.
I opened my eyes slowly2 making sure no one else. I spread my eyes I saw on the nightstand there was bread and mineral water, surely he brought it.
"Oh my God, is that really Kevin? But why would he do this? His attention will make me more misunderstood, from now on I have to keep my distance from Kevin. I don't want to be later 2 people think I'm an actor" I murmured slowly.
I was confused by my own heart what to do. What the hell does Kevin want with me?, why is his attitude so gentle? if he likes me, I don't think he'll be with anyone else. My mind was more confused thinking about Kevin's behavior earlier, I finally decided to contact Gilang just pick me up home, just free me at school is not my mind.
"Assalamualaikum sis" I said after the call was connected
"Waalaikumsalam deck, what's the matter when you call your brother at this hour?"
" brother can pick me up no, I no longer feel good brother wants to go home, if .. "not finished already cut the same brother
"Wait a minute, brother's leaving now"
Tuuutttttt call ended
"This brother's habit if you are worried about being directly killed just don't use greetings" huuufffft I let out a long sigh.
Now is the 2nd lesson. It's gonna be a break soon. May Brother Gilang come before the break hour arrives.
In the middle of my daydream arrived2 the door was opened quite hard, I saw Brother Gilang with a breath of ngos2an approaching towards me and then hugged me.
"You're gpp baby?" Ask while checking my forehead
"Gpp kok just dizzy aja sak, let's go home I want to rest at home" I replied later
"Yes come on deck, you let me" replied Brother Gilang as he led me down from the bed
We walked out of the UKS to coincide with the break bell ringing. Fortunately, there were not many students who came out so as not to cause problems. We continued walking towards Gilang's car. We immediately entered the car and Gilang immediately drove his car to the house.
I have to think about how I should behave in front of Kevin, stay away or just act normal. I don't know if I think about tomorrow .
Without me we realized there was a pair of eyes that saw me get into his car, brother Gilang. who???
The pain arises if that love has come and ended for someone else
~Daughter~ Style
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