
Rachel's daily routine these past few days has been crying.
The reason why he was diligent in crying was of course none other than and not is because of a person named Ryan Alfa Gelbardi.
"Chel, already, your eyes are swollen later," said Gina as she looked compassionately at Rachel who was still crying on the bed.
"It hurts a lot, Na... I can't go back to liking him because I'm just as hurt as he says. But I also hurt him. My weight is!" Rachel whined with the typical big-headed voice of people crying.
To be honest, Rachel was heartbroken by all of Alpha's words. Okay, maybe the exact thing is which women are not hurt to be used as an outlet and girls who are approached because of curiosity?
Gina moved out of her chair to walk to the bed approaching Rachel. Gina's hands stretched out rubbing Rachel's long brown mane.
"Likes people unilaterally sick, right?"
The question Gina asked managed to stop Rachel's sobbing. Slowly Rachel raised her head to look at Gina, while the one who was stared at was smiling with a blank look towards the window of the room that displayed a cloudy cloud cloud cloud cloud in the afternoon today.
"Because if you have already fallen in love, you must also be ready to fall. Although you know you might not be able to get his heart," he continued, looking down, his hand he used to wipe Rachel's head.
Gina sighed softly.
"The horror is not fair, we are bucin abis but he is like a moron who pretends to be insensitive or maybe a real idiot? But regardless, like it's our own right, Chel. We are the only ones who want to like him or not. But if the decision about him likes us back or not," Gina's voice low.
"That's her right."
Upon hearing this, Rachel immediately positioned herself to sit down and tightly hugged Gina's body.
It turns out that not only did the clouds catch water this afternoon, but Rachel did too.
"Gue knows what it's like. I like people who like other people. I´m... Very know." Gina's voice rang out, while Rachel was already back in tears.
Gina broke her embrace, now Gina's hand turned to pat Rachel's head softly.
"It's okay, Chel, want to move on or choose to still like it's your right, your decision. Do not impose something that has long been pursued in your heart. If you suddenly break up that way, instead of moving on even more thought, right? Not clear with a heart that says kangen but logic desperately says move on. You're not in sync."
"But in my opinion, it's good that you finish this feeling slowly. Lo must start looking around lo, there are the same love lo and care lo. Love is two-way, and in my opinion, it is better to be loved than to love. If you love the risk, the person you love does not necessarily have the same taste. If you are loved, you just need to slowly open up and try to live."
Rachel was still crying with her eyes covered with the backs of her hands, while her head was nodding.
Before long Gina laughed, not even hearing her wise words. Not to mention seeing Rachel cry as much as a boy losing his toy.
"Baby baby!"
Instantly Rachel stopped her stuffing and looked resentfully at Gina.
"Gue's not a baby!"
Gina put on a mocking look, "Nangis like a bocil so don't want to be said bayik, how the hell?"
"Lo was crying too, anjrit!"
"Where is there!"
Rachel's index finger was pointed at Gina's eyeball, "Lo red eyes ye, anj!"
Gina averted her gaze, "It's not that this cry is bad, it means that my eye alarm makes me go out immediately and nyari cogan to wash my eyes!" his elbow.
"Where is it!"
"There! Here I am, so let's go out! So late in the house."
Rachel's smile grew instantly. Rachel went to the bathroom to wash her face.
Soon there was the sound of Rachel's scream followed by her whimpering as she walked out of the bathroom.
"GINA, MY EYES ARE SO SWOLLEN THAT DONG! WHICH CONCELAR IS CONCELAR? A GINAAA! HELP ME!"
***
Gina and Rachel really spend their time on sightseeing, shopping, and the most important thing is to wash their eyes to see the cogan-cogan milling.
They were both at a sushi restaurant in the mall. Their seats were also near a window that was directly facing outside. A few handsome hikers were enough to make the previously drained Rachel and Gina's energy re-filled.
"Gue just realized that there are also many handsome men in Indonesia!" Rachel clucked in admiration.
"Because of your eyes yesterday-yesterday blind, the contents of Alfa doang." Gina replied lightly which instantly made Rachel thin her lips.
Yes really. But not that frontal either!
"Don't make my mood eat sushi instead" Rachel went back to eating one sushi.
"Nyenye," Gina's lead that made Rachel sip her drink in annoyance.
Rachel looked back outside, there was another cogan but this time the cogan seemed to have a hand. Evidently from his hands that hold each other with the hands of the girl next to him. They look very happy, sometimes even the girl laughs and the guy laughs along.
The man's eyes were fixed only on the girl, as if the boy was saying through the gaze that the girl was the center of his world.
Rachel envious.
"I guess my life is genre is not romance, huh, Na?" rachel asked as she went back to eating sushi.
"Lo guess what movie world we are in? Everything has its genre. It's a lot of single talk."
"Lo is also single ye, ngaca!"
Gina swallowed her food before replying, "Gue is beautiful, thank you."
After the food is exhausted, Rachel and Gina move on and choose to go to the night market held near the mall.
Rachel's eyes sparkled, the night market view was very beautiful because many lights were twinkling there.
Gina touched Rachel's hand, "Gue's going to the toilet first, kebelet. Wait in that ono chair, right?" gina's slow speech got a nod of agreement from Rachel.
As Gina left, Rachel decided to take a short walk before going to the chair that Gina had pointed at earlier.
His eyes blinked and admired the atmosphere of the night market surrounded by colorful chandeliers. Ah, Rachel hasn't been to the night market in a long time!
"Rachel?"
Rachel's body stiffened when she heard the heavy-pitched voice calling out her name.
The voice of the person he really did not want to meet at this moment.
Rachel turned around, looking up to see the face of a tall man towering like a flagpole.
Some time they just stared at each other and it made Rachel a little careless.
"Sorry, I'm si—"
"Wait, I'll talk!" cut Alpha fast.
The remorse is so there.
But it felt useless because the pain always appeared every time Rachel saw the face of the man in front of her.
"Chel, I'm sorry. I am serious about what I said yesterday or now. I regretted my stupidity and harsh words back then. You can fuck me now, Chel! You can get angry back at me because I'm the pantes dapetin it."
Alfa drew closer to Rachel.
"But I'm serious, serious about what I consciously say today. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, Chel..."
Rachel's eyes shone on Alfa. Cih, apologize he said?
"Chels... I'm really sorry. I'm a moron, I'm a moron and my mistakes are really hard to tolerate. But I'm really sorry, Chel ..."
"Gue's sorry..." Alfa's heavy voice now sounded soft.
Rachel is still loyal to her silence.
Alfa lowered her head, her jerk speech that was thrown at the time was now mutually understated with Maudy's words some time ago.
Alpha's mind rages. Strange things sprang up again like regret and pain because the girl in front of him seemed to hate him so much.
Rachel seems to hate Alpha.
"Gue never really made you an impingement, Chel."
"He really, I never made you an impingement." Now Alfa looked up, looking at Rachel who still looked angry.
"Gue... I'm dickhead. I am an asshole! I've never been in a spell, Chel... I lied! I lied about it with Maudy."
Rachel's body stiffened as she looked at Alfa's reddened eyes. That guy looks really frustrating.
"Gue is a moron. You were never my outlet! It's purely my fault after too much denial."
"From the beginning of—" Alpha's voice was restrained for a moment.
"From the beginning of your move, I felt that I was interested in you."
"Lo unique. Sorry, the way I talked like yesterday was a real jerk. Lo pantes angry with me. But, I won't be tired of always saying sorry to you."
"Gue's sorry, Chel."
Rachel's body trembled violently, instantly her cries breaking after hearing all the confessions from Alfa just now.
Rachel didn't know how to respond.
"Chel—"
Rachel's hand reflexively stretched out hinting that Alfa should not approach her. After taking some time to breathe and control herself, the girl looked back at Alfa.
"Sorry, I can't forgive you completely."
Alfa quickly shook her head like a child, "Father, I will continue to apologize to you until you want to forgive me."
Rachel nodded, her strength drained. Rachel was tired and wanted to go home, her brain and heart were out of sync, very noisy.
"Thank you for giving a jerk like me an apology from you" said Alfa sincerely.
"Hm."
Ah, it looks like Rachel is already uncomfortable with Alfa's existence.
"You know, I'm going?"
Rachel nodded back while turning her face away.
"Thank you and sorry Rachel."
After the closing sentence, Alfa immediately passed leaving Rachel who was still pensive in her place.