
Rachel looked at the ceiling of her room with an indelible smile adorning her lips.
"May tomorrow be a good day." He said before deciding to enter the dream.
***
The weather this morning did not look good enough because it turned out that last night rain fell on the earth, leaving a puddle of water on the streets.
Rachel was taken down by Mr. Trisna at the school stop. The girl made her tiny hands to protect her head from being hit by a drizzle stub and ran small towards the stop.
"Non, would you like to be dropped here? Don't you want to go into the dalem?"
Rachel shook her head, "Ke dalem mah parking lot sir, it's already here. Thank you sir, be careful on the road!"
Slowly the silver car walked away, Rachel spread her gaze to see that people were wearing umbrellas or raincoats.
He cursed himself who only wore a jacket.
While shaking the hands of her slightly wet jacket, suddenly a hat landed on Rachel's head. The smell of mint lurks in her sense of smell, but it feels like Rachel knows exactly who the owner of the fragrance is.
"Germimis, bring an umbrella next time." The guy patted Rachel's head slowly.
"Thank you." Rachel looked at Alfa who was nodding by the guy.
Rachel's cheeks blushed, as she woke up.
"What the hell is anjir!" he said with a smile and holding an Alpha hat while staring at the owner of the hat who had walked away from entering the school environment.
Okay, Rachel admit it. These few days somehow Alf looks handsome. But swear by anything Rachel will never reveal it directly to her man! The girl could already imagine how handsome the boy would look when she found out that Rachel was secretly praising him.
Rachel walked merrily with lips that were endlessly stalling a smile. Even many greetings of people around him that he continues to reply.
Usually Rachel is not as diligent as it replies to everyone.
Even more strange when Rachel passes someone, without hesitation she will greet the person.
He mispronounced the name.
"What's going on with Beya?" greet Rachel while smiling at a schoolgirl who was buying a peek near the gate.
"My name is Bianca Chel, not Beya!"
"Oh yeah, I mean, what are flowers?"
"That's it..."
Rachel's eyes circulated again, this time her gaze fell on a student who was parking her motorbike.
"Eh Fanjay again motorcycle markir huh?" pat the guy on the shoulder.
The guy who saw that Rachel who greeted him at once patted his shoulder immediately styled his hair.
"Eh Rachel, btw my name is Fandy not a bulge."
"Oh, sorry! I'm going first!" chirp Rachel without sin while leaving that guy named Fandy.
Arriving in class Rachel lowered her head while holding her all-out smile, she also always held her hat as if she was justifying the hat.
It feels really deg-degan!
Alay? Why is Rachel happy?
As his eyes began to look through the entire classroom, it turned out that Alfa was not in a single corner.
But even so, it did not make a sweet smile Grachelda Kinanti fade.
Clarissa furrowed her brows, "Lo want to wear a hat throughout the lesson?"
Rachel turned her gaze while saying a little stuttering.
"Eh... No, I also open tar..."
"It's sane you're like that? Which genie's catapult is today?" clarissa asked while pulling her back.
Rachel snorted, "DIEM DEH MOOD I'M GOOD AGAIN ANJ LO JAN NGERUSAK!"
"Buset, relax tantee!"
Rachel screeched, the girl returned a smile. His heart involuntarily looked forward anxiously to the arrival of the man sitting before him.
Just as the bell rang along with the entrance of the subject teacher, Alfa also entered and with the turn of the guy immediately sat down without seeing Rachel at all.
Though usually the guy will take the time to look at him ignorant even at a glance.
"Rachel, when do you want to keep your hat on?" bu Rina's reprimand made Rachel flinch, with the girl's stiff movements putting her hat on.
***
As the break bell rang, Alfa was very hasty and came out along with the teacher who was teaching. Rachel looked at him confused, not usually the guy came out quickly.
"Am I the only one who feels that Alpha kek hastily? I also felt throughout the lesson he did not want to be tumben terribly." Clarissa's curse was justified by Rachel.
Kenan stared at Alfa's departure, then the man looked at Rachel who was playing a black hat that was very familiar Kenan.
Suddenly the screams of a schoolgirl entering the classroom excitedly attracted the entire attention of the people, yes except Rachel who heard with ogah-ogahan.
"WOY KNOW WHAT? MAUDY IS BACK!"
"HUH YEAH?"
"ARE YOU NOT MORE EXCITED?!"
"WHAT?"
"MAUDY SAMA ALFA IS STILL OFFICIAL AS IT TURNS OUT!"
Rachel's head looked up, the girl who had not been excited to hear it immediately sat up straight. His hands stopped playing the black hat.
"HUH YEAH?"
"DON'T YOU THINK I'M BREAKING UP?"
"STRONG ANJIR! LDR SEMPET SIX MONTHS JAKARTA-ENGLISH DONG YES?"
"THAT'S FUCKED UP!"
"I SAW RACHEL DITALIIN'S HAIR YESTERDAY TOO!"
"IN PERPUS I SAW THEM THE DROPS OF ANJIR!"
"YES MAUDY IS ALSO BEAUTIFUL, MOREOVER, SHE IS TALENTED TO BE AMPE PARTICIPATING IN STUDENT EXCHANGES AND HE SAID HE ALSO TOOK ACCELERATION CLASSES THIS YEAR."
Rachel closed her eyes with a clenched hand, while Clarissa gaped in disbelief.
Clarissa's breaking the table.
"HEH BEGO YOU GUYS ARE TALKING ABOUT IS HERE! GO THERE IF YOU WANT TO GOSSIP, NOT HERE!" clarissa shouted in a very shrill voice.
"THERE'S STILL SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO SAY I'M LOSING ALL MY TEETH AND I'M MOVING TO THE PANCREAS!"
Solihin who had wanted to argue back pursed his lips. The class went back to silence.
Clarissa looked at Rachel who was looking down with her hands on each other.
"Chel—" Clarissa reached out her hand but was immediately brushed aside by Rachel.
Rachel looked up her head, looking at Clarissa with a flushed face.
"Why? Come to the cafeteria, I'm a laper!" take the girl with a slightly trembling tone.
Clarissa turned her gaze to Kenan, Kenan nodded her head as if to say 'Ikutin just want him.'
"Okay, let's go to the cafeteria."
Clarissa, Rachel, and Kenan head to the cafeteria. It turns out that the news of Maudy's return also news of his relationship with Alfa became a trending topic among students and schoolgirls today.
Every corridor they passed by always said that.
Upon reaching the cafeteria door, Rachel's steps came to a halt, Clarissa and Kenan turned to Rachel who forced her smile.
"I'm kebelet, first of all. Meatball pesenin yes!" he asked and just left Clarissa and Kenan.
"I think he needs his own time." Kenan's words are taken by Clarissa.
"I swear I forgot that Maudy was in Alfa's life, I thought they broke up." Clarissa felt guilty for Rachel.
"Rachel really needs time." Kenan rubbed Clarissa's head while holding her to the canteen bench.
***
Rachel walked to the toilet through the main square, her steps slowed down when she saw Alfa in front of her with an unknown girl eating ice cream together.
The guy even smiled and laughed a lot. Every now and then Alfa rubs the girl's hair.
Rachel felt her chest being pinched, a sense of tightness instantly radiating throughout her body.
He quickly ran to the toilet, searched a room and decided to settle there.
The sound of footsteps was also a tap that was turned on. Then the whispers of an unknown crowd filled the silence of the toilet.
"I was surprised to see Alpha holding Maudy's hand!"
"Well yes? Oath of the fit Denger Maudy back just don't expect. Half a year he's been to a country of people for a student exchange, right?"
"But lately I have often seen Alfa mepet Rachel continues. I never thought she was Rachel."
"Rachel's moving majors?"
"Yes yeah?"
"But Rachel is so good her son is cool. Beautiful again. It's a pity to be an outlet Alfa doang fit the girl does not exist."
"Yes, too."
Rachel cursed the tears that somehow quickly seeped out of her petals!
The girl smothered her mouth as hard as she could, holding back the constant urge to come out.
When the sound of the horde could no longer be heard and the toilet went quiet again, Rachel let go.
He patted his chest strongly while continuing to cry and sob.
"K—why hiks s-sesek bang—et hiks anyway..."
The issue continued to grow, as the tightness Rachel felt grew.
"G—gue doesn't like hiks... Keep hyx... Why does sak-hiks hurt..." Rachel Racau.
The girl sat herself in the WC sitting with her hands wiping away her tears.
"G—gue gas—hiks don't like it!" Rachel raised her tone.
"G—gue doesn't like hicks ter-us hix why the cry does not want to stop anyway!"
Rachel shook her head strongly, not one month had she moved classes.
How can you love someone in less than a month?
"Why so much..." Rachel hit her chest hard. Hope the tightness that attacked him disappeared as he hardened the blow.
But the more Rachel dodged reality, the greater the tightness she felt.
"G—gues... Hicks..."
The girl's body slumped to the floor, her legs flexed with her hands hugging her knees tightly.
"G—gue hicks... G—gue likes..."
Rachel eventually admitted defeat.
The tiny shoulder trembled violently, the groaning of his cries continued to resound filling the silence of the toilet that afternoon.
Rachel's aware.
On the first day he found out that he had fallen.
On that day he knew that the fall was not on the wave of happiness.
But in a black hole that contains all the tightness is also endless hope.