ENTANGLED IN THE LOVE OF A DOCTOR

The Eid al Adha Day

Ummi Aminah and Dr. Arvi passed from before me. I stared at them until they were no longer visible.

Thank God, I met good people here, and I should be grateful...

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Either because I felt calm, I didn't realize that today was late at night. I do activities today like there is no burden. The big clock arrived, I went to the glass room as usual after the magrib prayer.

Two days passed I felt calm, I came back cheerful and could mingle with others. My spirit is getting bigger and sure Ranti will find healing.

But the sadness slipped back when the magrib prayer ran out. Sounds from various mosques around the Hospital. I returned to tears, because Eid al-Adha is now where I should not be.

Usually I will feel happy when I know the month of Hajj arrives. Yeah, because, normally we'll get the meat part of the mosque around my house. Naturally, I felt that eating meat could be counted. Once a year when the month of Hajj arrives, or when there is a pilgrimage, even if invited.

" Allahhu Akbar, Allahu Akbar, Allahhu Akbar, Laailaillallahhu Allahhu Akbar. Allahu Akbar wallillahilham's"...

Echoes Takbir continued to reverberate until morning, I also did not participate in the Ied prayer because I was afraid there was a call for me from the ICU Room.

I really feel alone again, because I see other people whose brothers come to visit. I sat alone watching those who rejoiced when their families came.

The clock opens, and I intend to go inside. Ranti still looks the same, remains motionless and her eyes remain closed.

" Sir, I'm willing to go inside, "I said. I'm approaching Mr. Toni, the security guard during the day.

" I said go inside, Ma'am, "The answer. I nodded and Toni walked into the ICU.

" Mum Ranti's family, "Not long after, I heard her ICU Officer calling me. Alhamdulillah be spared.

I immediately ran towards the entrance, and Mr. Toni opened the door.

" Please Ma'am, " said Mr. Toni.

" Thank you, sir, " said I. I went in and as usual, I washed my hands first and changed my slippers.

I walked slowly towards the Bed where Ranti was asleep.

" Sister..." Call me. I shook his arm. Kak Ranti's eyes opened slowly, she again grabbed my hand.

" Sister, let's get well, now is the day of Lebaran Eid al-Adha. Yesterday he said we want to make satay, "I said stammering. I can't help this sadness. I shouldn't have seen my sadness, but what a force of tears is actually sliding freely. I rubbed my tears rough and tried to hold him back from sliding back.

" Is it a feast day? " Task Brother Ranti.

" Yes Brother, come on strong yes, Brother can definitely, "I give him spirit.

" Yes, " He said. " Which phone? " ask again.

" It's here, "I showed you my sling bag. " For what? "..

" No, at that time yesterday, I asked for a cell phone to write, right yesterday can't talk, "..

" Ohh, what for, you're afraid to be angry with Sister.

Not long ago I chatted with Kak Ranti because Kak Ranti had to rest again. I finally returned to the waiting room feeling a little relieved.

Tringg...

My phone rang, and then I saw who called. And it turns out that Fitri. I immediately pressed the green button to lift it.

" Hello, Assalamu'alaikum Brother.

" Wa'alaikumsalam Dek, " Said Kak Fitri across the street.

" How is Ranti? " ask. I was a little disappointed when I heard Mr. Fitri's question. Why didn't anyone ask me? Everyone who asked, must have asked how Kak Ranti was. I know, Ranti's sister is sick again, but don't they know that I really need my family's support.

" It's still like yesterday, "I said.

" Ohh, there is no explanation from the doctor how? "

" Not Kak, just earlier I was able to talk and still under the influence of drugs, "..

" Maybe yes, medicine is also an influence, "..

" Have eaten yet you Dek, "After arriving my mother's voice cut off the talk of Kak Fitri. I couldn't help but cry when I heard her voice.

" Already, "My words are choked.

Unable to hold back my tears, I ended my conversation. Sometimes I get upset and angry, why am I here? Where am I now? This is the most foreign place I've ever been. Maybe I look like I'm not sincerely accompanying Brother Ranti. But the truth is, I also feel concerned about her situation. Maybe because I feel alone.

In the afternoon, Bang Bagas came to see me. As usual, he brought me my favorite food. True maybe, I just feel lonely, because when there Bang Bagas visit my heart a little calm.

" Dek, why is the ring from Arkan in return, "Tanya Bang Bagas seriously.

" He came to the Abang Workshop, and he said he wanted to meet with you directly to ask for blessing and say ijab qobul directly even if you are not there, "I explained.

" Lah, it can, it's the same to force it, "I really don't think with Arkan. Can he talk like that, instead of getting married it can't be with coercion? Moreover, I am not home either. It's ridiculous that he is..

" Yes don't know either, "Bang Bagas is shaking his shoulder.

" Somehow the hell Dek is, you turned him down. Didn't you guys just stick like stamps? How is it now clear that he wants to propose to you, wants to make you his wife, why not? "

" Many reasons Bang, "My words are soft..

" Sir, or Ranti. I still want to be alone, "I go on.

" So easy is Dek, it's okay Deck pity him, "..

" Can not Bang if because of kasian, there must be a sense of dong so that in the future can be good, "..

" Will there be no love? " I'm shaking. " Relative? " I'm back to shaking.

" Don't be like that Deck, pity people's children, "..

" Let it go, " Say it lightly. It's true, I don't have any feelings for him. Or because the taste is replaced by the presence of Dr. Afandis. I don't understand either. Because before too, when I was in a relationship with Mas Ali, I didn't feel that. I just feel sorry. It's really bad of me.

I didn't mean to hurt a man's feelings, but everything just happened.

" Now you still like to call? "..

" No Bang, since he was angry yesterday he never called me again, "..

" Brains be Deck, don't be like that, "I'm shaking my shoulder.

Not felt, the day was already at night, and Bang Bagas said goodbye after the next hour was closed.

I didn't go straight to my bed. But I sat first in the front waiting room, so I remembered Bang Bagas' message earlier. " You should apologize Dek, fear Arkan heartache. At least you can explain again if you are not ready or how. Because the way you return the ring is less true, "..

I was only dumbfounded when Bang Bagas spoke like that, because? Why are they all blaming me? It was she herself who did not want to hear my explanation.

I was very tired, at first I felt calm when Bang Bagas came. But, when he talked about Brother Arkan, my heart rumbled again. Especially what? I have to apologize? Am I really wrong?...

After a few minutes my heart was broken. I picked up my phone, then saw the message that went into my phone. There are still a lot of messages I haven't read from Arkan. I'm so scared of a lot of messages coming in.

Finally, without seeing what the message was, I apologized and explained once again that I was not ready to get married and I had a boyfriend. Without reading again what I type, I immediately send it and return my phone into the bag of sling that I faithfully carry where.

Drrtt.. Dreeett's...

The vibration of my phone shocked me, I was really afraid that Brother Arkan would reply. But why do I see Mr. Nana laughing to myself? Don't let him send that message.

Drrr... Deerrrrtr...

My phone shook and I was shocked again.

Triiig...

Triinngg....

The call on my phone, I immediately picked it up fearing urgent, but who's a night like this calling me. Sure enough when my phone was in hand, the call stopped.

I wonder who has been working with me since. And when I see, sure! Security has been mocking me.

"[Mom Hana, why haven't you slept? ]" The first message he sent

" [Mr Hana, again think about what the hell, I don't like that, ] "..

Out of annoyance I went to the back, and I wondered why everyone in the back had fallen asleep. I looked at the clock on my phone and was surprised that it was twelve in the evening.

I grabbed my phone and left it. I immediately went to the Toilet with a feeling of fear, especially now it was really midnight.

Geck, tock, tock, tock,..

Just buttoned my pants, my toilet door knocked. I immediately washed my hands and opened them, but there was no one in front of the Toilet. My eyes glanced to the right and to the left, still no one. And when it came out, everyone was asleep except the Security. But there's no way that he's knocking on the door, because only a moment from me buttoning my pants and then open the door. Suddenly my hair bristled and an unpleasant feeling appeared. I went to sleep covering my face with a cloth.

The next day, I woke up late. Five o'clock past fifteen minutes I just woke up. I wave because I have not prayed at dawn. I ran straight to the bathroom regardless of what happened last night. After ablution, I immediately prayed. And then I took a morning shower.

The room again sounded boisterous with the person talking.

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