ENTANGLED IN THE LOVE OF A DOCTOR

Ms. Fatma Looked

HANA POV..

My daydream was bought by the sound of my cell phone ringing. " Mother Fatma "Mur Mumamku. I immediately picked it up.

" Hello Assalamu'alaikum, " My words.

" Greetings Wa'alaikum, " said Mrs Fatma across the street.

" Sir, I will be there, afternoon,, "..

" Ohh, yes, Mother. I wait, yes, "..

" Mr Hana is still in her brother's company? "..

" No, ma'am, my brother is home on the third day, "..

" Self means dong, "..

" Yes Ma'am, "..

" Yes, heart of heart. If there is anything directly to my phone, "..

" Yes, well ma'am, thank you, " ..

The call ended after Ms. Fatma closed it. I also sat back.

Drrtt... Ddrrr... The sound of my phone vibrating.

" Kak Hana how are you? " It turns out that Intan sent a message.

" Thank God Tan, how are you there? "..

" So, too, Brother, have you returned from the Hospital? "..

" Not Tan, it's still in my sister's ICU, "..

" Kirain I'm home, "..

" Yes not yet Tan, this is new in Operations, "..

" In Operations too? "..

" Yes, "..

" Yes, my brother, my heart is yes, I have bought first, "..

" Yes Tan, "..

There was a little bit of relief in my heart, Intan was friendly and always asked me for news. He's the one I call a lot too.

The day passed, and the afternoon came. I took a shower and continued to pray Ashar.

While sitting in the waiting room, it was seen that Ms. Fatma and her friends and two children were climbing the stairs and they saw me. Then I got up and approached him.

" How's it going, Ma'am? " Task Ms. Fatma.

" Thank God, ma'am, "..

" Just sit down, Mom, the clock is not open yet, " said I. I let him sit on the waiting room bench.

" His Lab results are there yet Ma'am? " Task Ms. Fatma.

" No Ma'am yet, "I haven't received the results of the Lab and the Doctor hasn't told me to take them.

" How is he doing now? "..

" It's still like yesterday ma'am, sleep on, "..

" Mr Hana has already entered, "..

" Already, only Brother Renya is still limp. The equipment is all still attached to the same Ventilator is also still installed, " My words are lethargic.

Time goes fast, adzan magrib reverberates. After the magrib prayer, Fatma and I immediately approached the glass room. Ms. Fatma was very enthusiastic and Ms. Fatma also took the photo of Kak Ranti. But, not long after that the window curtain was closed. It turns out that it is not allowed to take pictures or photograph. Because it violates the Hospital code of conduct.

After the clock was finished, I went out of the glass room, and Fatma followed me behind. Ms. Fatma kept talking to her friend, but I was about to ram someone down.

" Brave heart.

" Doctor Elvira, " said I. " Sorry, "..

" It's okay Ma'am, "..

" Doctor, my message please read, "She said slowly.

" Okay, later yes, sorry now I'm hunting again, "..

" Sir, we go home first yes, afraid of the night, " said Ms. Fatma after I approached her.

" O good Mom, "I can't prevent her from coming home leaving me here. Although this heart is sad again, what can I do. He also has a family and a job.

" Yes already, we say yes Ma'am, if there is anything to contact us, " Said his friend Bu Fatma.

My eyes stared straight ahead watching their missing departure when the stairs were no longer visible. My eyes are heating up again, her tears are rushing out. I rubbed it rough when they forced it out.

Drrr... Drrtt...

" [Sir, don't cry, calm down I can accompany, ] "Messages come in from numbers I haven't saved and name them. But there were some previous messages sent, and I knew it was a message from Mr. Nana. Security guard in front of the ICU. He's on night watch and sometimes early in the morning until late in the afternoon. Why would I know that? Because I saw him when he was out at night in the ICU and he was at the IGD.

I ignored him and I chose to go back, I better sleep than my head back dizzy.

" Sister, was that his family? " Tell Mama Elsa. She was talking to her husband and her first child.

" Yes Ma'am, she's my sister's employer, "I agree. Because he has been considered my family, because of his kindness that can exceed my family. He did not leave his hands with his workers. Yet often, an ART is considered trivial and low degrees. But, Ms. Fatma's family highly appreciates her ART which has helped ease her duties inside the house.

" Oh, that's her employer. What does his brother work for? "..

" So ART ma'am, "I answered. Then I sat down at my place.

" It's good, brother, "..

" Right Mom, they're so nice. Those who helped Ranti go back to the Hospital before being brought here, "..

" What Hospital was it before? "

" In T Bu City District, there have been two Hospitals, there have been several examinations, "..

I continued my conversation until less than nine. Next I chose sleep instead of having to remember what happened this morning.

In the silence of the night, I woke up. I remember what happened yesterday morning that made me sob. I really didn't expect something like that to happen. I saw my cell phone charging. It's only three in the morning. Then I opened the incoming message that looks like there are already some incoming messages.

All I think about now is a message from Dr. Elvira. Last night I sent him another message. But there was really no incoming message from Dr. Elvira. Then I saw a message from Arkan, Pak Nana and some messages from Kak Fitri as well as Intan.

I don't want to read a message from Arkan first, afraid he'll keep pushing me again. I wanted to block it, but I didn't want to prolong the problem anymore.

There was a sholawatan sound from the mosque in the Hospital neighborhood. I just realized from earlier I was thinking of useless. I immediately got up to take a shower and not long heard the dawn prayer.

The noise came back after His call reverberated. The patient's companion, the family who was waiting for the state of his family who was struggling to get back to health, began to wake up from his deep sleep. They will start their morning activities with the hope that today will be better and the hope for their families to recover.

I fulfilled my duty after I finished my bath. Feels fresh when the body is flush with cold water. The mind is back fresh.

The morning sun began to show its light, everyone had returned to their respective activities. Including me, this morning had bought breakfast with Lina's mother and had talked also joking with people I had known for a few days

I'm actually a hard person to get along with, but I can still be friendly to others. And, when that person gets used to being with me I will get along on my own.

'Alhamdulillah, now I feel my burden is gone, after I have talked and joked with people who may also be as tired as I am.

Seen from the tail of my eyes, if Mr. Nana continues to pay attention to me, and it makes me uncomfortable. I finally went back to avoid it.

' why the hell did he keep watching me, I was afraid he already had a wife, 'Omelku to himself.

I stomped my feet and I was just about to sit down, and a message came in.

" [Mr Hana, why even inward, ] "It's true, that person was right from earlier watching me who kept laughing loose hmm, '..

" [Oh, it's okay, I just don't like anyone who steals, ] "I reply with insinuations of annoyance.

" [Hhee, sorry. If you feel disturbed. I may not know, ] "Ihh really make me more upset.

" [I already know my name ] "..

" [Hehe yes, tpi can get to know you more closely ] "

I patted my forehead, robbed this one Security. My head is getting dizzy, why so many men want to be close to me. I don't care if I'm just close, but I don't have to get to know you any closer. Because, where I work is also mostly men who come to Warung, but I can be familiar to them like a regular friend. But if I have to involve my heart I give up.

Two people close to me made my head hurt. No, actually in my workplace too I had a little trouble with a man. Yes, he's Mas Ali who I've been bothered to take me to Kak Ranti's place. It was like I owed him a debt of gratitude. Because, without Mas Ali I wouldn't have made it to Ranti's place.

He who accompanied me, paid the bus fare and he must have spent his money to pay his fare back to work. Even he still gave me money.

' Mas Ali, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to use you, maybe this is our way. I'm wrong here, I give you hope, but it turns out I can't love you back, I'm sorry, ' Again I sob, only because of men.

" [Sorry] "Let me be considered arrogant or whatever. I just don't want to add to the burden of my mind.

Triingggs.. Triinngg... The voice calls in on my phone. I took it, it turned out from Brother Arkan. And I let him.

Call after call I ignored, maybe ten times. Until he finally sent a message..

" [Deck, please lift ] " ...

Seriate....