
Not to forget, Ranti also read the Qur'an, even with a muttering voice. Because his tongue is a kelu, so sometimes Kak Ranti also just read it in the heart.
Green tasbih, also not separated from his hand, his finger continued to walk apart for example the seeds of tasbih. ' How glorious you are, brother..! ' I said in my heart. I look at him softly..!
Tonight I fell asleep in the dark. My mind drifted, where tomorrow was the day that Kak Ranti would perform the Operation and everything was like a dream. It was a day that had been waiting for a long time.
I was disturbed when the glare of light hit my face. Then I opened my eyes and rubbed them, my eyes narrowed to who was coming. And it turns out that a Sister came to approach Kak Ranti. I woke up from my sleep..
" I'm sorry to interrupt his sleep." Said the Sister.
Seen Kak Ranti opened her eyes, maybe she also felt disturbed by the lights.
" Oh yes, Madam Ranti, from now on, two hours are empty. Ranti's mother started fasting yes, until tomorrow the time of surgery can not eat and drink anything. If for now, you can drink water first, there are still five minutes. " Say the Sister
After Sister came out, Ranti drank through NGT, and we went back to sleep, until I finally woke up at four o'clock past fifteen minutes.
Everything I prepared, starting from all the X-ray photos, and all the examination results received I put together in one big plastic. And when the sun came out, I immediately bought breakfast.
Breakfast this time, no more taste. My feelings were mixed, between fear, anxiety worry being one. I was more scared when Dr. Afandi. Or because the taste is mixed into one.
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Today is Wednesday, October 17, 2012. At eight in the morning, Dr. Dafa entered the room. My heart beats faster. Dug dug.., I really tense up against this, but not with Kak Ranti, she smiled when Dr. Dafa greeted him. But I also don't know what the conditions are in his soul.
" How, Miss Ranti, are you ready? " Ask Dr. Dafa.
" It's Doc." Replied Ranti enthusiastically.
" Yes, we're leaving..! " Said Dr. Dafa with spirit.
Bu Tini, and Sister Laras also took Kak Ranti to the Operation Room. The distance is good, it takes approximately five minutes to get to the Operating Room.
I followed the steps of the Doctor and the Sister who pushed Kak Ranti in a wheelchair. My mind is really messed up, while Bang Bagas and Bang Ilham have not arrived.
Dr. Dafa enters the Intalation Surgery Center. And we follow him from behind. Arriving inside, I was stunned when I saw there were some patients who were waiting for the queue for the operation.
" Sir, change the clothes first yes, "The nurse gives special clothes for patients who will be in Surgery.
I accepted it, and helped Ranti change clothes in the dressing room. After that, Dr. Dafa told me to say goodbye to Ranti.
" Sir, the farewell used to be with his mother, give do'a as well as passion for his mother. " Said Dr. Dafa. " That's His Mother, right? " hereinafter.
" Not the Doctor, that's my brother. " Answer. I stepped over to Brother Ranti who was already sitting in the gurney, I extended my hand to shake hands. After I said, I cannot say anything, there is only tension and sadness. Moreover, I can't embrace it anymore because Ranti has entered the yellow area and I can't cross the yellow border.
A wave of hands accompanied him who had been pushed into the Operating Room. The door closed and I was confused where to go.
Drrt, drr.. My phone's vibrating. ' Bang Bagas ' Mumamku. I sat on the bench waiting, then opened the message.
" [Deck, where are you? ] " Ask Bang Bagas.
" [In the Bang Operating Room, ] "I replied to him. Then I gave directions to the Operation Waiting Room.
Moments later, Bang Bagas sent me a message again.
" [Deck, where are you? My brother arrived ] " ..
" [I'm in Bang's Operating Room, ] ".
" [Where is the Deck? ] "I explained it again.
" Mom, Ma'am ushered together with this Mother, "Appoint a Sister to a Pulgabaya Mother who is delivering her suannya. He patted me on the shoulder slowly.
" No Sus, I'm dropping off my brother, "I replied.
" His brother, which one? "...
" So it's been in Sus." ..
Trong.. Triingg...
My phone rang, I saw it was Bang Bagas.
" Hallo Bang, "I said after receiving his call.
" Yes Dek, where are you? Brother has nyari nyari. " Say him with a huff.
" Yes Bang, I'm out for a minute. " Saying. I pulled the door handle and exited the room, along with Bang Bagas who was descending on the stairs beside this room. I want to be broken, but this is not the time. Indeed, this is my very ordinary silliness added with a sense of chaos..
" Bang.! " I waved my hand and smiled.
" This you, Brother from earlier nyariin Dek, "He shook my head.
" Yes Bang, I was confused earlier from the inside was also told to wait outside. " Saying.
I walked to an empty bench. And sit waiting for Ranti to finish. Many people are waiting for their families in surgery.
" Bang Ilham hasn't reached Deck yet? " Tanya Bang Bagas's.
" No, he said he just got on the bus.. " Answer. Not long after, Bang Ilham called Bang Bagas and asked him where the operation was. Finally Bang Bagas picked him up. He brought a lot of food, including snacks, because Bang Ilham had a food stall.
After hoping for anxiety, deg degan, worry and mixed feelings I. One patient, one Father. I breathed a rough breath. A very long feeling of waiting for Ranti to leave the room.
About ten-thirty, after which several people came out of the Operating Room. Maybe they're just minor operations, so get it over with.
" Miss Ranti's family.! " The voice from within. I walked up and walked into the room. A Security man opened the door, and I went inside.
The doctor with his sterile clothes was standing on the yellow border earlier. I approached him and it turned out that the Doctor was Dr. Dafa.
" Oh yes Ma'am, Ranti is in surgery, and soon finished. And this is the result of his thimom "Saynya. He showed that a white plastic in which there was a lump of flesh that was still covered in red liquid, it was quite large, about half an adult's fist.
" This will be sent to the Department of Pathology Anatomy as well as the Doctor and the results a week later. " hereinafter.
" Oh yes, Doctor. " Answer. I nodded, but I did not understand what Doctor Dafa explained. There is a little relief in my heart. When he found out that Ranti had succeeded in his operation.
After Dr. Dafa returned to the Operating Room, I also went back out and sat back waiting.
" What's the doctor saying Dek? " Tanya Bang Ilham.
" The doctor told me that Ranti was in surgery and soon after. " Saying. We finally wait back. Many people passed by, some were just as anxious as I was. I, who had never been in this situation, often panicked when the families of other patients were called.
I was so scared what was going on inside. Because, Ranti did not come out. Oh yes, said the doctor yesterday I must be ready, fearing that Kak Ranti had bleeding, but from earlier there was no notice.
With this concern, I forgot Dr. Afandis. Yes, Dr. Where's afandi? Was he also inside, becoming the Surgical Team? Oh my God, where is he. I've missed him.
" Doctor, I said I can't go! But why are you leaving now? You left without saying goodbye..!! Why??.."
These tears were jostling out, my chest tight withstanding the cries. ' If you were next to me, at least you gave me some news despite being a Surgical Team, maybe I wouldn't be this fragile.'
' Doctor, I need you, need your hand. ' My mind kept on rummaging, kept calling him even though I wasn't sure he was coming.
I covered my face with my palm, for fear of being my Brother's question. My body shook to hold this cry. I finally got permission to go to the toilet. And I shed my tears inside.
My head feels very dizzy, then I take the water of ablution so that my feelings feel more relieved.
After feeling relieved, I got out of the Toilet and walked towards the Waiting Room. Bang Bagas also Bang Ilham still faithfully sat on the bench earlier, meaning that Kak Ranti has not come out.
Finally, after a few minutes of sitting, it was about eleven o'clock past thirty minutes, Dr. Dafa called back.
" Miss Ranti's Family..! " Morninggilnya.
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