Engraved In Time

Rasa

Amiria Asufaharuka Akabane

*Sickness, that's all I can feel.

Every day I get a needle, like I can only live with drugs. Do you know the pain when the laser touched my skin, Dr. Anton said the laser was good for me because it would kill the kangeker cells in my spine, or how it felt when I had chemotherapy.

It did not feel as painful as the laser but the effect will be much more painful than the laser effect that will leave red patches on my back.

Haha miris is not, the girl who never saw her mother, who always based on her brother and father (although now not), when she began to know Love ,yes first love and the good times of friendship were betrayed like this, my first love failed, and even now dying, as if my life was toyed with.

But please don't pity me, don't make me feel pity, ah a sense of kasian from people will make me weaken, because I will continue to try to escape from this cursed Kangker.

Candra, ah what should I do to her, I'm quite self-conscious about my condition like this, I know after the slow sea she'll know that I love her very much, I know, but when he realizes my sincere race then everything will be in vain, everything will be too late, and I will be gone.

I hope everything passes quickly, I want to leave immediately, stay away from Lia or Candra though. But how AVATAR, this grub should be dissolved.

I don't know, I'll ask Geo to finish it ,

When I went to Japan, I could live without Candra, not see her, not say hello to her, it really makes me cramped .

But God, I hate Candra so much but I can't if Candra suffers from my curse back then, I don't want to see her cry or heartbreak like me, let me feel this hurt*.

Miftahul Ki Candra Saqi's

"*How are you doing.?"

"Have you forgiven me.?"

"Are you still not willing to forgive me.?"

All those questions popping into my brain, Ami I really miss you.

Why don't you want to understand, I became her lover to protect you, you know said Mama Lia had a panic disorder, she often hurt others, including you.

Please, I'm upset about this situation, because if I don't comply to be her lover she will kill you, she threatened me by sending Vidio when she decides your car brake ,or when he accidentally mixes a fish cob in your soup.

I went crazy thinking about it, you know I loved you so much from childhood, I tried to express it, but Lia could always suppress me.

I don't care if I don't go to Airi, but what about Geo who went to school there with a Scholarship, if his scholarship is revoked he won't be as happy as he was , ' ' he said , he won't be able to raise his head if we help him pay for school, please Ami forgive me for hurting your fragile heart, forgive me, please hug me, please save me from this guilt.

My heart is breaking more and more, when papa says you're dying in the hospital, please tell me it's just a hoax ,

Tell me you're okay, you'll come hit me, you're just playing at Rs, please just say it once

Please Amiria, Please come back safely, I promise to avenge Lia's actions, I will repay her, I know I'm too weak to protect you, but please take care of yourself when I can't see you.

I love you Ami*