Engraved In Time

Author Curse

Hi all her, sorry long time I did not up . because I had to move from Kaliurang to Bantul area. far gaes ..

My name is Vivi Utami from Yogyakarta, now I live in Bantul area, or star hill ? well deket deket there is my house, I am here to live with me because of the kenaren on May 28, 2019 yesterday my brother just died , whereas May 13 I just added age, 13 years old , just a few days I got a surprise that made the shock of the family. because kakung died of stray bullets ="(. whereas the day before the incident I was with the father, busy equally I just visited here , <TAG1> ,it is usual to approach the holiday we and our family send some snacks alakadarnya, they only live 2 years, pakdheku in Jakarta so rarely return to Jogja. the next day I was asked my mother to make antherin to the market, buy chicken intestines to be made chips, already muter market but his intestines do not nemu nemu (auto tired ,the road to the market where many temptations pas fast, a lot of market snacks weaning), finally about half an hour 11 noon, we (i'm the same ibuk) go home, on the road we crashed the wind radak kenceng gaes, gaes, my mother is radak endut nih and I am skinny so yes radak oleng that, continued my mother bolang gini (yaallah mugo mugo gunke ra popo): yes, hopefully the mountain is not why why. my home is the same Mount Merapi, know the mountain whose caretaker died by the hot cloud. I keep asking (emang ngopo): why , my mother answered again (wind e banter): the wind is tight. I also just say o ,so you think what the relationship is, the wind is the same mountain. continue until my home immediately shower because there is a promise to nganter temen who want to go to Japan at the airport, just change my mother's clothes hysterically say that I don't have to be anterin my friend ,because we and family were told to sewage again.situ my mother (soal seimbahku ortunya ibuk) already cry not because karu karuan, I have not been crying because still think + , <TAG1> , ) , maybe just his fertigo kakung that I brought to the hospital, I thought that . continue to be the same I went again to pick up the father who is still working, it's finished all at home we leave for Bantul (rumah seimbah) in jalan ibuk still aja nangis ,bikin not konsen I keep saying (mbok ni nangis i uwes): nangisnya end. keep my mother radak reda tu nangisnya, pas already deket rumah sober I just thought that not engnot, because the new inget kakung kakung that already healed from her fertigo ,and yesterday after meeting he was still healthy there were no complaints or signs of pain.and still drink ice cendol together to break the fast.

and

"degs..."

until there was already a yard home already there was a tent, and many people gathered, there I could not think anymore, my mother was crying, the crying broke until some sodara. I bring montor still do not until cry. I immediately take hp for ngabarin people home kakung kakung ku no , and I can't go to the mosque (usually my mosque teenager, so if fasting likes there activities) . It's so slow I go to the house around people , I entered through the kitchen there have been many people sorted out to cook do not understand also cook for what, I deliberately do not want to go ahead afraid to cry out to see my mother. but a few moments later I was told to go forward with my mother, there my uti was half conscious, my mother tried to build my uti, I could only occasionally mengem nyeka tears that fell without my permission.

long time we wait for the corpse of the kakung that is still on the way, arrived there was a sound of sirens grabans, dah atiku the beat was not koruan. budhe I came down from Ambans greeted the neighbors, budheku fainting gaes, budhe gaes ,broke my tears , during his same time , he loved me very much , I was the oldest grandson , sometimes my brother from Jakrta came home , utiku directly like menduakan me so , the leg who continues to entertain me, take me montoran even though I'm the one who keeps ahead.or pas tempramen utiku ride ordinary latrine who likes to entertain, but I still love to entertain, but now he doesn't exist, in this way.

his body began to be lifted, laid on the table that dariitadi has been prepared, utiku back down, people there immediately grumbled my corpse, I was beside humping courage, courage, and, gathering strength let my tears stop even for a moment just to kiss my grandfather for the last time, because the people say here, tears can not fall the body, do not know why can not.

I began to decetin my body, his face was pale in his cheeks there was a hole but not too big, I held his hand, 'yeah very cold, my tears want netes gaes , ' he said ,quickly my eyes immediately do not wipe my clothes, I immediately kiss my head akku. elus his shoulders (sir, tangi sir, father): sir wake up sir, father. the perfect word is not said before my cry broke, btw gais I call my akung with the name of my father and uti do not call the symbok, ordinary village boy.

I did not cry anymore after that, but crying again pas ibuk ibuk same father of the entourage from Kaliurang on dateng , behh my eyes about gaes ,nahan nangis without sound , so that I cry it just netes doang without any sound, on know how , do not need to practice it too kalik.

although there are some ,salodara who do not agree, including me, yes how the hell yes, my mind was beruasaha say sincere but my atiku can not, yes how it was to say the life of people, not chicken ,people who have stolen chickens can be imprisoned why this is not, which one is killed by his own grandfather.

from there I continued to wrestle with my own feelings. yes it sincerely thought not sincere.the morning is a funeral, again I cry , now I cry the sound gaes , now I nangis gaes ,so it's not as sick as yesterday.

na so that's the reason why I'm hard to steal time to add to this episode of my novel, I helped cook here and a few days ago, is 40 daily akung ku , , ' he said ,gnu .

pesen for you guys anyway gaes , enjoy this time with the closest person , even though the people ngeselin even though you have to enjoy. sick loh lose it sakin ,and something that was lost was unachievable.

if anyone asks this problem, can DM ig I Viviutami13, insyaallah can not answer

thank you so much for your time..