Engraved In Time

Misdirection 2

Blame me for loving you ?

Blame it, if I want my feelings to be reciprocated ?

What is less than me,?

I want you to know, I love you so much, even more than myself.!

Can, why did you break my trust, why did you make me this miserable.?

I really love you, my chest tightness when I remember that shock.

I felt someone crying near me,

Who her.?

What's Candra,? Ah how could she be

What brother Edo, but from his voice is not brother Edo

With heavy eyes, I opened my eyes, gathering my strength to open my eyes

I was in the hospital, I thought for the first time, because I smelled the scent of drugs, and the sound of the monitor, he said,

Brother Eza, my mind when I see Brother Eza crying in my bed, why is he crying, am I going to die now ,

Ah good, so I can haunt Lia and Candra when I die, I can also meet mama there, but what about my brother, what about the AVATAR if I die now, too, ah yes how will I repay Lia's actions to me, no I don't want to die yet . I said in my heart

Sister Eza looked at me, she looked anxious and happy, she never once took her hand off my hand .

"Sir, who's sick says to sister.!" Eza said while pressing the emerjensi button near my bet, then his hand immediately switched to rubbing my hair.

I heard the words of Brother Eza who always blamed himself, either about my pain or about the regret of having ignored me as a sister.

I was very sad when sister Eza was so hurt because of my condition, I also shed my tears, I felt how dear sister Eza to me at this time. It's precious this moment

I hope that this comfort, security and peace will not pass quickly, even though my heart has been broken by a failed first love, but at least I have some loyal and loving guardian angels full of me.

I saw doctor Anton enter my room worriedly, he immediately checked all the tools attached to my body, also checking my pulse and eyes using a small flashlight.

Quickly, Dr. Anton prepared an injection and filled it with fluid in the pulp, directing it to my arm

"Akh, sa kit .." I said weakly,

Eza Lun did not accept my pain, she quickly got angry with Anton

But doctor Anton immediately explained that what he injected was a sleeping pill, so that I could take longer rest and calm down, sister Eza still faithfully rubbed my pungungung, my hand, occasionally he glued it on his cheek, while wiping his flowing tears

I also began to sleep in a dream, nature that makes me calm, and peaceful, said Eyang, I was sweet while sleeping, more peaceful and calm .

Lord, if I am wrong to have loved Candra my little friend, then forgive me, and please numb my heart when I see her born to another girl besides me, and Lord, if it is time for me to face you, then do not make my two princes feel sad and hurt ...

My mind last time, before I really do fall asleep to dreamland again .

Sorry autor friend, autor hands really hurt to write, said the doctor there is a problem in the nerves of the hand, until some time ago the autor can not carry a motor, the autor can not carry a motor, so the autor does not want to ngoyo make nulis, but the autor try to up once a week so not too long up, sorry yes

And for those of you who are faithful to read, keep healthy yes gaes, domoarigatougozaimasu

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