
039
Refusal
"Don't say anything about us, Van. It's all over."
.......
"Urusan you're like me, Hen!"
The voice managed to make both of them silent and looked at the owner of the voice in surprise.
Elvans. The man who shouted, from a distance immediately pressed his motorbike to get closer to Aleta and Hendra as soon as possible.
Her eyes turned red and nyalang looked at the man who dared to touch her Aleta. The man with the milk-chocolate eyes came down after taking off his rough helmet.
"Please him!" elvan's orders are harsh. Both of his hands clenched tightly holding in fury.
"Why should he?" aleta's mind is between being grateful and also being sorry.
"Weh, you ready? Oh, ex right?" jerek Hendra sharp. The guy was still sitting on the bike and blocked Alena's hand tighter.
"Bangs*t! You lost that time, get away from him!"
"Denger, right, Ta? He's ta-ru-han," said Hendra deliberately loudly glancing at Elvan.
Aleta was silent. I don't know what he should do and how he feels. His hand was still gripped by Hendra, while the way for him to escape was only Elvan.
"Damn lo! Release him!"
"What if we ask him who he wants to go with," Hendra bargained with confidence as if Aleta would choose him.
Elvan smiled mockingly looking at Hendra who had been standing next to his Aleta. The girl looked silent and a little scared. Elvan is getting anxious to immediately beat Hendra at this time.
"It's up to you, but don't be mad if you're not chosen!" Challenge Elvan confidently. He was sure, even very confident that Aleta would choose him. After all Aleta could not choose Hendra who was completely unknown to him, especially Hendra was a delinquent, much more reliable than himself.
Hendra immediately smiled looking at Aleta. The girl looked down with an anxious face. What else are they doing? A wager?
"Lo heard he said he agreed?" hendra asked in a mocking tone to Elvan.
"Pick me or Elvan?"
Aleta looked at the old Elvan. He didn't hear Hendra's babble. He did not know which one to choose, not because both were equally good, but both were bad choices. Why isn't Aksa coming? Or at least Gavin? Or anyone but Elvan.
"Ta?" Aleta was shocked when Hendra just touched her shoulder slowly.
"Gue didn't choose" he said staring at Elvan and Hendra alternately.
"Can't dong," Hendra refused to poke Aleta's chin slowly.
"Hendra, don't ever touch my girl!" shouted Elvan loudly. The guy stepped up big near both of them. Hendra.
"Lo the girl?" hendra asked so ridiculing Elvan.
Aleta shook her head, she wasn't Elvan's girl, was she?
"Deliver!" elvan's jolt violently then pulled Aleta behind his back quickly.
"Brengsw! He met me first!"
"She's my girl!"
Elvan further tightened his grip so that Aleta did not go anywhere.
"He said it wasn't your girl!"
"Don't move and refuse, Aleta!" hiss Elvan is so sharp. It's a command, not just a warning.
Aleta fell silent. Yeah, it's not without Elvan hissing like that, it's all because of him. Aleta really could not get close to Elvan anymore, so she tried to take Elvan's hand off.
"Bro, what race?" ask Hendra kalem.
Elvan smiled in anguish. If she was going to say yes to anything, this time she would say no to Aleta.
"Deliver. Lo faruahin Aleta."
Hendra laughed crisply at Aleta who was hiding on Elvan's wide back. She looks beautiful when she is scared.
"Gue is not yet an acquaintance, uh has been told to go far."
"Bodo!" said Elvan loudly. Without excuse the guy passed by and took Aleta away.
"Well, you don't want to be whittled by Hendra?" Aleta nodded and got on the Elvan bike quickly. This was because he was tired, he did not want to argue with anyone, at least today alone.
.....
Elvan and Aleta were both silent, both staring straight at the city lights that looked as glittering as the stars above them. They sat on the grass on the hill.
"Ta, are you okay?" asked Elvan gently. The guy looked at Aleta inside.
"It's none of your business, Van," Aleta replied softly, even resembling a mutter. Perhaps if the atmosphere was not this quiet Elvan would not hear it.
"Lo I'm still a friend, Ta. At least I was like Aksa, I-I broke it all up. Block everything. Demi lo's. You want to, right?"
Aleta was silent, her eyes looking at Elvan who was next to her. The night was quite dark, even their faces were barely visible to each other, but Aleta was able to see Elvan even though it was a little faint.
"Don't say anything about us, Van. It's all over."
"Ta, I really love you. I have no meaning for us to reverse, we start from the beginning of PDKT-an. But I'm not allowed to be like Aksa."
"Aksa and Elvan are different."
"Gue-"
"Aksa full of attention is just me, Aksa full of understanding is just me, Aksa is always there just for me. Of those three you don't have, Van."
"Ta-"
"Lo also likes to break promises, Van. The mouth of the crocodile."
"Mak-"
"She said all boyfriends, in fact? Notwithstanding. Ck, I'm glad I didn't shoot you that time."
"Al-"
"Lo also said to stay away from me, where? You're back to my deketin, right? Even you are turning it back. Cih, can not hold your own talk, right? So now you say you broke everything up? Huh, I'm not sure."
"Ta-"
"Men-hmmp-"
Elvan gaol. The man covered Aleta's mouth with his palm. His eyes stared hard but were full of disappointment and disbelief. The polite, graceful, sweet Aleta is no more. The girl in front of him had no feelings. He easily said and cursed at Elvan like that.
Yes, Elvan admitted that he was wrong to have lied. Elvan admitted that he had once broken a promise. Elvan also admitted that he could not hold his own talk. This is all for a reason, Aleta.
"Gue admit I was wrong. I'm sorry. I admit I lied. I'm sorry. I admit I got your deketin and I won't apologize for this one, Ta."
"Lo may despise me, bandingin me to Aksa, Gavin, or all the men of this earth. Be able. Very conceivable. But please, believe I really have changed."
Elvan took off her hand, she felt enough to speak to Aleta. Now the guy was silent staring at Aleta inside.
"Moreover, Van. I'll be happy without Elvan. I wouldn't be sad without Elvan. Elvan is berengs*k. Aleta's first love and most disappointing."
"Don't. I will not be able to," said Elvan lirih. The guy really wouldn't be able to if Aleta asked him to leave.
"Moreover, Van. I hurt every look at you!" aleta shouted furiously.
"No, Ta! I can't!" Elvan was screaming too. How else would Aleta trust Elvan and give her a chance? At least just a friend, not a girlfriend.
"Goddess! I hate you, don't you understand? I don't like being around you!"
"Ta! I can make you happy, we-"
"Enough, Van! I don't want to be in one relationship again lo, whatever form I don't want!"
"We haven't tried, Ta. Let's try, three months?" tawal Elvan was patient.
Aleta stood up to let Elvan look up to him. The girl's hand pointed at Elvan's face without guilt or thinking about modesty.
"Have ears, don't you, Van? Didn't I say enough? You have a brain too, right? Can't think I'm tormented because of Elo?" aleta's question is starting to crackle.
Elvan finally stood up. The guy hardened his face withholding emotions. His ego was scratched, his pride fell, and the emosinha overflowed. Patience, Elvan always chanted the word many times in his heart. He can't be rude with Aleta. His aleta, maybe.
"OKAY. I will be far away in lo. Follow all. But on one condition," said Elvan coldly. No, he doesn't want to be angry. He's just a little hurt. Ah no-no, he's very hurt.
Aleta looked at Elvan sharply. Either because his heart is not willing or because Elvan is applying for a condition. In essence, Aleta's chest felt tight.
"What's? Strangely enough. Tau gini I mending same Hen-"
"Gue anter lo go home. That's the sign," cut Elvan fast.
Enough with Aleta's mockery, enough with her decision, and enough with her stupidity she felt this emotional. Thats enough. There is no need to say Hendra to dream or other guys.
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