
034
Emotion
"If you were still my girlfriend, I wouldn't be this emotional."
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Families. Family is where everyone goes home, complains, and shares grief. Family is one of the important factors in a person's success. In this world no one wants to have a broken or troubled family. Broken home is the biggest factor behind bad boy and bad girl in the world.
Maybe for some families that are not intact is not a problem and will still go hand in hand even though not together. However, there are also those who prefer to really stay away from their families like enemies. Yeah, that's the second thing Elvan did. The super handsome man in his school was broken home because the father and his mother chose to separate. For Elvan, this was all her mother's fault. Her mother made Elvan part with her father. She was unlucky when the court decided her custody was won by her mother.
"Eat first, Van. Mama cook your favorite," said the mother.
The middle-aged woman is now bending over to arrange some dishes and food on the dining table. The dining table with a size large enough to accommodate about eight people was filled with food that was so tempting. There are such as chicken stew, yellow seasoned fried pufferfish, crispy shrimp, fried tempeh, capcai, soup, and some desserts and fruit. It seems that the mother was so prepared for all this for her son.
"Gue is not hungry" said Elvan who passed by leaving the mother just like that in the dining room. For him the efforts of his mother will never be able to eliminate the pain of losing papa's affection. Her mother never understood how Elvan's days because her mother chose cheating.
Dara runs after Elvan who disappears behind the stairs. His steps are limped, but age does not stop his efforts so that Elvan will return to make up with him.
"Elvan eat, son. Mama wants to talk and explain something," said Dara slowly while knocking on the door of Elvan's room several times. He knew that the door in front of him would never open for him. That door will always be locked tight, not like it used to be.
"Son, mama must explain something you never knew all along. Elvan, listen to mama."
No response from Elvan. The man completely ignored his mother. He was too tired to think of Aleta who would never forgive him. He was also dizzy because of the betrayal Aksa had done. And now the mother just adds to the hassle.
Prang
There was a sound of shards coming from the room. Dara who heard stopped in shock while holding her chest with her right hand. When going back to say, Elvan first said a word that made Dara can not do anything.
"Go. Don't come near me or I'll get out of this house."
Dara's hand slowly declined, stopping to knock on the door. For him to slump slowly with water running down the corner of his eyes. Wh why? Why doesn't Elvan ever listen to him? Why did the boy deduce himself about what had happened? And what is this? He kicked Dara out without looking at her face.
Slowly, Dara finally turned around. Go back to the dining table and clean things up without touching. If his son had not eaten, how could he have eaten all this?
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The room that normally looked a little chaotic became increasingly chaotic. Pillow bolsters scattered at the end of the room. The sheets had slipped off the mattress and were piled up along with the blanket under the floor. Books are not arranged on the shelf they should be. And this is all because Elvan is venting his emotions.
Jleb
The little arrow he released managed to hit the red dot on the circle board. His eyes were staring at the board about four meters away.
"Damn! When can I move out of this house?" his grunts were irritated while picking up the arrow that was on top of the nightstand.
Jleb
Again the arrow landed on the red dot next to the first arrow. Elvan's reddened face held back emotions could not escape looking at the board.
"If you were still my girlfriend, Ta. I'm not gonna be this emotional."
Elvan slumped to his knees with his shoulders not as firm as usual. His trembling body held in fury with both hands gripping his hair firmly.
"ARRGHHHH! DAMN IT!"
Yeah, he's fucking. Why doesn't he listen to Gavin always telling him to be honest? Why didn't he break up all his girlfriends? Yeah maybe Aleta doesn't know yet, but if Aleta finds out how?
Hurry up Elvan picks up his phone and searches for the names of his undecided lovers. But when he was about to squeeze a picture of the phone, his intention immediately stopped. Later if he decides everything, then Aleta still does not want to be with him how? Elvan's time must be single? N-no!
"****! How am I supposed to?" Elvan asked as he smacked his head slowly.
Drt drt drt
"Hmm?"
"Van, don't you want to come here?" The voice from across managed to make him snort. What the fuck is this Gavin?
"Where is Lo?" elvan asked in an unkind tone.
Across the street, Gavin seemed to think. Occasionally his eyes winked flirtatiously at the nurse who greeted him. "Gue's new to the hospital."
Elvan suddenly kept silent. Didn't this kid ask you this afternoon before he left? Ck. Gavin always liked to bother him.
"No."
"Van, you don't want to be better than Aksa? Who knows to make Aleta sympathize."
Oh my goodness this kid is so smart. His reckless speech managed to make Elvan think and stare at Aleta's picture. It seems possible too.
"Hm. I went there," he answered successfully causing a happy screech across the street. Hem.. It seems like Gavin is now muttering sorry to someone.
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"Boss!" Call Gavin while yelling like a tub in the cave when you see Elvan walking in a hurry to get there.
"Aksa's Room." Elvan coldly asked Gavin without answering the boy's greeting. But his eyes were far from the tone of the question.
"Let's go with me."
"There's Aleta?" asked Elvan who managed to make Gavin smile ignorantly.
"Ciee the boss, nyariin neng Aleta," ridiculed Gavin managed to make Elvan give a sermon and swearing to him.
"Gue here yes for that sake, beg*."
"Geez boss, I didn't say there was Aleta."
Elvan grunted loudly. He immediately turned his body not to visit Aksa. Why try if Aleta doesn't exist?
Gavin immediately blocked Elvan's right hand with both hands. The man whines like a child to Elvan to keep visiting Aksa. Elvan to the grunt and hold the shame because of Gavin's behavior.
"Bos .. come on!"
"So. I don't want to," after Elvan was lazy because Gavin kept whining.
"COURSE BOSS, later Aleta if suddenly came 'would be better," persuaded him to make Elvan stop for a moment seem to think.
"Yes" Elvan's short, dense, clear answer made Gavin smile. The guy immediately pulled Elvan's hand like a child who wanted to show something to his parents.
In his heart Elvan was only able to mutter patiently. Her soul was always floating thinking about that night, the night where Aksa hugged her Aleta tightly. The hug he once thought was just for him turned out to be wrong. Elvan was really disappointed.
"Let's go in, boss," asks Gavin to make it back to the world. His eyes were staring squarely at Aksa's. The guy with a face worse than his was smiling wryly when he found out Elvan was visiting him.
"Gue go home."
Elvan took off Gavin's hand and was about to turn away. Really if you meet with Aksa innan just want to punch it in the face until it really can not be said that it's face.
"Run does not make the problem solved. Here, I'm clear on something." Aksa said so lightly as if nothing had happened between him and Elvan. He forced a thin smile on his lips to look fine.
"What?"
"About Aleta. And bet lo."
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