ELEGI LOVE SKY AND RAINBOW
Chapter Eighty Six
Dion takes Shinta to one of his favorite restaurants. Dion ordered the food according to what Shinta wanted.
After the food they ordered came, Shinta directly devoured it.
"Why just look at it. You're not hungry" Shinta asked
"I see you full"
"It's a huge change"
"But you like it"
"No.make nafsuku so nambah hear the waves"
"Good dong, means you like my crush"
"It's not good Dion, I'm on a diet, if my appetite increases later my diet fails"
"No dieting. You are beautiful . In fact, if you add a little more body must be more beautiful"
Shinta stopped feeding her food. He looked at Dion intensely.
"Why look at me like that"
"You've been learning about zombies all along. As far as I know you were cute. But now it's a little sweet"
"Because I'm talking to a sweet woman again, so her words have to be sweet"
"That's dreadful again..."
"I'm not a fight, Shin. You are so sweet, you make me love you more"
"Love.not wrong. You must be don juan huh. I just saw love"
"But I do love you, Shin. When I heard you weren't married from Heaven, it felt like I wanted to scream. You're very happy. Because I can go back to fighting for my once withered love before it develops..."
"Love withers before it develops "
"Shinta.I've always liked you. But I don't dare say it because I know you love the sky so much. I cannot win against the heavens. I finally saved my love for you. To this day, I finally dare to say it now. I don't want to keep this feeling anymore, I want you to know my heart" Dion said seriously
"What the hell are you talking about. I don't like your jokes"
"I'm not kidding Shinta. I love you, I want to have a more serious relationship with you if you will..."
"Why indeed..."
"You know who I am..."
"What do you mean....."
"I am only the adopted son of Rainbow parents. Their real son turned out to be a rainbow. I don't know the origin of my family. I don't know where I'm from."
"I've learned all the stories from the sky"
"Will you not regret loving me. Are you sure your parents will accept me who doesn't know whose child, whose family..."
"My parents would have understood. He is not an authoritarian parent. He gave his children the freedom to choose their future companion..."
"You need to know Dion, I'm not sure there's any love for me right now. Because the man I love always leaves me. I'm afraid to start falling in love again. I've given all my destiny and soul mate to God"
"Maybe it's not your soul mate yet..."
"Maybe for you to say it was good, but for me who experienced it myself, the pain and tightness of my chest endured the pain"
"Shinta ..trust me. Our age is no longer the age to play. I want if you want to accept me, we're going straight to a more serious level."
"Sorry, Dion. I can't be in a relationship anymore. I'm afraid of failing. I'm not ready to get hurt again. It's too deep a wound I feel..."
"Shinta.one of the cures for heartbreak is to love others"
"But if I open my heart to falling in love, then I should also be able to prepare myself for heartbreak"
"Shinta ..I'm not asking you to answer right now. And I didn't ask you to fall in love with me either. I just want to convey all my feelings. I just want you to know my heart. ..."
"Well if you just want to say how you feel. Thank you for saying that you love me. It makes me happy 'cause there's still a guy who loves me."
"I hope you think about all of my words. I'll wait until you come back to believe if there's still genuine love for you"
"Dion.I'm glad to hear you say that you love me. But I didn't dare to open my heart again, I was afraid of getting hurt again. I'm not ready to get my heart broken again. I fear your love for only a moment. I'm afraid you're re-inserting a wound in my heart. I'm afraid my wound will bleed again, if it happens, I'm not sure I can cure it.I'll definitely take my wound to death"
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