ELEGI LOVE SKY AND RAINBOW

Chapter Eighty

This afternoon Kevin and Shinta went to eat at one of the restaurants. Kevin wanted to say if he was going to start a serious relationship with Melati.

"Shin, I have something to say"

"Please Kevin..."

"It looks like I'm currently in love with a woman"

"Then. "say Shinta. He thought Kevin was in love with him.

"I want to tell you this, so that later you and your parents, do not misunderstand"

"What do you mean, why should papa and mama misunderstand"

"You know, if your parents ever meant to match us.. "

"Keep... "

"I don't want you to think I'm going to accept that match. I already have someone I love, so I hope that if your parents are still talking about me and you, you can explain if I already have someone I love"

Shinta was surprised that the glass she was holding fell.

"Shinta, you're okay" said Kevin examining Shinta's body, fearing that someone had been hit by broken glass.

"No what... "

"Next time don't be pensive if we're eating "

"Have you known that woman for a long time" Shinta asked

"It's only been two months lately that I've been close, if I know him long enough. But we've only been rebuking if we met"

"You're sure if you love her, isn't two months short for an introduction "

"I don't know Shinta. Ever since I met her again, I felt immediately interested. I wish he was my soul mate. "

"Thankfully the woman, it's only been close two months you've been convinced immediately if you love her "

"I don't know why I fell so quickly in love with that girl. I immediately wanted to have a serious relationship with him "

Shinta tried to hold back her tears from falling

"Would I be left behind this time by someone I love. I just opened my heart, I was left back. I do not deserve to be loved. I haven't started the fight to get Kevin's love, it has to be asked to step down because he has his heart moorings"

Without Shinta realizing that her tears had fallen could not be dammed anymore.

"Shinta, you cry "talk Kevin and wipe Shinta's hand

"Mas, I can ask... "

"Of course, what do you want to ask, Shinta"

"Mas, do I not deserve to be loved. Am I a woman with many flaws in the eyes of men. I wonder what caused you to never look at me there"

"You mean what Shinta"

"Shinta, you're a good woman, you're beautiful too. There is no shortage of you. You deserve to be loved "

"What does this mean, Shin."

"Mas, I love you. I was so happy when my parents asked you to consider me as your life partner. I thought you would love me too. Because all this time your attitude has been so kind and polite to me. But it turns out I was wrong, I misinterpreted your attention all this time with me. Turns out you're good because I'm your boss, don't you"

"I'm sorry, Shinta, I don't think you're taking your parents' jokes seriously that they want us to be together"

"Mas, my parents weren't kidding, he did want you to be a companion because mom and dad knew you were a good guy. But mama and papa forgot, if you must be looking for a woman who is also good, and surely you do not want me because my origin is not sure yes mas"

"Shint you're a good woman too. But sorry again, love cannot be forced. I have always considered you as a boss and a good friend. I don't love you because of your unclear origin. I also currently love orphaned women from the orphanage."

"May I know which woman can make you fall in love other than the Rainbow "

"Shinta, why bring a rainbow"

"Didn't you love rainbows. I will never love me, for my nature cannot be as gentle as the Rainbow and I cannot cook, I am spoiled, and I lack many."

"Shinta, it's a matter of the heart. No matter how strong you and I try to make us fall in love, if our hearts are not moved to unite, we will not love each other. And as far as we go and avoid if our heart feels something it will surely move by itself to get closer together to unite"

"Who's the woman you love, can I know" Shinta asked back

"Melati, Rainbow's foster sister from the orphanage where Rainbow grew up"

"So there's still a connection with the rainbow"

"Shinta, this has nothing to do with the rainbow. I love Melati, indeed from my heart, not because she's Rainbow's sister. I don't know why I liked and loved him in a few meetings."

"Mas, I want you to be honest. You never liked me one bit. You've never been interested in me"

"I'm sorry, Shinta, I can't answer, I don't want my answer to make you hurt and hurt. Shinta you are a good and beautiful woman, you will definitely get a better man"

"Mas, I want your answer. You never liked me a little"

"I like you as a very good friend and a good boss"

"Not more... "

"Shinta, sorry. I can't answer that"

"I don't need to say sorry. You're not wrong if you never liked me. I know now, if you've never liked me more than your boss. Why, why do I always fall in love with the wrong guy, the guy who never looked at me more than a friend. I want to know what my shortcomings are so that you and Heaven can't like what else loves me"

"Shinta, I can't answer that. You heard what I said, if I can't choose who this heart is anchored to because it will move on its own if it wants to. "

"Enough mas. I want to go back to the office. May you be happy with your choice"

"Shinta, sorry. I never meant to make you hurt and hurt"

"But I'm still hurt right now, mas" Shinta said and left Kevin alone.

"Shinta, I can't force my heart to love you even though I've tried. I can only pray that you get a man who really loves you someday.. "

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Thank ye...