Eight Years of My Marriage

Venus In Concern Between Two Choices

Venus still denies that could happen. Venus tried to remember everything she talked to Nia. For days Venus can not sleep just by thinking about the fate of her household that has been embarrassed not kepalang. Lion and Venus who can no longer avoid their household problems. But there are positive things with the problem that makes Lion little by little change attitude with Venus. From the financial trust that the Lion never believed in Venus, little by little the Lion put his trust in Venus. Lion is not as hard as Venus. The Lion also tried to free Venus, if Venus wanted to work to break its dependence on the Lion. Lion is trying hard to loosen all the rules of the pack made for Venus. Venus is hurt. Why is it that after the problem comes to the surface, Lion just realized? Where the hell was he? when Venus whines for permission to work because of the economic shock. It feels too late. Suppose the Lion could have understood a little what Venus wanted at that time. Maybe none of that happened. Why new now? After everything happened. It feels useless and no longer passionate if Venus now decides to work. Existing, even the opposite. Everything feels free and useless according to Venus.

Since that incident, for months. Venus and Lion who still live one roof only bertegur sapa as necessary. Lion doesn't look okay either. The shame of Venus' stupidity caused trouble from the beginning of the marriage which she told one of her neighbors who had considered Venus to be her close friend, but it turns out that this makes for an incredible rumor.

Venus tried to shift her domestic problems by becoming an online writer. He also seeks his own entertainment with Nuno and Neyna outside the house. By taking them on vacation to see nature with its beauty. Invite Nuno and Neyna every school holiday to take advantage of her time to find her own peace and happiness. Because the problem that time it really hit him and was at the lowest point in Venus' life. The universe like giving way to Venus through people who are in the neighborhood, for Venus can be separated from the shackles of marriage with the Lion.

Day after day Venus passes empty. No smile was born from the lips of our family. All there is is is a consequence of what I have said to Nia.

Venus was at Nuno's school and heard many mothers hurling insinuations just as Venus passed in front of them.

" I'm a woman, I don't want a husband like that. Choose to live alone or look for something else." One of the mothers who delivered their children at school.

" Haha, me too, so women are very stupid. Know the cheating husband or player the same beautiful women on the outside kok quiet only. It's just one man, haha." One of the clustered mothers responded to the mother who started her words as Venus passed right in front of them.

All the things that Venus had told Nia was indeed the consumption of environmental talks around one subdistrict. More and more Venus felt depressed, because a lot of exams that came to hit her. Until one day because of the lack of strength Venus actually talked back to the Lion.

Lion finished dinner and lay in his bedroom playing with his phone.

Venus followed and sat in the corner of the bed in front of the Lion.

" We talked about this yesterday."

" I don't feel any more compatibility with you. What else is going to happen? it feels too late to fix everything, after all everyone also already knows and feels despicable once me and also you."

Lion fell silent, then spoke. " If you want to go home to your mother, go home! kids stay here, let me hire a maid. Don't bring the kids!"

" Lho, that's not what I want, it's the same name, I won't want to be separated from the kids either." Even though Venus separated from the Lion from the beginning, Venus did not think of remarrying and looking for the right person. He just wanted to live a quiet life without much drama that had been going on inside his household with Lion during his eight-year journey.

Huft Helaan Long breath Lion.

" Then what? If you feel you don't fit in with me, then you go to the religious court!" Lion replied firmly.

Venus fell silent. His body had not yet moved from the corner of the bed where he was sitting. The children who approached him made him joke for a while with the contents of his head full of thought.

I have to leave the kids with Lion. Is that how I am? Is that selfish of me with my kids? Only with me would I pursue a serenity of soul and peace. Does it have to be like this? No, this is not what I'm looking for. Lion thought I'd get married again easily when I didn't bring the kids. While I wasn't thinking up to that direction. I just want my household to run in harmony, mutual understanding with each other and Lion can be invited to cooperate in all matters of household affairs. Or maybe God gave me a choice, so that I could feel another happiness that I never got from Lion by thinking of remarrying after I chose to part from him. Ah, it's hard, just trust with a man's mouth and rebuild the household even with different people. Is that how I am happy? Without seeing my two children by my side. Oh God. Give me your best lead. Venus muttered helplessly, resigned as flowing water lived her destiny to where it would come to rest.