Dust Granules

just accept

Waiting without certainty is exhausting. Very draining of feelings and thoughts. Leave a feeling of tightness as if filling the chest until breathing was difficult.

After closing the cafe and making sure to have locked it in a meeting Echi now walked back to his house. It appeared that a man was tailing behind Echi at an increasingly rapid pace.

"Echi, wait." Geraldi grabbed Echi's hand and walked along.

"You're deliberately avoiding?" Ask after arriving at the door. The distance of Echi's house which was only behind the cafe made them not take long to get there.

"What do you mean avoid?" Echi's frown indicated that he did not understand where Geraldi's question was headed.

"So you forgot. This afternoon by text he said you want to talk directly to the answer."

"Hahh, but I don't feel good about you. From this morning I was busy helping mom make a cake until the afternoon. Many order cakes for family events. Keep making my cake straight to the cafe. So I haven't cracked HP at all. And don't feel sorry for you either." Clearly Echi was at length when he felt confused by what Geraldi had said earlier.

"OKAY. I understand now why you're so confused." Geraldi grabbed Echi's hand gently making the girl even more confused. Seemed from his increasingly contorted forehead.

When Echi was about to pull his hand, Geraldi said "Echi, will you be my girlfriend?" to make Echi confused and immersed in his own thoughts.

"I won't force you to answer now. But I hope you will accept my love, and be my lover." Geraldi's words just brought Echi back to her consciousness.

"All right, I want to." Echi said softly with full doubt. He did not have any feelings for the man before him at this moment. But he did not want to disappoint Geraldi. Let him give her a chance to be her lover. There's nothing wrong with trying to get into a relationship with this guy. Rather he continues to expect his love for another man who never materialized.

"You what? " ask Geraldi with a seductive smile.

"Isshh, should be clarified huh? All right, I want to be your girlfriend. I will try to give you love." said Echi with lips manyun.

"Well, this is better. So do not look if you accept me because I have to." he continued while looking fixed on the face of the girl in front of him.

Yes indeed. I had to accept you. So that my feelings for Aji can be distracted. Sorry, I didn't mean to take you as an impingement. I also want to have a girlfriend. I want to show that I am worthy of love. Not just giving hope. Which can be approached when starting to feel comfortable, and left when expecting certainty.

"Udah night. I'd better hurry in before you get caught by the father who is patrolling. We thought we were perverts even." Echi immediately went from sitting in Geraldi's position to standing facing each other.

Geraldi brought his face closer to make Echi instantly close his eyes.

"Heh, you're doing that instead" Geraldi sounded chuckling softly as he gently rubbed the top of Echi's head.

"No. I don't do anything." Echi began to misbehave the warm gazes of Geraldi with the distance of their faces so close.

"Don't you think I'll call you yes." teased Geraldi again until Echi became more and more misbehaved because his lover's guess was true.

"Where is. My eyes hurt, I'm sleepy." replied Echi trying to dodge.

"I just wanted to slip this flower in your ear." Geraldi explained as he slipped a pink rose in Echi's ear.

Cup. Geraldi who was still tilting his face so close to Echi's face immediately softly kissed Echi's lips.

"And you're cooking the flowers just for doang mode" said Echi pura annoyed to hide the beating of his heart that began to rumble.

"Udah night. He said your eyes are sore. Come on in." Geraldi led Echi to reach for the doorknob and told him to quickly enter the house to rest. Because the night was too long for them to spend. Echi just complies. Soon he closed the door of the house and prepared to go to dreamland.