Dust Granules

Self-conscious

"Gue was embarrassed to see it. That girl should have self-esteem, not that. Lagian Cantika Belom know exactly what the Altaro has become. Shame I saw him aggressive that way." confided Echi.

"It's better than nyimpen feeling diem diem. Ntar his guy hunted so with other people if his partner is not aggressive that. The present day can not only love the sign code like doang, belom there is certainty." Answer Aji

"Do I have to be aggressive, so Aji knows how I feel about him?" echi murmured inwardly while shaking his head.

Ah, where maybe the dust grains can be likened to the crumbs of khong guan bread..

The dust grains are stuck outside the jar, while the crumbs of khong guan bread are tightly stored in the jar.. Even the crumbs of khong guan bread will be a grab when the bread is up, while the dust grains will certainly be cleaned immediately after sticking in the can of khong guan bread.. If I was aggressive, I would embarrass myself. Who wants to be the lover of a pathetic ugly girl like me. I know enough myself who I am, so the guys who come and get close just give me false hope. I'm always on 'php'in. I and Cantika are like grains of dust and crumbs of khong guan bread. No one will reject the charm of Cantika, while I am always rejected when in love. Echi spins around in his current daydream so he does not focus on serving the order of the current cafe visitor.

Although after he was on the bench SMK was never again compared and bullied by his parents, but the treatment is so imprinted on Echi's memory that he is always insecure and afraid to get along with people in his neighborhood. He felt that he did not deserve to have friends, because his ugly face, not beautiful like his sister Cantika.

Aji who realizes Echi's turmoil tries to comfort him. He could not bear to see Echi who became more quiet even seemed to avoid the atmosphere of the cafe that was crowded.

After giving orders to cafe visitors, Echi went inside to look for other activities in order to shift his focus on work.

Feeling that there was nothing else he could do in the cafe, Echi chose to sit on the park bench by walking straight from the back door of the cafe and let Cantika who made the order for cafe visitors.

"Haaaah, it turns out that I need to take a break. I feel so tired." Echi spoke softly while smelling the pink rose scent in his hands, inhaling it deeply and then exhaling it slowly.

"The rain is not so the sky that was once dark turned out to be very bright now with the moon and many stars scattered." said Aji again while watching Echi's face makes the noticed so wrong behavior.

"Gapain arrived here?" echi asked in surprise towards Aji.

"You need a moonlight shower. He said that bathing in moonlight can make it even more fascinating you know." said Aji with enthusiasm.

"Well, today we still believe the same myth." Echi chuckled when he heard an explanation that felt unreasonable.

"Don't believe. Though the mother who said it was like that." said Aji while smiling happy to see Echi can laugh.

"Kalo mother Syantik is already beautiful from birth." said Echi.

"Mother Santi yes, not mother Syantik. Don't change people's names." Aji started to sewot if the problem of mother's name changed by Echi.

"Like me, why do you become a sewot" said Echi

"But I don't like it." Aji started putting on her cold face. Then silent, there was no more conversation between those who were even engrossed in staring at the bright night sky with the moonlight decorated with stars