Dusk In Memories

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We were sitting on a bench not far from the shooting location. Still in a quiet mood. I don't know what he's thinking, I don't know what's on my mind.

"You?" tanya Dusk arrived while offering a box containing toast made by him this morning.

"Byeah, sempet2nya ya bring all supplies. So it's a picnic hehe" I said laughing as I sipped his toast.

"Needle peanut butter toast?" tanyaku later.

"Yep, my favorite snack. Mama always makes this at home again. Just make it yourself" he replied explaining.

"Hmm, my favorite too" I said then as I chewed slowly. My mind floated. Recollecting all the hidden memories. Why is everything popping up in my head. All things buried in the past grow back simply by the same coincidence.

I don't know how I feel now it feels mixed. Full of questions that I myself confused choose the answer. Lara. Everything about him is starting to grow back. Wh why?

"Hey, dumbass again. Any issues?" suddenly dusk patted my shoulder.

"Eh, there's no. It doesn't matter" I answered hanging.

"Trus?" tanya Dusk curious.

"Eitherway. It's not like I'm the same kegeeran you. I just feel a lot of taste similarities between us. And the thing you're doing somehow reminds me of the past" I replied with a sigh.

"Where, I don't know what you mean. Can selasin?" pinta Dusk.

"We like capucino 2, sama2 like fried rice without vegetables without sausage, sama2 like toast peanut butter, I like photos and you like to be photographed. It's all just coincidence or how I'm confused" I replied.

"And some things remind me of someone. Someone who used to mean so much to me" I paused for a moment and did not continue my word2.

"Well, liking similarities are common. So is there a problem for you? If I make you uncomfortable, ok gpp. I will not continue our cooperation in the future" said Dusk while smiling at me.

"That's not what I mean by dusk. I am comfortable working with you. I'm just afraid that this comfort will develop into something painful" I said, looking ahead.

"Hmm" murmured Dusk.

"How do you think this means?" ask Dusk.

"Unfortunately, I started to involve feelings. I really don't mean anything2. Suerr" I replied half nervously.

"Yeah teruussss??" ask Dusk again as he brushed his lips.

"Sori if I'm not a professional. I hope our partnership can continue. I'm not going to macem. It's not gonna be weird. Don't take away my feelings" I replied digressing as much as possible ngarang a word that might make Dusk no offense.

"okay" he answered briefly.

Whats? Okey? What does that mean. Genuine doesn't understand me. I thought as I scratched my head.

I'm speechless. Confused to say and explain. I was honest with him about my feelings.

Although at this time just like or interested, but it does not close the possibility in the future will grow into love. And as that love grew, I was afraid of hurting her, and I was afraid of being disappointed again like before.

Ahh, I'm too cowardly when it comes to feelings. It's always just fear I think. I don't want to lose Dusk so soon. I don't know what he's thinking right now. I just hope he doesn't get me wrong so get mad at me.

"Ga" called him then without looking at me.

"Yes?" answer's short.

"I can't forbid people to like me or not like me. I was just thinking, isn't everything going too fast? we've only met how many times, how many times, but you've thought that far. It feels so fast your feelings are involved in our cooperative relationship" he said, looking ahead.

"I don't know either. All ngalir. Once again I'm sorry if you've made you uncomfortable like this. Very sori. But I promise to be professional. Calm down, the results of taking photos will not disappoint, hehe" I replied with a grimace.

"I hold your word. Look out if the photo is ugly like your face now" he said with a laugh.

I glanced at Dusk, he smiled at me. Hopefully our relationship will be as good as it is now.